"Actually, I didn't drink much. I just wanted to use alcohol to test myself and my heart to see what I was thinking. Unexpectedly, there was actually a surprise waiting for me."
< br /> Fang Zhiqiang said in a joking tone, as if this was a matter that had nothing to do with him at all. His attitude of having nothing to do with him, I don’t know when he developed it, and every time he used it , the effect is indeed quite good.

"Is that a surprise to you?" Wang Yaxin found Fang Zhiqiang's statement a bit strange. At least, she didn't think so before, and she had never thought about it. Strong will be such an idea.

“At least, before today, it was indeed a surprise to me.”

There was something in Fang Zhiqiang’s words, and Wang Yaxin immediately heard it.

His meaning was obvious, because his performance and reaction today made him feel that he was not particularly looking forward to his words, nor was he particularly looking forward to his surprise.

"This is exactly what I thought. At least, I thought so before." Wang Yaxin smiled slightly and said disapprovingly.

“Yeah.”

Fang Zhiqiang replied with one word, although this was not what Fang Zhiqiang originally wanted to express. He wanted to ask: "What about For you now, is this still a surprise?"

But Fang Zhiqiang held back and did not ask, because he almost already had the answer he wanted.

Wang Yaxin was stunned. Fang Zhiqiang didn’t say anything, which made her even more overwhelmed. Originally, she was worried that Fang Zhiqiang would ask some questions that she couldn’t answer, such as: "Then For you now, is this still a surprise?”

But Fang Zhiqiang didn’t ask anything, but it made Wang Yaxin’s heart more complicated. Perhaps, he was still wavering. , if he kept asking, maybe he would...

Wang Yaxin did not dare to continue thinking, but she could not suppress the slightest loss in her heart. Why did Fang Zhiqiang not continue to ask? ?

"I'll... talk to Dr. Xu and let him start preparing for closed treatment."

Seeing Wang Yaxin continue to be silent and no longer speaking, Fang Zhiqiang smiled slightly After pondering for a moment, he said this.

Wang Yaxin wanted to open her mouth to keep Fang Zhiqiang, and even wanted to say something that she didn't have the courage to say just now, but she didn't know why, but she suddenly couldn't say a word at this moment.

Looking at Fang Zhiqiang slowly turning around, Wang Yaxin pondered for a long time,She seemed to say something, but after a long time, she finally closed her eyes again.

"Just say what you have to say, so as not to leave any regrets in the future."

It was Xiaoya again, at this most critical moment, it was she who said this This sentence made Wang Yaxin suddenly open her eyes again.

"Qiangzi!"

Wang Yaxin spoke, and as the words came to light, Fang Zhiqiang's footsteps indeed paused again.

"Yaxin, if you have already made a decision, there is no need to say more. I just want to tell you what I think in my heart and want you to know what I think. It’s not the result we want.”

After Fang Zhiqiang paused, he turned his back to Wang Yaxin and said these words.

What Xiaoya just said has already made Fang Zhiqiang understand something. In fact, he knows very well that some words, or some things, require his own absolute will. If he hasn’t already Once you have made a decision, it will be difficult to continue with things that you force yourself to do.

The confusion of being born and the hesitation of not being able to love is something that no one can escape.

There are too many stories of love that cannot be achieved in this world. For Fang Zhiqiang, he also knows that some people, no matter how deeply they love, even if they want to spend all their life To love her, even if you can't bear to see her hurt even a little bit, even if you can't bear to see her drop a drop of sweat, but in the end, it is still a relationship that is destined to have no result. For such a relationship, besides giving up, there is also Any other options?

So, there are so many people in the world who are unhappy, what reason do you have to be sad?

Even if he says something he is extremely reluctant to say at the moment, for Fang Zhiqiang, it is not a big deal. The world can function as usual without everyone, so why not himself?

Fang Zhiqiang’s words made Wang Yaxin fall silent again.

Originally, Xiaoya gave Wang Yaxin enough stimulation. She was really afraid that she would regret it one day, because she had experienced too many such examples before, especially in In Fang Zhiqiang's body, she has experienced too many times of hesitation about not being able to love.

Every time, Wang Yaxin felt extremely regretful, and every time it became a permanent regret.

However, Fang Zhiqiang’s words made Wang Yaxin realize once again that there are some things that cannot be continued without enough determination and motivation, just like what Fang Zhiqiang just said When proposing to yourself, if you just listen to your inner voice, you will definitely agree without hesitation.

But what will be the result?

Wang Yaxin could not imagine it, and Fang Zhiqiang could not imagine it. It was a result that no one could imagine. Therefore, it was his own reason that finally ended it all. So at this moment, in the small Stimulated by Ya's words just now, were the words he blurted out freely based on reason or impulse?

Forget it, if you don’t know the answer for the moment, just leave it to time and let time deal with it!

Fang Zhiqiang has raised his feet again. It’s not that he doesn’t want to hear what Wang Yaxin said, but he wants to give Wang Yaxin more time to think. Although doing so may make Wang Yaxin continue to struggle, Continue to suffer, but everything is relative. Things that can make you miserable will definitely make you happy.

If two people can really persevere to the end, then the happiness they can get may be unmatched by anything before!

Came to Xu Chao’s office again and looked at Xu Chao concentrating on studying the treatment plan. Fang Zhiqiang said again: “Doctor Xu, how confident are you?”

Fang Zhiqiang is afraid that he will miss his last chance, and is also afraid that what he has not said will never be spoken again in his life.

Although Fang Zhiqiang also knew that it might be impossible to get an answer to the question he asked Xu Chao, he still couldn't help but ask.

Xu Chao raised his eyelids and looked at Fang Zhiqiang, his eyes filled with an indescribable feeling.

Fang Zhiqiang looked like a touch of anger, regret, or confusion.

“Thirty percent.”

Finally, Xu Chao spoke.

However, after hearing this answer, Fang Zhiqiang felt that his whole body went limp. It was the answer he least wanted to hear.

I have been waiting for so long, always wanting Xu Chao to tell me the real situation, and now I finally got my wish. Why? Why is this the result?

“Are you surprised?”

Xu Chao looked at Fang Zhiqiang’s confused look and continued to ask.

Fang Zhiqiang raised his head and looked at Xu Chao. He didn't know how to answer Xu Chao. Fang Zhiqiang couldn't even figure out what he was thinking in his heart at the moment.

“The certainty that Yaxin can be cured has always been no more than 30%.” Xu Chao continued.

Every word Xu Chao said at this moment was like a bolt from the blue, exploding above Fang Zhiqiang’s head.

“If you had known this probability from the beginning, wouldn’t you have allowed Yaxin to receive this treatment?” Xu Chao continued to ask: “If you don’t receive treatment, it will only lead to premature aging, but it will still happen. Do you think it is cruel to have more than ten years or even decades of life, but once you receive treatment, you will either be completely cured, or you will not be able to have the last few years anymore? Do you think this is cruel? Is it a very bad deal?"

Xu Chao's series of questions made Fang Zhiqiang's head almost swell.

Now that Xu Chao asked such a question, Fang Zhiqiang didn’t know what to think. If he had known the odds from the beginning, would he really give up?

Fang Zhiqiang doesn’t know the answer now.

But what he can be sure of is that now he really feels that his previous sixth sense has been confirmed!

I used to think that I made the wrong decision in allowing Wang Yaxin to receive this treatment. Now it seems that this is becoming more and more true.

"You still have a chance to choose now. I leave Yaxin's fate in your hands and let you choose. Whether to continue treatment or give up now, you choose."

Xu Chao looked at Fang Zhiqiang’s increasingly troubled expression and continued to ask.

　“What’s the difference?”

　“If we give up treatment now, she will be in the same state as she is now. She can eat and live as a normal person and live a normal life. Of course, the price is to pay for the time and life that you don’t need to pay. In other words, it won’t be a problem to live for another ten years or so, but I can’t guarantee it for longer.”

"If you continue to treat, the result will still be the same. If the treatment fails, you will face death."

Two results are in front of Fang Zhiqiang.

Fang Zhiqiang felt that his heart was about to explode, and thoughts of Wang Yaxin's weak body and increasingly bad face kept popping up in his mind.

What choice should we make? How could Fang Zhiqiang know?

Why should you leave such a difficult choice to yourself?