"Xiaoxia, although I have no chance to be your mother in this life, in my aunt's heart, you have always been my biological daughter." Holding Wang Xia tightly, Li Xiaoxiao's mother could already feel Wang Xia's accelerated heartbeat. , and the body that couldn't help but tremble.
In fact, Li Xiaoxiao’s mother knows best. Although among the children, Wang Xia seems to be the one who behaves most like she doesn’t care about anything, but in fact, she is the one who lacks love the most. The child who cares most about everything.
In the past, Li Xiaoxiao often acted out of temper and would cry non-stop no matter what happened. But that just showed that she had never experienced any great joys or sorrows. Her life had always been It's plain, that's why I'm always so emotional.
In fact, this kind of person is very happy in a certain way.
It was not until later, after Li Xiaoxiao experienced the illness, that he changed a little.
But compared to her, Wang Xia is far behind.
If it hadn’t been for today’s hug, Li Xiaoxiao’s mother still wouldn’t have had the chance to feel Wang Xia’s fragile side, still wouldn’t have seen Wang Xia shed tears, still wouldn’t have felt her seemingly indestructible body, How soft is it...
"Auntie..." Wang Xia didn't say anything. She hugged the other person's body tightly, put her cheek on the other person's shoulder, and felt That touch of warmth, regardless of the tears pouring into the corners of my mouth.
At this moment, Wang Xia was like a five- or six-year-old child who was blamed by her parents. She showed her heart at a glance, showing her most vulnerable and helpless side. out.
As a man, Li Yonggui couldn't help but burst into tears when he saw this scene.
"Xiaoxia, are you willing to stay and accompany your uncle and aunt?" Li Xiaoxiao's mother continued to hold Wang Xia tightly, feeling Wang Xia's increasingly rapid breathing. Yue Yue's trembling body spoke softly.
"Yeah! Yeah! I do!" Wang Xia couldn't help nodding, like a chicken pecking at rice.
In fact, she has always been willing, but she didn't want to stay before. She felt that staying would disturb other people's lives. After all, they were not her biological parents.
Moreover, Wang Xia actually knows very well that although on the surface, the family is indeed harmonious, it is just an appearance. There is a magical difference between biological parents and non-biological ones. .
For example, if Li Xiaoxiao does something wrong, her uncle and aunt may blame her or persuade her.
But if they do something wrong, they will not do it. Instead, they will continue to comfort themselves. This is the most essential difference.
Of course, Wang Xia has never done anything wrong in front of her uncle and aunt, because they are not her biological parents, and she doesn't want them to see her bad side.
So, after living here for a while, Wang Xia chose to leave, because in the dead of night, if Wang Xia thought about it carefully, she would find that in fact, this could not reduce the pain in her heart. Loneliness and loneliness can intensify this feeling late at night.
But the fact is, I no longer have my biological parents, and I will never experience that feeling again in this life.
But this time, Wang Xia also wanted to understand. Especially after listening to the words of Li Xiaoxiao’s parents and Fang Zhiqiang’s words, she understood that sometimes it is not necessary to distinguish so clearly. , What’s yours and mine are actually just a part of life. Nothing can’t be thrown away, and nothing is eternal. Since God has given me this opportunity to enjoy, why don’t I seize it?
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“Qiangzi, are you telling me that your parents are hiding something from us?” Li Xiaoxiao in the room, after hanging up the phone Suddenly thinking back, I still feel a little uneasy.
Indeed, what Li Xiaoxiao’s mother said just now sounded strange. Even Li Xiaoxiao thought she was going to be sick again.
Fang Zhiqiang looked at Li Xiaoxiao’s worried expression at the moment, immediately reached out his hand, gently touched her face, and said softly: "Don't worry, Xiaoxiao, in this world, no one can compare to her. Your parents love you even more. Even my love for you is different from them. If they really have something important, they will definitely not hide it from you, because they have experienced the feeling of being hidden. How unbearable it is, how can they bear to let you experience that feeling?"
Fang Zhiqiang's words stunned Li Xiaoxiao. She knew that what Fang Zhiqiang said was that she left without saying goodbye. matter.
In fact, Li Xiaoxiao still doesn’t understand how much harm her parents and Fang Zhiqiang caused by leaving without saying goodbye and deceiving her.
Even though she apologized in time when she came back later, she still couldn't understand it because she had never experienced it personally.
Just like Fang Zhiqiang’s feeling of losing his father, even if Li Xiaoxiao is with Fang Zhiqiang every day, he cannot experience it personally.
"Okay, Xiaoxiao, don't think too much. The sun seems to be shining now, which is rare! Let's go out!" Fang Zhiqiang looked at Li Xiaoxiao who was deep in thought, and immediately said softly He pulled her arm, then pointed to the rising sun outside and said.
It’s the right time for the sun to rise,Just like Xiao Ai Li's illness, just like the knot in the hearts of Li Xiaoxiao's parents, just like the worries that Fang Zhiqiang has hidden in his heart for so long, all the haze disappeared in this moment, revealing the long-lost sunshine, Warming the corner deep in my heart that has been dark for a long time.
Li Xiaoxiao pondered for a moment, then looked at Fang Zhiqiang and nodded.
After the two people changed their clothes, they slowly walked out of the room.
As soon as I walked out of the room, what I felt was not the warm sunshine shining on my cheeks, but the blowing of the cold sea breeze. The biting coldness made Fang Zhiqiang and Li Xiaoxiao involuntarily sneer. Chills.
However, the two people still looked at each other, and then a smile appeared on each other's faces, and they walked slowly towards the sea.
The North Sea is very big, and every place is different. Fang Zhiqiang and Li Xiaoxiao have seen many spectacular ice surfaces and icebergs along the way.
But this place is very magical. Although it is as cold as those places, it does not freeze.
Even in the shallow sea area, there is no sign of freezing. The blue water still laps on the beach, giving people a summer feeling.
If those coconut trees still have green leaves hanging on them, it will be no different from summer.
Although there are no coconuts on the coconut trees, there are coconuts in the shops.
Fang Zhiqiang went to buy two, then came to the beach, got into the transparent tent prepared by others, held the coconut in his hand, and started sucking it.
There is a heater in the tent, and the warm feeling makes a blush appear on the cheeks of the two people.
"Qiangzi, do you have anything you want to say to me?" Li Xiaoxiao took a few sips of coconut juice, then looked at Fang Zhiqiang seriously, and suddenly asked .
Hearing this, Fang Zhiqiang was slightly startled. He really did not expect that Li Xiaoxiao would suddenly ask himself such a question.
Moreover, from Li Xiaoxiao’s firm expression, Fang Zhiqiang could tell that she seemed to have realized that he seemed to be hiding something from her...
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