Fang Zhiqiang sighed. He didn't know how to answer Bi Luochun's words at this moment. Instead, he turned his head and looked at the Mingzhu, the city that never sleeps.

"Lao Bi, look..." After pondering for a moment, Fang Zhiqiang showed a smile on his face facing the breeze, and then said to Bi Luochun.

Bi Luochun then turned his head and looked down.

"The place below is where we have lived for several years. Here, there are the ups and downs of our past, and there are also places we have never been to. And have you ever thought about it, in this place? How many people like us are there in the city, living in their own little confusions every day?" After Fang Zhiqiang finished speaking, he turned to look at Bi Luochun.

Regarding Bi Luochun at this moment, what he originally wanted to do was to persuade Fang Zhiqiang to let go of the unhappiness in his heart, but he did not expect that Fang Zhiqiang’s words actually meant Bi Luochun. Chundu became a little sentimental. Thinking of all the past, it was naturally difficult for Bi Luochun to forget now. He was himself at that time, Liu Yan at that time, Fang Zhiqiang at that time... This city did carry them. There are too many memories, and they also carry too many ups and downs.

And if you think about it carefully, who is not like this when you are born as a human being? Everyone has different worries. Perhaps for Fang Zhiqiang, his worry is the emotional troubles, while for Bi Luochun, it may be that his abilities have never been improved. Even though Fang Zhiqiang has high hopes for himself, But he still couldn't be alone. Although he kept asking Fang Zhiqiang to express the unhappiness in his heart, how could he reveal the secrets buried deep in his heart?

Moreover, that matter has always troubled me. Although he tried hard to make progress and get rid of the current predicament, Bi Luochun knew very well that for him, maybe in this life , cannot reach the heights of Fang Zhiqiang, and will never be like him.

"Qiangzi, I actually envy you." Bi Luochun pondered for a moment, but did not answer Fang Zhiqiang's question just now, but said this.

Hearing this, Fang Zhiqiang also turned to look at Bi Luochun. At this moment, Bi Luochun had a smile on his face, looked at Fang Zhiqiang seriously and said, "You have outstanding management capabilities. , this has helped you achieve great success in your career, and for me, I have always longed to have extraordinary abilities like you, but then I discovered that some things are innate Yes, when I don’t have it, no matter how hard I try, I can never get those things that don’t belong to me.”

“Haha, I never thought that I had any extraordinary abilities. , for me, those who seem to youExcellent management ability is just the experience I gradually summed up after suffering losses again and again, and I think this kind of thing can be cultivated, so what you said is innate, I am not I disagree. Instead of envying me for this, you should really improve yourself. One day, you can become what you want to be. "

Fang Zhiqiang's understatement made Bi Luochun frown, and then said: "Okay, let's not worry about this anymore. I just want to tell you that in fact, everyone has their own Strengths and shortcomings, if you can notice where your shortcomings are and then make up for them, you will become more and more perfect. I have always done this, although until now, I still have not been able to achieve what I want. An ideal state, but compared to before, it is much better. I am very satisfied with my transformation, and as you said, I believe that as long as I continue to work hard, I will be able to become what I want in the future. The kind of person to be. "

"As for you, your shortcomings are also obvious, that is, your emotional indecisiveness. Although you have hardly exposed this after marrying Li Xiaoxiao, it has not been exposed. It doesn't mean it doesn't exist. In fact, you know it very well. You just gave up some things during that period. This was not a difficult thing for you at that time, but it is completely different now. Now, you and Li Xiaoxiao have divorced. You may find again that you are actually still the indecisive you before. Especially when facing relationships, you can't make a choice and you don't know how to make your heart firm. Get up, to put it nicely, you have a kind heart, but to put it badly, isn’t it just because you are a scumbag? If you eat the food in the bowl and look at the food in the pot, you are the person you are talking about. "

Bi Luochun's unceremonious tone also made Fang Zhiqiang couldn't help but smile, and then said: "Actually, you and I ourselves know this shortcoming of mine, but Lao Bi, I have tried many times. Several times, I wanted to change this, but I found that no matter how hard I tried, I could never overcome it. Sometimes I thought, maybe this is something I was born with and cannot be changed at all, but sometimes I thought, Even a person's personality can undergo huge changes, so what can't be changed? "

"You are right. The term "innate" is a psychological hint that many people are used to giving themselves. They feel that this way, they can naturally stick to their original appearance. , don’t make any changes, including my thoughts just now, which are the same as yours. In fact, only after you really jump out, you will find that there is nothing that cannot be changed. It depends on whether you want to change it or not. ”

The conversation between the two people continued, and the time came to past twelve o’clock before they knew it. The night wind was getting colder and colder, and the two of them even felt a faint chill on their bodies.

Fang Zhiqiang and Bill LuoNo one in Chun tonight thought that they would actually have such a conversation. In the past, when they were together, they were always carefree even when talking. But tonight, they are like a woman, looking at the most Beautiful scenery speaks the most delicate words.

In fact, for Bi Luochun, although his relationship with Liu Yan has always been very good, it does not mean that he does not have troubles. Like Fang Zhiqiang, even though he and Li Xiaoxiao still love each other , but it does not mean that they live a happy life. Anyone who has been married knows that when a marriage reaches a certain stage, both people will feel tired for a while, and this feeling, no matter how they communicate, or It cannot be eliminated by restraint.

So, although Bi Luochun had the original intention of persuading Fang Zhiqiang in tonight's heart-to-heart talk, now, it made him feel relieved a lot.

At one o'clock in the morning, the two people still did not leave. At this time, the lights in Mingzhu City seemed to be dimmed. From a distance, it looked like the power was about to be cut off, but Fang Zhiqiang and Bi Luochun were still full of energy, and neither of them felt sleepy.

Liu Yan, who was at home, couldn't wait any longer. Although Bi Luochun had already called her, she didn't expect that Bi Luochun wouldn't go back so late.

Involuntarily, Liu Yan called Bi Luochun.

"What time is it! You're not back yet?!" As soon as Bi Luochun answered the phone, Liu Yan on the other end couldn't wait to shout loudly to Bi Luochun.

Bi Luochun was stunned for a moment before he realized what was happening. He then looked at the time and said, "I'll be ready soon. I'll be back soon. You can go to sleep first."

"What are you doing? How can I sleep in the middle of the night?" Liu Yan shouted in a very fierce tone.

Although the tone was fierce, Liu Yan’s words just now also illustrate some problems. Although there are many problems in their marriage, and although the two of them sometimes feel upset with each other, they The two of them have long been accustomed to each other's lifestyle, just like tonight, if Bi Luochun doesn't go back, Liu Yan is not used to it and can't sleep.

"I...I didn't do anything, I just walked around casually..." Bi Luochun didn't want to tell Liu Yan that he was with Fang Zhiqiang. Because of the worries between men, he He didn't want Liu Yan to know.

"Why are you so hesitant to speak? You must have done something bad, right?!" Liu Yan's tone suddenly became wary. Originally, she didn't think much about it. After all, she was with Bi Luo Chun had lived for such a long time and still had a certain sense of trust in Bi Luochun. However, hearing Bi Luochun's hesitant speech at the moment, Liu Yan couldn't help but become nervous.

And Bi Luochun alsoHe frowned helplessly. It seemed that he had to explain to Liu Yan what he had done tonight.

But just when Bi Luochun was about to explain, Liu Yan suddenly hung up the phone, which made Bi Luochun even more confused.

After a while, Liu Yan unexpectedly made a video call directly. This made Bi Luochun feel alert. He looked sideways at Fang Zhiqiang, and then looked at his phone again. , the palms of my hands trembled slightly for a long time before I answered the call.

"Hey~" Bi Luochun said to Liu Yan in the video with a trembling voice.

"Where are you? Why is it so dark?" Liu Yan frowned, stared at the screen of her phone, and asked hurriedly.

"I..." Bi Luochun was still hesitating whether he should tell Liu Yan that he was with Fang Zhiqiang tonight, but looking at Liu Yan's current energy, if he didn't tell Liu Yan , I’m afraid it will be difficult to pass this level.

Immediately, Bi Luochun pointed his mobile phone camera at Fang Zhiqiang next to him and the environment around them, took a circle and said: "Qiangzi and I are coming to the top of the mountain tonight. Do you remember the top of the mountain that I went to with you last time?"

"The top of the mountain? Why are you going there in the middle of the night? Are you sick?" Liu Yan still couldn't see the screen of her phone clearly. What is that dark area inside? But after hearing what Luo Chun said, he also said with a puzzled look.

Bi Luochun smiled, sometimes, how can a woman understand a man’s thoughts? Then he said again: "It's nothing, I just suddenly remembered this place, so I brought Qiangzi here for a walk. You can go to sleep quickly. We will go back later."

Liu Yan was serious again After looking at the phone screen and finding nothing suspicious, he frowned again and said, "I told you, I won't be able to sleep if you don't come back. Come back early. If you have anything to say, you can't say it at home. You have to run to the mountain." Say? There’s something really wrong!”

Liu Yan mumbled and hung up the phone, and Bi Luochun shook his head helplessly after watching the phone hang up. Although he and Liu Yan The relationship is very good, but there is always an unbridgeable gap between the minds of men and women. Sometimes, Bi Luochun can't understand some of Liu Yan's thoughts, just like Liu Yan can't understand Bi Luochun's thoughts at this moment.

At first, Bi Luochun thought that maybe it was because the two parties did not express themselves clearly, so he kept trying to solve the problem through communication. However, Bi Luochun gradually discovered that communication has no effect. She always has her own ideas. No matter how clearly you explain it, she can't really understand your inner feelings.

So later Bi Luochun no longer explained anything, when she didn’t understand herself, it is also a kind of artistic conception to appreciate the beautiful scenery under the night alone and taste the loneliness in the heart alone.

"Go back, don't let her wait too long." Fang Zhiqiang said after looking at Bi Luochun's helpless expression after hanging up the phone.

When Bi Luochun heard this, he waved his hands disapprovingly and said: "It's okay, I already told her to sleep first. We two finally came out once, and we haven't finished talking yet, how can we say it?" Just leave?"

Fang Zhiqiang smiled helplessly and said: "I have said everything I wanted to say, and there is nothing else."

"Is it really gone?" Bi Luochun asked.

“It’s really gone.” Fang Zhiqiang said disapprovingly.

"About Wang Yaxin, I think you still have something to say, right?"

"Yaxin..." Fang Zhiqiang sighed and pondered for a long time. , Feng Qingyun said calmly: "Actually, it's simple to say, it's just that I loved someone I shouldn't love, so the result waiting for me can only be love but not love."