Fang Zhiqiang suddenly became a little nervous, because he did have something to hide from her.
“Have I not told you everything I think?” Fang Zhiqiang felt a little guilty, but he still looked at Li Xiaoxiao as if nothing had happened and joked.
"Really?" Li Xiaoxiao continued to stare at Fang Zhiqiang seriously and asked again.
"Of course! Even the things that have been hidden in my heart for so long were all revealed just now. What else can there be?" Fang Zhiqiang said again with certainty.
But in fact, even Fang Zhiqiang himself knew very well that what he really hid from Li Xiaoxiao was not that.
"Since everyone is so heartfelt today, I think, Qiangzi, there is no need for us to hide anything from each other. Let me talk about it first, okay?" Li Xiaoxiao put down the coconut in his hand. , coughed dryly, and collected his emotions.
Fang Zhiqiang was stunned for a moment. Looking at Li Xiaoxiao's serious look, Fang Zhiqiang seemed to feel that he couldn't escape today.
"Actually, I feel that I am a very narrow-minded woman. Although I said at that time that I would give you to Sister Yaxin, in fact, I am very unwilling in my heart, and if At that time, if you and Sister Yaxin really accepted my proposal, I might go crazy!"
Li Xiaoxiao began: "I thought about that matter for a long time. I'm surprised why I suddenly had such an idea in the first place. It was really just a sudden thought at that moment. If I had been asked to calm down at that time, I would never have said such a thing."
"And, also, Regarding your relationship with Miss Huang, although you have told me many times that you are just friends, and various facts have proven that there is indeed no shady relationship between you, I still feel a little uncomfortable. Even if Miss Huang helps Mingda get through the difficulties, I will sensitively think that she is doing it for you." At this point, Li Xiaoxiao suddenly stopped, then looked at Fang Zhiqiang, and did not speak for a long time.
Fang Zhiqiang noticed Li Xiaoxiao’s strange gaze, frowned slightly, and looked confused.
"Qiangzi, do you think I think so, right?" Li Xiaoxiao suddenly squinted his eyes and asked.
"I..." Fang Zhiqiang was speechless. He really didn't know what to say.
"Since you don't know, let me tell you that I think that is right, because I am a woman, and I know very well what kind of circumstances a woman can do that. Although Miss Huang and I have different personalities, we are both women after all. I am very sure that the reason why she helped Mingda was because of you."
After Li Xiaoxiao finished speaking, she paused again come down, looked at Fang Zhiqiang.
"Haha, actually it's nothing. When she went to Paris, she already made it very clear in front of me. She does like you, but she really chose to let you go. ."
"Actually, sometimes I admire Miss Huang. She is indeed a woman who dares to love and hate, and she doesn't pretend to be anything. She is what she is. Many men cannot match her with this kind of quality. Possessed!"
"As for Miss Lin, haha, Qiangzi, I just discovered now that you are really good with women!" Li Xiaoxiao suddenly smiled. She had been struggling with this before. One thing, but I had never thought about it seriously. Now I suddenly thought about it and realized that Fang Zhiqiang is always surrounded by all kinds of women, even her sister Wang Xia!
"When I was hospitalized in southern Yunnan, the three of us met, Ms. Lin. At that time, I wanted her to take care of you on my behalf. I foolishly thought that was the best way. , but later I discovered that the selfishness in my heart was far beyond my expectation. If I let you go, I would really make myself go crazy, and I would really make myself fall into pain forever."
"So Qiangzi, it seems to you that I am quite sensible now. I don't ask too much about your personal life. I support you unconditionally in matters of work. In fact, I have my own Xiao Jiujiu in my heart. , I don’t say it, it doesn’t mean that I don’t care, and it doesn’t mean that I don’t feel uncomfortable.”
At the end, Li Xiaoxiao took a long breath and looked at Fang Zhiqiang with a deliberate smile, as if he had just said this Everything is so understated.
In fact, whether to understate it or not depends on how you look at it.
If we look at the current relationship between two people, these are indeed irrelevant. As long as two people love each other deeply, nothing else is a problem.
But if you analyze these things from Li Xiaoxiao’s heart, you will find that these things are actually bigger than the sky in Li Xiaoxiao’s heart!
Because now, Fang Zhiqiang is her whole world and her heaven. However, her heaven is surrounded by other women every day. Even if nothing happens, Li Xiaoxiao’s is still It is impossible to turn a blind eye.
Love is selfish and cannot be shared. When Li Xiaoxiao feels that another woman shares the same sky with her, her heart is sad and painful.
The most painful thing is that she can't show it yet.
After listening to Li Xiaoxiao’s words, Fang Zhiqiang had no expression on his face, lowered his head and pondered for a long time.
After about thirty seconds of silence, Fang Zhiqiang suddenly raised his head. Looking at the stiff smile that still hadn't faded from Li Xiaoxiao's face, Fang Zhiqiang suddenly spoke.
"Okay, in that case, I will tell you everything I have hidden from you!"
Fang Zhiqiang did not respond to what Li Xiaoxiao just said, which made Li Xiaoxiao's heart There was a hint of disappointment, even a hint of sadness.
These words are the words hidden deepest in Li Xiaoxiao's heart, but after he said them all today, Fang Zhiqiang seemed indifferent.
"Your disease has indeed recovered, but due to the operation, the doctor said that it may be difficult to conceive again in the future, so you have always said that you want a daughter, but I have never agreed. I I don’t want to disappoint you, let alone make you sad, so I would rather put it off again and again until one day I can’t put it off any longer and then think of other ways.” Fang Zhiqiang looked directly at Li Xiaoxiao and finished the sentence without any pause. There was not even a single breath in the entire paragraph.
Indeed, these words have been suppressed in Fang Zhiqiang’s heart for too long. It really takes a lot of courage to say them out.
In fact, the reason why Fang Zhiqiang did not respond to what Li Xiaoxiao just said was because his own words were enough to prove the extent of his love for Li Xiaoxiao.
However, at this moment, Li Xiaoxiao had no time to care about this anymore. When she heard this sentence, the smile on her face finally completely froze.
In fact, Li Xiaoxiao knew before that although her illness was cured, her body had not fully recovered, and she had even thought of the result that Fang Zhiqiang just said.
And she had always insisted on having a daughter, partly because she was worried about this.
But she still didn’t expect that it would be as serious as Fang Zhiqiang said!
What the doctor said must be very well-founded. Although the doctor did not completely sentence him to death, the sentence "I'm afraid it will be difficult to conceive another child in the future" is almost equivalent to a death sentence!
As long as the doctor has the last resort, he cannot give the patient such an answer!
“Xiaoxiao, I’m not saying this today just to make you feel uncomfortable. I believe we can work out a solution to this problem together, but you have to promise me not to let this incident affect our emotions. Just think it's for me, okay?" Fang Zhiqiang knew that Li Xiaoxiao would not be able to accept it for a while.
What is the most important thing in a woman’s life? Depriving her of this right has almost determined that she is not a complete woman. This is an unimaginable blow to a woman!
It was naturally impossible for Li Xiaoxiao to respond to Fang Zhiqiang’s question at this moment. She was stunned, her eyes were lifeless, as if her soul had suddenly left her body, and she sat there blankly, with a blank expression on her face. expression.
But her appearance really frightened Fang Zhiqiang.
“Xiaoxiao, I don’t want to cause irreparable mistakes because of my words.” Fang Zhiqiang stood up and walked over, took Li Xiaoxiao’s body into his arms, and felt distressed in her hair. He kissed her gently and said.