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Chapter 1357 Yaxin’s Ending Chapter Falling in Love Again (11)
“Qiangzi, I know this incident has caused a lot of psychological burden on you, but let me tell you , I don’t regret it. If I could do it again a thousand times or ten thousand times, if it were such an occasion, I would still do it and take the initiative..." Yaxin did not say it directly, letting tears cover his cheeks, "Force Son, it’s not that I’m a slutty woman. In fact, if it’s just for sex, I can find many men who are even better than you. But love, after all, is different. If it weren’t for the fact that I still love you , it is impossible for me to do this."
"Yaxin..." Fang Zhiqiang murmured her name, and the words "I still love you" suddenly stirred up his heart. There are thousands of words to say about the waves, but I don’t know where to start.
Wang Yaxin took a deep breath, held back her tears, held Fang Zhiqiang's face, and asked in a low voice: "Qiangzi, there have always been too many things between us that we dare not touch. Maybe it’s time to give an explanation and a result to everything. You are waiting, and I am waiting, but we don’t know what we are waiting for. Maybe we are all waiting for the other person’s thoughts. Because no one dares to take that step again. . Qiangzi, I want to ask you now, how do you feel about me, and do you still have love?"
This answer is a no-brainer. Wang Yaxin has always been like a wound, lying across Fang Zhiqiang's heart cannot be erased by time. The more he avoids it, the more it proves that she has always been in his heart. He once chose to hide his feelings because he was with Li Xiaoxiao, but now, all the hidings have been revealed and there is no way to avoid it.
"Love." Fang Zhiqiang did not deny it, "Maybe this is shameful. I still love Xiaoxiao... but I also love you. I'm sorry, Yaxin, I know this is wrong. But when it comes to feelings, I can't control myself... So I don't dare to make promises to you easily anymore, because I am so shameful that Xiaoxiao suffered a lot of pain. I can't let you make the same mistake again, so Ya Xin..."
Wang Yaxin shook his head desperately, blocking what he wanted to say: "Qiangzi, once bitten by a snake, I was afraid of well ropes for ten years. I used to be like you, loved by others. After being hurt again and again, I chose not to dare to think or to love, so even if I met you and truly fell in love with you, I still had too many worries, so that problems and minor problems actually occurred. When Yu's illness and your father's opposition came to light, my first reaction was to run away and end the relationship. The result is that, as you can see, we are both scarred. Qiangzi, I admit that in love, we are all affected. A lot of hurt, and you can even have reason to say that you no longer believe in love. But Qiangzi, it is not what you think. The thing is actually that I gave up on love, and the result was more hurt to Yilianchuang. If you say meIf I ever regretted love, it must be because I regretted giving up and running away. If I had not done that at that time and we had stayed and faced all the rumors and endured all the pressures of reality together, then things would not have evolved into what they are today. We have taken many detours, but in the end, it is each other who is by our side. Sometimes I may have believed in fate because of too much pain and frustration, but now, I am willing to believe that it is fate, and in the end it was you and me who came together. "
Wang Yaxin raised her face and looked at Fang Zhiqiang: "Qiangzi, I have missed it. I thought that many things are more important than love, and I also thought that love brings us more pain. . But the reality is in front of us. We gave up before, but now we have to bear the pain of starting over. Qiangzi, I want to fight for a chance of happiness for myself. Even if I am shattered to pieces and never recovered, I have nothing to regret. I don’t want to go back to Australia anymore, I want to stay with you. Let's start over, okay? "
As she spoke, tears flowed down again. Wang Yaxin, who has always been so strong and calm, often couldn't control her tears after experiencing too many hardships. "It's not because of the relationship. So I want you to be responsible, not just because of Xiaoyu's condition. I once gave up on you and our love because of Xiaoyu, but later, reality told me that the original choice was a huge mistake. Only after I have lost something do I realize the preciousness of what is lost and found, and only then do I want to cherish it at all costs. Qiangzi, love has hurt us, but in the end, as long as we are still willing to believe and persist, it will definitely make up for us. I don’t know if you will be sad if you say this, but although Xiaoxiao was also bruised and bruised by love, in the end, she still found Guo Zisong and got the simple happiness and love she wanted most. Hadron, maybe fate has its plan in the end, and arranging our reunion may be to give those of us who have given up a chance to come back again. ”
Hearing Xiaoxiao’s name, Fang Zhiqiang’s heart ached again unexpectedly. Thinking of that bright smiling face, he really couldn’t deny that Xiaoxiao had indeed gained true love now. What I want is true love.
“Yaxin, don’t cry, Yaxin. "Fang Zhiqiang hurriedly wiped Wang Yaxin's tears. Seeing that there was no way to wipe them away, he simply kissed her face, hoping that she would stop crying. Such a strong Yaxin, when she started to cry, she really He couldn't bear it anymore, it was so heartbreaking and sad, and he was heartbroken too. "If you cry again, I will cry with you. "
"Yaxin, right now, right and wrong, as well as feelings, I am completely confused and have no clue. I am even afraid to face it now and dare not make any promises to you. Part of the reason is because what I just told you, in my heart, I haven't completely let go of Xiaoxiao... Just like when I hadn't completely let go of you, I didn't dare to go.Start with Xiaoxiao. "Fang Zhiqiang looked at Wang Yaxin, and his heart was filled with so much emotion. It's not that he didn't know that Yaxin was actually a very rational woman, and she had always suppressed the love in her heart. How could she be able to take the initiative first? What she did and then said these words was really beyond her usual self. It was indeed because she really valued this relationship too much and wanted to start over. Such a touch slowly began to grow in his heart. "But now, everything is not what I expected, and I feel like an idiot emotionally. I am afraid of being rejected, hurt, and abandoned. This is true, because this is the result of love for me. "Fang Zhiqiang slowly confessed.