Walking up to Li Xiaoxiao, Fang Zhiqiang held Li Xiaoxiao's hand tightly, looked at the frightened expression on Li Xiaoxiao's face, gently stroked her hair, and said softly: "I'm here, Xiaoxiao, I will always be here and will never leave you, don’t be afraid."
Li Xiaoxiao finally calmed down slowly at this moment, but the tears in his eyes were still flowing, and his cheeks slowly Placing it against Fang Zhiqiang's chest and feeling Fang Zhiqiang's warm body temperature, Li Xiaoxiao felt a sense of security.
"Qiangzi... I'm sorry, I shouldn't be like this..."
After calming down, Li Xiaoxiao's cheeks suddenly turned red when she thought of what she had just done. Get up, the reason why she wanted to leave Fang Zhiqiang was because she was afraid of this day coming, but now, this day seemed to be destined, and no matter how she tried to get rid of it, she could not get rid of it.
Parting is always desolate and sad, and no one likes that feeling.
But now Li Xiaoxiao really feels that the time Fang Zhiqiang spends with her is passing by minute by minute, until the last second...
"What are you talking about, idiot? What are you thinking about every day in your little head?"
When Fang Zhiqiang heard Li Xiaoxiao's words, he was even more worried, and his moist eyes were already slightly red. , although the tears have not fallen yet, Fang Zhiqiang's mood has reached the extreme loneliness.
"Qiangzi, I have sworn to myself, no matter what, I can't stick to you all the time. I know that will only make you more stressed, but I..."
"Stop talking about Xiaoxiao, you being by my side is my greatest happiness. No matter when the time comes, I will never leave you alone. Don't worry, it is like this now and it will be like this in the future."
Fang Zhiqiang interrupted Li Xiaoxiao’s choking voice. Listening to Li Xiaoxiao’s words, Fang Zhiqiang felt as if he was saying goodbye. This feeling was like a thousand arrows piercing the heart. It hurts like a sting.
"Qiangzi, promise me never to leave me again, okay? Even for a minute!"
Li Xiaoxiao suddenly raised her head and looked at Fang Zhiqiang solemnly, The red eyes and the tears that had not yet dried up made Fang Zhiqiang feel heartbroken. After hearing Li Xiaoxiao's begging tone, Fang Zhiqiang finally slowly raised his violently trembling palms and stroked Li Xiaoxiao's hair. , said tenderly: "Okay...I promise you..."
In a month, Fang Zhiqiang watched Li Xiaoxiao's physical condition worsen day by day. He knew that the time between him and Li Xiaoxiao was changing. There are fewer and fewer words. Now, it is meaningless to say any words of comfort. Promising Li Xiaoxiao’s last wish and accompanying her to walk the last part of the journey is the only thing Fang Zhiqiang can think of.The only thing that can be done.
Even if this is not the result that Fang Zhiqiang wants, even if Fang Zhiqiang knows that this is the cruelest result, there are many things that cannot be reversed by human power.
Hearing Fang Zhiqiang’s voice of agreement, the corners of Li Xiaoxiao’s mouth turned up slightly, and a satisfied smile finally appeared on his face.
For her now, Fang Zhiqiang’s words are enough to satisfy her. In the few remaining time, she will be happy every moment with Fang Zhiqiang by her side. Be satisfied and happy.
When the doctors on the side saw this scene, they all shook their heads and sighed with regret. Seeing that the loving couple Li Xiaoxiao and Fang Zhiqiang had fallen to this point, it was impossible for any of them. No one wants to see it, but the reality is so cruel.
"Mr. Fang, don't be too sad. Birth, old age, illness and death are human nature..."
"Get out of here!"
As soon as the expert's assistant spoke, Fang Zhiqiang suddenly turned his head, stared at him with cold eyes, and growled in a very gloomy tone.
At this moment, Fang Zhiqiang’s emotions were completely out of control. When he heard others say such words again, Fang Zhiqiang felt heartbroken.
The assistant looked at Fang Zhiqiang’s excitement at the moment, and it was obvious that he was not something he could persuade with a few words, and then he had no choice but to leave angrily.
In fact, during this period of time, Fang Zhiqiang had heard the assistant say this many times behind Li Xiaoxiao’s back.
Almost every time, Fang Zhiqiang was disappointed with the news he received from his assistant, and recently, it became more serious every time, which made Fang Zhiqiang almost collapse.
After all the doctors left, only Fang Zhiqiang and Li Xiaoxiao were left in the ward.
Li Xiaoxiao raised her eyes from Fang Zhiqiang’s arms, looked at Fang Zhiqiang’s chin that couldn’t stop trembling, gently pressed it with her fingers, felt the slightly prickly stubble, and then faced He said with a smile: "Qiangzi, thank you for appearing in my life and bringing me such a happy life. Although it is short, it is enough."
"Xiaoxiao, we were all too happy before. Stupid, we are too self-righteous, and we have missed a lot when we could have been happier. Only now do we realize that it was my fault..."
"I don't blame you, Qiangzi, if I could do it again Once again, maybe the decision I made is still the same as before, because seeing you so sad every day is really not what I want to see. I originally thought that my heart was strong enough, and I felt sorry for myself. I have completely lost hope in my life, but when you appeared in front of me, I still couldn't control myself and rekindled my hope for the future.My longing and hope, I once again want to greedily experience the happiness you brought me, forgive me for not persisting until the end..."
Just when the two people were talking to each other affectionately, Fang Zhiqiang's phone rang suddenly. Fang Zhiqiang picked it up and saw that it was an unfamiliar number. This time, Fang Zhiqiang looked up at Li Xiaoxiao. He did not choose to leave the ward, but answered the call in front of Li Xiaoxiao. He picked up the phone.
“Hello...”
Fang Zhiqiang’s voice almost trembled as he said on the phone, because Fang Zhiqiang was afraid that what he heard would still be the same words as before. , if that is the case, the last glimmer of hope in Fang Zhiqiang’s heart will be completely shattered.
“Is this Mr. Fang? Hello, I am Dr. Xu’s assistant. ”
A girl’s voice came quickly over the phone. Hearing this voice, Fang Zhiqiang was stunned. During this period, the reply speed of this assistant was the fastest among all expert assistants. The fastest, and hearing her voice, Fang Zhiqiang always felt familiar, but for a while he couldn't remember where he had heard it before.
"Experts... what do you say? "
Fang Zhiqiang was stunned at first, then turned to look at Li Xiaoxiao, and asked in a hesitant voice.
"Doctor Xu said that the current targeted therapy for leukemia is There are three types in total, but it depends on what stage your wife's condition is now. Only after the condition is determined can further treatment be carried out. "
The girl's voice continued to sound, and it sounded like she was very confident. Fang Zhiqiang couldn't help feeling happy after hearing this, and immediately asked: "Does that mean there is still hope? "
"Well, you can understand it this way. "
The girl thought for a while, and then answered in a very serious tone.
"Then... when will your doctor Xu come to diagnose? "
Fang Zhiqiang couldn't help but stood up immediately, and asked with excitement on his face.
"Dr. Xu is currently living in Canada and may not return to China in the short term. . "
"Huh? Then..."
"Don't worry, Mr. Fang. It is precisely for this reason that I think I need to understand your wife's current situation with you first, so as to infer that your wife is currently in At which stage, the patient will be reported to Dr. Xu before the next treatment plan can be made. "
As soon as Fang Zhiqiang was about to speak, he was interrupted by the girl's voice. After the girl finished speaking, Fang Zhiqiang nodded without thinking: "No problem, no problem, you want If I know anything about the situation, I will definitely tell you everything!"
After that, the girl asked several questions about Li Xiaoxiao's current situation, and Fang Zhiqiang answered them truthfully. After listening, the girl said seriously: "According to what Mr. Fang said, you My wife is currently in the second stage of targeted therapy, and there is also the final third stage. We can make adjustments based on the original treatment plan, but the final effect still depends on your wife's own situation, and Various factors, that is to say, we cannot guarantee a 100% cure, but the chance of cure is at least 20% higher than before! ”
When Fang Zhiqiang heard the girl say this, he turned on the speaker and asked Li Xiaoxiao on the side to listen carefully to everything.
When the girl finished speaking, a heartfelt smile appeared on both Fang Zhiqiang and Li Xiaoxiao's faces.
That smile looked more like a desire to survive.
“Xiaoxiao! Did you hear that? We can still be saved! "
After hanging up the phone reluctantly, Fang Zhiqiang put his palms on Li Xiaoxiao's shoulders, looked at Li Xiaoxiao with excitement, and said in an excited tone.
Li Xiaoxiao also smiled and nodded. Looking at Fang Zhiqiang’s excited look, she felt inexplicably sad. Although a smile appeared on her face, there was always a lingering trace in her eyes. The passing haze seemed to make her whole person full of melancholy and melancholy.
In fact, Li Xiaoxiao did not believe what Fang Zhiqiang said just now, let alone what the girl on the phone said. She thought that this was just a trick used by Fang Zhiqiang to deceive her...
After all, the disease was her own. From the time she discovered the disease to the present, Li Xiaoxiao knew every step. Li Xiaoxiao himself couldn’t believe that his disease could still be cured.
Not to mention that so much time has passed now, and even though Fang Zhiqiang always contacted the experts every time, Behind Li Xiaoxiao's back, but as time went by, it was not difficult for Li Xiaoxiao to find out. He didn't say it on the surface, but Li Xiaoxiao knew very well in his heart that Fang Zhiqiang had contacted many experts, and the answers he got were not what Fang Zhiqiang wanted. < br />
Everything proves that Li Xiaoxiao’s illness is incurable. At this juncture, an expert suddenly pops up and claims that there is still hope. How could Li Xiaoxiao believe it? ?
But Fang Zhiqiang was not aware of Li Xiaoxiao’s psychology. At this moment, he was so excited that he couldn’t help himself. He kept communicating with the assistant with his mobile phone and told all about Li Xiaoxiao’s current situation. Everything was explained in detail, and the other party responded very positively, and promised that Dr. Xu would review it soon and formulate the next treatment plan.
In any case, this point rekindled Fang Zhiqiang’s hope. Even if it was just a glimmer of hope, Fang Zhiqiang was not willing to give up.
It wasn’t until noon that the girl finally sent Fang Zhiqiang a text message. The content of the text message was very detailed and contained suggestions about treatment plans. When Fang Zhiqiang saw this text message, he immediately I was very energetic.
But soon Fang Zhiqiang frowned again. Although he repeatedly asked and was willing to pay a huge sum of money, the girl always said that Dr. Xu would not be able to return to China in the short term, which made Fang Zhiqiang worried again. Get up, the treatment plan is there, but Dr. Xu is not here, what should I do?
What will be the effect if the previous expert still accepts this treatment plan?
Just when Fang Zhiqiang was struggling, the expert happened to push the door in. The moment he saw Fang Zhiqiang, he sighed, then walked to Fang Zhiqiang and patted him. Fang Zhiqiang shook his head helplessly and said: "Mr. Fang, I have used all the available methods, but..."
As the expert spoke, he glanced at the hospital bed. Li Xiaoxiao, but there was an indifferent smile on Li Xiaoxiao's face, which made his heart suddenly twitch.
Li Xiaoxiao looks like a woman of about thirty years old, but she can be so indifferent when facing life and death? This made the expert a little unbelievable.
"Mr. Fang, we have really tried our best. Your wife's current condition is no longer suitable for staying in the hospital. It is better to go home and choose conservative treatment..."
"No! I have this! I have this!"
When Fang Zhiqiang heard the expert say these words for the first time, his head almost exploded. When the expert finished speaking, Fang Zhiqiang finally had no time to hesitate. He immediately took out his mobile phone and handed the expert the treatment plan just sent by the girl.
However, the expert glanced at Fang Zhiqiang's mobile phone screen, shook his head again and frowned: "Useless Mr. Fang, this disease is a problem in the world, and it cannot be cured with those folk remedies. ”