After that, Huang Wanting never met Fang Zhiqiang again. On the one hand, it was because Fang Zhiqiang was really busy recently and there were very few opportunities to meet. On the other hand, it was also because Huang Wanting couldn't see the person she was before. Fang Zhiqiang felt a little inexplicably disappointed.

Although Huang Wanting knows that everyone will change and everything will change, because even she herself is no longer the rock and roll girl she was before, but she still misses the beauty of the past.

But Huang Wanting doesn’t know that the world has never changed. No matter how it changes, the world is still the same. However, everyone’s perspective on the world has changed, and their thoughts have changed. Therefore, the world we see has changed.

The world that the rock and roll girl saw may have been dim and dirty, but at least there was a trace of remaining beauty in the dimness and filth. It was precisely because of those Beauty is what allowed Huang Wanting to persist all the way to the present.

But later, after experiencing all that, Huang Wanting clearly realized that no one could do anything about the changes in this world, even if she sometimes wanted to actively abandon those darkness, those Ugly, but they still exist in the world.

This is a negative thought, which has a subtle influence on Huang Wanting's thinking. Until now, even when facing Fang Zhiqiang, her thoughts have changed slightly.

In fact, Fang Zhiqiang has not changed as a person. Although he may not be as confident or as courageous as before, he is still him, but the current situation has affected him. But his nature will not change, and his soul will not change.

Having said that, after hearing what Wang Yaxin said just now, Fang Zhiqiang’s brain was a little confused at the moment. He didn’t know what to say. Time passed by minute by second, and Wang Yaxin remained silent. It seems that he is waiting for Fang Zhiqiang to give an answer. No matter what answer it is, Wang Yaxin may feel relieved, or even relieved.

Fang Zhiqiang also noticed Wang Yaxin’s expression at this moment. He knew that at this time, he could not avoid Wang Yaxin’s question, so he finally spoke: “Yaxin, don’t think about anything, I believe You will definitely be able to return to your former self!"

That's right, Fang Zhiqiang did not answer the question Wang Yaxin just asked.

However, Wang Yaxin smiled.

In fact, Wang Yaxin knew that Fang Zhiqiang had already answered her. Although it was not the answer she wanted, what else could she ask for now that she had become like this?

Actually Wang Yaxin is really happy, no matter whatIt's not the last journey of my life, at least I finally figured out the answer I wanted in my heart.

Moreover, Wang Yaxin did have the idea of ​​giving up Fang Zhiqiang for a moment before. Although Wang Yaxin later figured out that it was just her own illusion, the impact of that idea on Wang Yaxin was also very huge. , she once again deeply understood the saying "people will always cherish what they don't get".

At that time, Wang Yaxin once imagined that if she really got her wish and was with Fang Zhiqiang, would she really be happy?

The answer is obviously not inevitable. Wang Yaxin thought about it for a long time, but there is no definite answer, and this can only represent a possibility. Even if you really get to that step in the end, it may not be what you want. the result of.

Wang Yaxin is not a person who is willing to take risks. She does not like to bet on the rest of her and her children's lives. Even though such caution may make her miss the happiness that should belong to her, but relatively To be honest, she prefers a life that is plain and simple, but without any mistakes.

Not for myself, but for the two children.

Therefore, Wang Yaxin felt a sudden relief from what Fang Zhiqiang just said. She confirmed that the uncertain idea in her heart was correct, because from Fang Zhiqiang’s words It can be heard that Fang Zhiqiang himself is actually unable to determine their future.

Since both parties have reached this tacit understanding, there is no need to continue to struggle.

　"Qiangzi, I am very grateful for everything you have done for me. Even if we failed in the end, I am still very grateful, because your actions made me feel that everything I have given , it’s all worth it!”

Wang Yaxin said such words to Fang Zhiqiang, then slowly turned her head and closed her eyes.

Fang Zhiqiang was stunned. The last moment Wang Yaxin turned around, there was still a smile on his face, but Fang Zhiqiang always felt that that smile was a bit strange, even though it was Wang Yaxin's hair. From the heart.

"Mr. Fang, Sister Yaxin needs a good rest."

Xiaoya on the side saw Wang Yaxin closing her eyes, and then looked at Fang Zhiqiang and said.

Fang Zhiqiang raised his head and glanced at Xiaoya. She was the rope caregiver who had taken care of him. Fang Zhiqiang was very relieved to ask her to take care of Wang Yaxin.

During the next month-long closed treatment, Xiaoya will always stay with Wang Yaxin. This fact gives Fang Zhiqiang a lot of psychological comfort. At least, Xiaoya has Wang Yaxin won't be too lonely with the company, right?

EndFinally, Fang Zhiqiang stood up slowly. He knew that after he left today, the next time he saw Wang Yaxin would be a month later, or even longer.

Although he was very reluctant to give up, he still took his steps, still staring at Wang Yaxin's back intently, and his steps were slowly walking towards the door.

Wang Yaxin never turned her head. She kept her back to Fang Zhiqiang, making no sound and not moving her body at all.

But Fang Zhiqiang always felt that Wang Yaxin’s face was already covered with tears. After such long obsession and hard work, at this last moment, who can be willing to do so?

“Bang!”

There was a muffled sound suddenly from behind. Fang Zhiqiang turned his head and took a look, only to realize that he had retreated to the door without knowing it. The sound of his heels hitting the door made Fang Zhiqiang feel a little cruel.

When you step out of this doorway, you may be separated from Wang Yaxin forever.

Fang Zhiqiang’s mind was extremely confused. He tried to question himself for the last time, whether he could give Wang Yaxin a promise?

But I still couldn’t get the answer for a long time.

His palm was already on the door handle, he slowly pushed the door open and stepped out with one foot.

But Fang Zhiqiang couldn't calm down in his heart at this moment. He had countless things to say to Wang Yaxin, but it seemed so inappropriate to say them out at this time.

Xiaoya didn’t understand the emotions between Wang Yaxin and Fang Zhiqiang. She looked at Fang Zhiqiang’s slow figure and couldn’t help but frown slightly and asked: “Mr. Fang, your body is not good either. Are you comfortable?"

Hearing this sentence, Fang Zhiqiang seemed to have not heard it. However, Wang Yaxin on the hospital bed suddenly opened her eyes. Although she did not see Fang Zhiqiang, she could imagine it. , how entangled Fang Zhiqiang is at this moment.

Perhaps I have truly let go and no longer regards him as my only obsession, but what about him? Can he really be as free and easy as himself?

“Yaxin!”

Suddenly, Fang Zhiqiang spoke!

His voice was low, but very sure.

Wang Yaxin felt as if her heartbeat was about to suddenly jump out of her chest!

Especially Fang Zhiqiang’s affirmative tone caused Wang Yaxin’s already calm heart to once again stir up a storm!

She began to pray silently. She prayed that Fang Zhiqiang could also give up like herself. That would be a good thing for all of them.At least, they no longer have to worry about this matter from now on.

Even at this moment, Wang Yaxin has closed her eyes silently. If the story ends abruptly, it may be a good thing for everyone.

But there are no ifs in this world. If you are in the secular world, it is impossible not to eat the fireworks of the world!

If you don’t bear the pain, sadness, despair, and heartbreak, who will bear it for you? !

Human is such a complex animal, and the heart is such a complex structure. Sometimes it has fatal destructive power, and sometimes it can make people feel unprecedented happiness.

Wang Yaxin almost didn’t want to hear anything Fang Zhiqiang said next, because no matter what it was, it would make them fall into the emotional whirlpool again.

"I..."

"Hadron!"

When Fang Zhiqiang started to speak again, Wang Yaxin suddenly shouted out these two Character.

She turned around suddenly and looked at Fang Zhiqiang standing blankly at the door. A panicked expression appeared on Wang Yaxin's face, and her lips trembled involuntarily.

She didn’t know where she got the courage at this moment, and continued: “Please go!”

After saying that, Wang Yaxin stared at Fang Zhiqiang’s pair of Her eyes seemed to be staring at him as a woman who liked him all her life. From then on, there was no more liking or love.

Fang Zhiqiang was suddenly stunned. He struggled for a long time and questioned himself for a long time, and finally felt that he had found the answer.

But now, Wang Yaxin no longer gives herself the chance to say it.

Fang Zhiqiang stood motionless in place. He never thought about leaving, because leaving meant that he might never have the chance to say those words to her again in his life.

But from Wang Yaxin’s eyes at this moment, Fang Zhiqiang could see that the result Wang Yaxin longed for was just like what she said. She left silently, and from then on, no one came to her. No one will be harmed in any way.

Fang Zhiqiang asked himself again, if that were really the case, could he not regret it?

There is no answer.

"Yaxin, I know you don't want to hear it, but I have to say it, because..."

When Wang Yaxin saw Fang Zhiqiang speaking again, she was on the verge of collapse. , she closed her eyes and covered her ears, trying hard not to hear those sounds.

The next words have changed in Wang Yaxin’s ears.It's so blurry...

But is the blur of the voice Wang Yaxin's self-suggestion? Or is it really vague?