In fact, Li Xiaoxiao was very helpless. She didn't want to let herself become that person in the eyes of others, but she couldn't control herself. The reason why she said so much today was indeed because there was no other way. She was questioned step by step. The thoughts in her heart are becoming more and more ingrained. If she doesn't speak out, Li Xiaoxiao doesn't know what her next step will be, and she might actually go crazy.

Of course, she doesn’t want to put any pressure on Fang Zhiqiang’s work or spirit, but she knows that what Fang Zhiqiang said before is right. Whatever thoughts she has in her heart, she will As shown on his face, Fang Zhiqiang can see it instantly. Even if he really doesn't say anything, Fang Zhiqiang can still feel that something is wrong with him. When the time comes, he and he will still become different. Awkwardly, instead of continuing like this, it is better to tell everything now. At least Fang Zhiqiang can understand why he is like this.

After Fang Zhiqiang left the bedroom, he headed downstairs. It was around four o'clock in the afternoon, and there was light rain and sleet floating in the sky. The first month of the new year has not yet passed, but the weather has gradually When Fang Zhiqiang walked out of the corridor, he saw a thin layer of white snow and frost on the ground.

Slowly stretched out his warm palms, feeling the cold feeling of the small snowflakes dripping on his palms. Fang Zhiqiang couldn't help but slowly closed his eyes. He once longed for the most, the most. The married life that you were looking forward to has finally arrived, but why is it completely different from what you imagined? Fang Zhiqiang couldn't find the answer, and he didn't know why everything was like this now. If it was just Wang Yaxin, Fang Zhiqiang himself wouldn't believe it.

Even without the presence of Wang Yaxin, there may be other reasons that would still make the relationship between two people so delicate. They say that a seven-year itch is a seven-year itch. At this moment, Fang Zhiqiang I finally realized that all the truths summed up by the predecessors have been proven by practice. If you have not encountered it, it is not because you are one in ten thousand lucky ones, but because you have not reached that time yet. There are too many things in life. There are so many things waiting for you. As long as you keep going, one day you will experience all the ups and downs.

But a life with only sweetness is obviously incomplete. Fang Zhiqiang knows this very well, but even so, when the real trouble is in front of him, he still seems a little at a loss.

When he opened his eyes again, his eyelashes were already stained with some cold snowflakes. The temperature of his skin melted them, and they turned into cold water, gently flowing into his eyes.

A slight cool feeling seemed to make Fang Zhiqiang's eyes clearer. When he looked up at the sky again, it seemed as if the entire sky suddenly became brighter.

It was originally a gray area, it seems to have turned into a deep blue at this moment, and the falling snowflakes and raindrops seem to have turned into shining stars, full of magic.

At this moment, Fang Zhiqiang’s mind once again echoed Li Xiaoxiao’s words just now: “In other words, you can do it, but I can’t.”

One sentence The words kept echoing in Fang Zhiqiang's mind, and Fang Zhiqiang seemed to have understood the meaning of Li Xiaoxiao's words.

It seems that for the two of them in their current state, the lack of suspicion about each other is not the most important, the most important thing is each other's inner feelings.

Just like Li Xiaoxiao said, maybe Fang Zhiqiang was indeed able to care and take care of her meticulously, but she still couldn't control her inner emotions and feelings.

It’s like Fang Zhiqiang originally did something to pamper her, but in her heart, she would have random thoughts and eventually think of bad things, making Fang Zhiqiang’s original goodwill go to waste. , transformed into her inner grievance and even sadness.

At this moment, Fang Zhiqiang, who had clear eyes, seemed to have a clear mind. He thought of this. He knew that this was what Li Xiaoxiao meant. On the surface, it seemed that all this had something to do with Wang Yaxin. Regarding this woman, Fang Zhiqiang even thought that as long as he completely cut off contact with Wang Yaxin from now on, maybe his relationship with Li Xiaoxiao would get better and better and gradually ease.

But soon, he realized that his idea was too naive. Li Xiaoxiao had just answered his question. Even if he really cut off all contact with Wang Yaxin, it did not mean that Li Xiaoxiao Xiaoxiao will never be sad again.

Even if he resigns and stays with her at home every day, it is still impossible to completely rule out that possibility. Fang Zhiqiang knows that what Li Xiaoxiao cannot control is her own heart, and that is the same It's beyond your control.

I may be able to control my attitude towards her, but after all I can’t control her inner thoughts...

Xiao’s mother, who returned to the room, has been worried about Li Xiaoxiao at this moment. In such a state, she couldn't hear anything from Fang Zhiqiang and Li Xiaoxiao for a long time, and finally couldn't help but leave the room and walked into Li Xiaoxiao's room.

"Xiaoxiao, would you like to talk to your mother?" Xiao's mother's voice sounded almost choked. She only had this precious daughter. Seeing her like this, she felt like It was as painful as being cut out with a knife.

“Mom, I’m fine, you don’t have to worry too much.” Li Xiaoxiao turned his head and looked at his mother, with a sincere smile on his face. For Li Xiaoxiao now , perhaps only his mother is the person who can understand him best.

　“Mom knows that you feel aggrieved and you have no one to talk to. You also know that your dad is always so dull. No matter what happens, he only knows how to talk about his big principles. You don't want to be like him. ”

Xiao’s mother slowly walked to Li Xiaoxiao’s side, stretched out her palm, gently placed Li Xiaoxiao’s hand in her palm, and continued to speak earnestly.

“Mom, don’t worry, I don’t mean to blame my dad. In fact, what he said makes sense. "Li Xiaoxiao continued to say seriously.

"Xiaoxiao, my mother has heard what you just said, because what happened between Zhiqiang and that woman in the past has made you unable to let go. They don't understand you. , but Mom understands you. Only when you take a relationship seriously will you be so sensitive and cautious. Mom knows that you attach great importance to your relationship with Zhiqiang, so you are like this. This is actually normal. , don’t feel any pressure in your heart. ”

Xiao’s mother’s words made Li Xiaoxiao smile again. Although she didn’t speak, these words were the most healing for her.

"Mom also wants to share with you today what happened between me and your father in the past. Are you interested in hearing about it? "Xiao's mother still gently held Li Xiaoxiao's hand and said softly.

"Yes! "Li Xiaoxiao nodded and looked at his mother with a smile.

"You think of this person as a son from a poor family. When you first chased me, I was still studying in college, but what about him? , had already dropped out of high school. As you know, your grandparents are both intellectuals and value knowledge very much, so they were very dissatisfied with your dad at the time. Of course, we overcame many difficulties and finally got together. "

"At that time, I naively thought that we had finally overcome all the difficulties and could finally enjoy a happy life together. "

"Later I discovered that life after marriage was completely different from what we originally expected. Because your grandparents strongly opposed it, it hurt your father's self-esteem. He worked hard, wanted to get ahead, and wanted your grandparents to think highly of him. It is no exaggeration to say that your father at that time was exactly the same as Zhiqiang now. ”

“And I, of course, am just like you now. I look gloomy every day. I seem to feel that the beauty and the happiness I longed for are gone forever. I can only spend my whole life in such a muddle-headed way. I clearly remember that at that time, I was thinking every day that I couldn’t show my unhappy face in front of your father, otherwise he would think that I was a small-minded person. woman, I persisted for a long time. ”

“Later, one time I went back with your fatherI went to visit your grandparents at home. At that time, your father had already made some achievements in a company. In fact, your father was very proud at the time. He seemed to feel that he had proved his potential through hard work. As long as he had enough He can also become a successful person in a given amount of time! ”

“However, when we arrived at your grandparents’ house, we ate your grandpa’s favorite hairy crabs for lunch that day. Everything was fine and the atmosphere was good. Although your grandparents treated him badly, Your attitude is still not enthusiastic enough, but at least it is not as impatient as before the marriage, but because of your grandfather's words during the meal: 'This is not how hairy crabs are eaten, hey... I think you can't change this habit... '"

"Actually, this is just a very common sentence, but after your father heard it, he felt sensitively that he was being looked down upon again, as if he felt that he was a child from a poor family, and he had a lot of trouble. You will always be labeled like this. He left before the meal was finished. Your grandpa didn't know why at the time. He pointed at the back of your father as he left, criticized him, and told me: 'Did you see that? This is what happens if you don’t listen to your parents! Who am I married to? '"

"Actually, I didn't understand why he suddenly got so angry at the time. I even thought that what your grandpa said made sense. It was indeed me who didn't listen to what my family said, so I left. Eyes, during that time, the idea of ​​'divorce' has been lingering in my mind, but I was a little unwilling to admit that I was wrong, and I didn't want to admit that the man I chose was really that bad, so , I decided to make one last effort. "

"I asked him again and again why he was so angry that time. Later when he told me his inner thoughts, I was very surprised. I thought to myself: 'Why would a grown man be so angry? Such a sensitive mind? ’ I almost asked this question at the time, but now that I think about it, fortunately I didn’t ask, otherwise, he might have been the one to initiate the divorce. "

"Fortunately, I suppressed my curiosity and comforted him patiently. His mood finally calmed down. But then, he worked even harder, day and night. work, but I have been nagging from your grandparents, always saying that I chose the wrong man and my life was not happy enough. But at that time, I actually realized that my choice was actually the right one. Although this man’s He has a weird temperament, but he has never lost his temper with me. He knows that I love him, and he also knows that even though my parents look down on him, in my eyes, he has always been an excellent man! "

"Later, he became successful, and his parents also changed their views on him. Later, I had you, and my career became better and better. The idea of ​​'divorce' was in my mind. It is getting weaker and weaker. Until now, the two of us have become an inseparable part of each other. It is no longer just a simple love.Yes, it is a deep family affection, an indivisible family affection! ”

After Xiao’s mother said everything, she suddenly lowered her head and no longer looked at Li Xiaoxiao. She was giving Li Xiaoxiao time and opportunity to think alone.

In fact , She has never properly told her daughter about the past events between Xiaoma and Li Yonggui. The few times she has spoken about them, they have only briefly mentioned the classic past events about how the two started a business together.

However, it is the little things in the details that are the most important.