If it were in the past, even if Wang Yaxin asked Sister Zhang to leave, she would still pay her salary as usual. Or, if she performed so well during the time she came in, Wang Yaxin would definitely pay her an extra bonus.

However, Wang Yaxin cannot implement these ideas now, because her current personal financial conditions are limited, and she also has to take care of the school expenses for her two children.

Although funds are limited, Wang Yaxin has never saved money for Xiaoyu and Xin Sheng to go to school. Now Xiaoyu is still studying in boarding school, which accounts for almost half of the entire family’s expenses!

But Wang Yaxin has never wavered in her determination because of money. No matter how difficult her life is, Xiaoyu must go to boarding school, not just because it will save a lot of time. and energy. The most important thing is that in such a school, Xiaoyu can truly receive the influence of their local culture and truly integrate into this large group, allowing him to get to know more partners and allowing him to The character is more cheerful.

This was Wang Yaxin’s previous idea, and facts have proved that Wang Yaxin’s idea was correct.

In fact, Wang Yaxin himself doesn’t know when Xiaoyu started to change completely. In the past, he was never a talkative person. He hardly made friends. It seemed that in his eyes Here, none of the classmates in the class, or even the entire school, were worthy of his friendship. Those people were all bad people.

But it’s different now. He has learned to joke with his classmates and also learn to mess around with them. Although he is already eleven years old, sometimes he still looks like he is a few years old. Like little kids.

Wang Yaxin knew that that was Xiaoyu’s childhood. Although she could not make up for it, seeing him live so happily now was Wang Yaxin’s psychological comfort to herself. .

In this life, Wang Yaxin felt that the person she owed the most to was Xiaoyu. Although when he was young, Wang Yaxin had thought of countless ways to make up for him and repay him, but in the end she found that what she had done Everything was in vain, and in the end it was Xiaoyu who took everything on his own, slowly growing up and maturing, and sometimes even the thoughts he suddenly expressed were more mature than adults.

It is precisely because of this that Wang Yaxin always feels heartache inexplicably. Originally, children of this age should be carefree and only need to incorporate the knowledge in school into themselves. In his head, he has completed his mission.

But Xiaoyu is completely different. Sometimes, he even has to worry about being a mother, such as the last time he persuaded him to come back.

Of course Wang Yaxin also knows,Everything Xiaoyu said was for himself, but when he heard it, it hurt in his heart.

Nowadays, Xiaoyu seems to be laughing and joking on the surface, but to be honest, Wang Yaxin doesn’t know whether he is really happy from the bottom of his heart or whether he is pretending.

Because now Xiaoyu gives Wang Yaxin the feeling that he is a person who is particularly good at pretending, whether in front of classmates, in front of teachers, or even in front of himself.

But what reassures Wang Yaxin is that most of Xiaoyu's disguises are well-intentioned, either to prevent others from worrying about him or to hide his true inner thoughts.

Wang Yaxin did not demand too much from Xiaoyu at this point, because Xiaoyu had already endured enough, and Wang Yaxin really couldn't bear to let him endure more. After all, he was just a human being. An eleven-year-old child has things he should do at every stage of his life. At his age, he should study carefree and not worry about anything else.

Think back to what you were doing when you were eleven years old? Wang Yaxin himself had forgotten that if he had been as sensible as Xiaoyu now, maybe his life would not be such a mess now, right?

The time came to two o'clock in the middle of the night.

For some reason, Fang Zhiqiang, who finally fell asleep, woke up unexpectedly. He vaguely remembered that he seemed to have had a dream, but he could only remember a general outline of the situation in the dream. .

It seemed like a nightmare. He was holding a woman’s hand and running as fast as he could. Countless people were chasing him from behind. Fang Zhiqiang couldn’t see clearly or remember who they were. He couldn’t even remember who they were. Fang Zhiqiang didn't even know who the woman he was pulling was.

The moment he woke up, Fang Zhiqiang subconsciously thought of Li Xiaoxiao.

"Xiaoxiao!"

Fang Zhiqiang sat up suddenly and subconsciously shouted these two words.

Looking at the dark surroundings, Fang Zhiqiang came back to his senses and looked back. His movements did not seem to wake up Wang Yaxin. Fang Zhiqiang breathed a sigh of relief. Then he turned back again, rubbed his head with his palms, and shook his head.

“How could you have such a strange dream?”

Fang Zhiqiang muttered to himself.

It’s been a long time, and I haven’t had a nightmare for a long time. Fang Zhiqiang doesn’t know why he suddenly had such a dream. Does it have any meaning?

In the past, Fang Zhiqiang never had such superstitious ideas about dreams, but he didn’t knowWhy, at this moment, he kept thinking of this.

It’s like a person’s sixth sense, constantly telling oneself that something bad may happen recently.

Moreover, when he just woke up, the first thing he thought of was Li Xiaoxiao, which made Fang Zhiqiang even more nervous. Li Xiaoxiao had just sent a message today, saying that she was likely to leave recently. Mingzhu City, she didn’t say where she was going.

Thinking of Li Xiaoxiao’s last experience outside, Fang Zhiqiang suddenly became more nervous.

Thinking of this, Fang Zhiqiang took out his mobile phone without hesitation. He originally wanted to reply to a text message to Li Xiaoxiao today, but he couldn't reply at that time, so he just took it out to reply now!

　“Xiaoxiao, I know you have your own considerations, don’t worry, I won’t blame you.

　It’s just that you must remember the cloud removal mold, no matter what No matter what situation we encounter, life always comes first. There may be many unhappy things happening in our lives, and even many things that make us despair, but remember, they are all given by life. Our rights, this right, allow us to experience the joys and sorrows of life. Everything is how life should be, so no matter what, we cannot despise life.

It’s strange to say that I haven’t had a nightmare for a long time, but I just had a nightmare. I can’t remember the situation clearly, but I always have an ominous premonition. I have never felt this way before. , maybe it’s my misunderstanding, or maybe it’s the sixth sense deliberately reminding me. I thought about it carefully, and you happened to be going out recently, so I sent you this message.

If possible, I still hope you can stay. Of course, the final choice is yours to decide, and I will never interfere.

If you really want to leave If so, I hope you can protect yourself, and always pay attention to safety first wherever and whenever, because you have to take good care of our children.

In addition, Xiaoxiao, although we have finished our journey Our first journey, but I always believe that it is just the beginning of our lives. There is still a long road waiting for us in the future. I still firmly believe that we can meet again before the end of life, no matter that comes No matter when or how we meet, I hope that at that time we can live the way we want!"

The message is not compared with what Li Xiaoxiao sent before. It’s long, but these words are all from Fang Zhiqiang’s heart. Sometimes it’s really strange. There are many things that could have been said earlier, but when they were together, no one could say this. Now they are separated, insteadAble to ignore everything and blurt out no matter what the words are.

Fang Zhiqiang also thinks this is quite strange, but he can’t care so much now. Fang Zhiqiang has no idea when Li Xiaoxiao will leave. He doesn’t want to wait until Li Xiaoxiao leaves. I just remembered to say these words. By then, it will be too late to say anything.

After the message was sent, Fang Zhiqiang took a long breath and felt as if a big stone pressing on his chest suddenly fell. Soon, he fell asleep again.

…

The next day, the sky was bright and the industrious sun still rose as usual, covering the entire Pearl City.

After Li Xiaoxiao woke up, as usual, she picked up her phone first. What surprised her was that there was a message from Fang Zhiqiang, and it was around two o'clock in the middle of the night last night. Sent by the clock.

This made Li Xiaoxiao a little confused and eager to open the phone. After seeing the content of the message, Li Xiaoxiao sometimes smiled and sometimes felt sad.

She could feel that this might be the last tenderness Fang Zhiqiang gave her.

From then on, her and Fang Zhiqiang’s lives will completely part ways. Just as Fang Zhiqiang said, they may meet again before the end of their lives, but by that time, no one will We know who each other will become, but no one knows how they will meet.

However, these are no longer important. No matter what the final result will be, at least for them now, there is still a last trace of tenderness, which is very important for their current relationship and status. They all seemed particularly considerate, even tender.

No matter how underestimated or at the peak of life, there is always someone around you who always cares about you or even cares about you. This is a kind of happiness that can only be encountered but cannot be sought. Li Xiaoxiao is very lucky. After separating from Fang Zhiqiang, she learned how to cherish this luck. No matter what happens in the future, at least at this moment, her heart is happy.

Li Xiaoxiao will not delete this message, she will keep it until they meet again. If the time is right, Li Xiaoxiao may take out this message and share it with Fang Zhiqiang .

Share their past tenderness and their past worries.

That is a happy past that will never be forgotten in a lifetime. No matter how many years pass, the most sincere feelings from the beginning will never be let go, and will always be the most precious wealth in people's hearts.

After Li Xiaoxiao got up, she was in a very good mood. After dressing up, she went downstairs alone.

These were her last few days at home. She tried her best to do something for her parents with her actions. Although she also wanted to be by her parents' side all the time, she knew that this There are more important things in the world waiting for her to discover.

If you stay all the time, you will always stand still. As long as you can step out, the world is big and you can do whatever you want!