In fact, Fang Zhiqiang had considered this before, which was why he chose Bi Luochun to hold this position.

Everyone in the entire group knows that Bi Luochun is the general assistant, and he has a very good relationship with him privately. During this critical period, letting Bi Luochun take up this position is a good thing for all employees. , in fact, we can feel a little more at ease, at least compared to those professional management talents, Bi Luochun will appear more stable.

However, Zhang Zhenguo’s worries are not unreasonable.

Another night, after dinner, Fang Zhiqiang proposed to go downstairs with Li Xiaoxiao for a walk.

After the two of them went downstairs, Wang Xia and Xiao’s mother finished cleaning up together and then returned to their room. Originally, she planned to return to her home in the next two days, but when she saw She was really worried about the current situation of Fang Zhiqiang and Li Xiaoxiao, so she didn't bring it up.

Li Yonggui and Xiao’s mother could naturally see that at the dinner table, the relationship between Fang Zhiqiang and Li Xiaoxiao had eased a lot, although it still seemed a little abnormal. But they also know that Fang Zhiqiang and Li Xiaoxiao need time.

After going downstairs, Fang Zhiqiang and Li Xiaoxiao took a walk in the park.

"Qiangzi, what will happen if our sister finds out about this?" Li Xiaoxiao asked softly.

"It won't be a big deal." Fang Zhiqiang smiled slightly and said calmly but firmly.

“How do you know?” Li Xiaoxiao continued to ask with a puzzled look on his face.

"Because this time, she took the initiative to ask me to quit Mingda, so even if I really quit, she would have nothing to say." Fang Zhiqiang continued to say calmly.

"But at that time, didn't you tell her the reason why you persisted? However, in such a short period of time, you changed your mind. Are you sure she won't have random thoughts?"

Li Xiaoxiao was still worried and continued to ask.

"All misunderstandings in this world start from random thoughts. If she really believed me, she would not have random thoughts." Fang Zhiqiang turned his head and looked at Li Xiaoxiao with a dull look. , still with a slight smile on his face, he said.

Li Xiaoxiao looked at Fang Zhiqiang intently. She always felt that Fang Zhiqiang seemed to be missing something from the past, but also had something more that was not there before.

But Li Xiaoxiao couldn’t tell what it was, and always felt it was weird.

“Then are you going to tell her?” Li Xiaoxiao continued to ask.

"After tomorrow, she will naturallyKnow. "

" "In other words, you don't plan to tell her?" "Li Xiaoxiao was a little surprised.

Fang Zhiqiang nodded, then continued to smile and changed the topic: "Xiaoxiao, have you ever thought that when we reach the age of our parents, we will be the same as now? What do you think when you walk here? ”

Fang Zhiqiang’s words made Li Xiaoxiao fall into deep thought again. Things that will happen decades later really need to be thought about carefully.

Thinking After a long time, Li Xiaoxiao said with a serious face: "Perhaps, think back to this scene at this moment. "

Fang Zhiqiang smiled again. Although he didn't speak, his expression seemed to have answered Li Xiaoxiao.

"What? Don't you think so? "Li Xiaoxiao looked at Fang Zhiqiang's disapproving expression and asked.

"Thirty or forty years will make people forget many things. At this moment, we have such clear memories and pictures in our minds. , but after thirty or forty years, they will become mottled old photos. Even if you wipe them hard, you can't see the details clearly. "

Fang Zhiqiang turned to look at Li Xiaoxiao again, and said slowly.

"Qiangzi, why do I always feel that something is not right recently? "Li Xiaoxiao finally couldn't help it anymore. Fang Zhiqiang always said some incomprehensible things since he returned. Although those words sounded quite reasonable, they were very different from the Fang Zhiqiang before.

　“It’s not surprising, don’t people all grow up slowly? "Fang Zhiqiang looked at Li Xiaoxiao disapprovingly and said flatly.

"Is it growth? "Li Xiaoxiao lowered her head and muttered to herself. She knew that Fang Zhiqiang had lost something from the past, and had added something that was not there before. But for some reason, she always felt that Fang Zhiqiang seemed to have changed. He is no longer Fang Zhiqiang, but like another stranger.

"Maybe it's not growth, but no matter what it is, it can be called change. The only thing in this world is The only constant is change, isn't it? "

Fang Zhiqiang turned his head again, watched Li Xiaoxiao ponder for a moment, and continued to speak.

Li Xiaoxiao was silent. She didn't know how to answer Fang Zhiqiang at this moment.

The two walked in silence for a long time, and Fang Zhiqiang took the initiative to speak again: "Xiaoxiao, do you think a marriage without quarrels is better, or a marriage with frequent quarrels is more real? "

Li Xiaoxiao frowned again and thought for a while, and then said with certainty: "I think it is normal to have a little quarrel from time to time. ”

“So, do you think it isIs it better to treat each other with respect or to be noisy? "

Fang Zhiqiang continued to ask.

"You mean, the current state is good, and the previous state was good, right? "Li Xiaoxiao hesitated for a moment, and then tentatively, he spoke slowly and said this.

As Li Xiaoxiao said these words, Fang Zhiqiang immediately turned his head and looked at Li Xiaoxiao. In fact, he had already After preparing the next words, no matter how Li Xiaoxiao answered, he would blurt it out without hesitation.

But he really didn’t expect that what Li Xiaoxiao said would actually be such a sentence.

This sentence made Fang Zhiqiang suddenly stunned, not because he didn’t know how to answer, but because Li Xiaoxiao’s answer was beyond his expectation.

After a long time, he nodded blankly.

Seeing Fang Zhiqiang nodding, Li Xiaoxiao also took a long breath, which showed that her previous guesses were correct. Fang Zhiqiang I did this deliberately to create such a living situation, and I wanted to tell myself in this way that in fact, sometimes, noisy is the real life and a healthy marriage.

"I understand. Hadron. "Li Xiaoxiao turned his head, took a deep breath again, and spoke as if he had seen through everything.

However, as soon as Li Xiaoxiao finished speaking, Fang Zhiqiang shook his head firmly, with a look on his face. He said seriously: "No, you don't understand. ”

Li Xiaoxiao frowned in confusion again. She originally thought she had seen through all Fang Zhiqiang’s thoughts, but as Fang Zhiqiang said these words, she once again discovered that Fang Zhiqiang was in her. There is still a mystery in my eyes.

"Xiaoxiao, time has changed, and you and I have also changed. You are no longer the you you used to be, and I am no longer the me I used to be. Maybe for now For us, treating each other as guests is the only way to continue to get along. Perhaps, the days of noisy and no suspicion will be gone forever. ”

Fang Zhiqiang’s words were very heavy, so heavy that Li Xiaoxiao’s eyes suddenly became wet. In fact, she could obviously feel what Fang Zhiqiang just said in her heart, but she She has always been unwilling to admit it.

However, she has been avoiding it. Even now, she still has to listen to these words come out of Fang Zhiqiang’s mouth.

This Compared to when she thought of this before, it was more cruel and unacceptable to her.

"Qiangzi, why did you say it? "

Li Xiaoxiao's voice was choked and she said this.

However, Fang ZhiqiangHearing the words, he said again: "Why don't you say it?"

"These are obviously the biggest obstacles to our progress, why do we have to avoid them? You and I both know that if we continue to follow the previous If that state continues, maybe we won’t be able to go on at all. We know clearly that there will be no results, but we still want to continue in the same way as before. Why?”

Fang Zhiqiang 1 After saying everything in one tone, he took a deep breath and said again: "Xiaoxiao, I'm not afraid that the past days will never come back. I'm just afraid that I will never see you again in the days to come."< br />
After finishing speaking, Fang Zhiqiang stretched out his hand and gently placed it on Li Xiaoxiao's shoulder again.

At this moment, Fang Zhiqiang said these words with sincerity. Even though he is now trying to look at the world with the eyes of a giant, he still cannot do it for Li Xiaoxiao. Real neglect makes it impossible to look at Li Xiaoxiao with the eyes of a real giant.

Just like what he said just now, he is not afraid that the past days will be gone forever, but he is afraid that Li Xiaoxiao will never be seen again in the future.

In the final analysis, even if you really become a giant, you still have something to be afraid of losing.

As the saying goes, as long as you have seven emotions and six desires, you will never become a god.

Mortals are just mortals after all. Even if they become giants, they cannot be just mortals with a slightly larger body.

The seven emotions and six desires that cannot be given up, the mortal body that cannot be taken off, human beings are only human beings after all.

"But Qiangzi, I know that forcing myself to do this is very painful. I don't want to see you in pain." Li Xiaoxiao looked at Fang Zhiqiang seriously at this moment and said softly.

　“Life is inherently painful, otherwise why would people cry when they are born?”

　“What’s more, for me now, everything None of my feelings have any impact on me. As long as I can watch you stay with me, even if I just listen to the sound of your breathing, smell the body fragrance on your body, and look at your aging cheeks, I will still feel... Happy."

Fang Zhiqiang's two reasons left Li Xiaoxiao speechless for a moment. After pondering for a long time, he took a long breath and then slowly leaned against Fang Zhiqiang. in the arms.

　“I don’t know when my love for you started, and I became inseparable from you. I don’t know when my love for you started, and I became dependent on you. "

Fang Zhiqiang gently put his mouth close to Li Xiaoxiao's ear, and said these words in an extremely gentle voice.

　When Li Xiaoxiao heard these words, his whole body seemed to melt at this moment.

She had heard Fang Zhiqiang say such words before, but compared to today's words, those words in the past instantly seemed a bit eclipsed.

At this moment, she was listening to Fang Zhiqiang’s heartbeat, feeling Fang Zhiqiang’s giant-like chest, and listening to Fang Zhiqiang’s undeniable rich voice, as if all this was happening above. It's the same for a lifetime, as if the two of them have continued their relationship and marriage from the previous life to this life.

The lingering feelings are not over, let’s renew our relationship.

"Qiangzi, I don’t know when my love for you started to turn into fear of losing you. I don’t even know when it started that my love for you turned into being afraid of losing you. Your suspicion."

Li Xiaoxiao couldn't help but express his deepest true thoughts at this moment.

This idea has troubled her for a long time. This time, being able to say those words in front of her parents and Fang Zhiqiang has given Li Xiaoxiao enough courage.

But now when he said these words in front of Fang Zhiqiang again, Li Xiaoxiao could really feel the relaxation and relief all over his body.

For her, this moment seemed to be the real relief, the real letting go.

After saying these words, Li Xiaoxiao looked at Fang Zhiqiang again, his eyes became a little clearer and a little confused.