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Chapter 1354: Yaxin’s Ending: Falling in Love Again (VIII)
“Then Qiangzi...what are you going to do...” Wang Yaxin asked at a loss, to be honest , even if she has always been calm and rational, she still doesn’t know what good advice she can give Fang Zhiqiang in such a situation. The incident itself happened because of her, and with such consequences, it was too late to say anything. Moreover, Fang Zhiqiang still loves Li Xiaoxiao, but now, Li Xiaoxiao has started a new relationship. If he really likes that boy, what should Fang Zhiqiang do? If he doesn't pursue it, his heart will only hurt. If he pursues it, how should Li Xiaoxiao choose?
Everything is entangled together and becomes an unsolvable problem. So even Wang Yaxin could only ask Fang Zhiqiang what he thought. After all, this relationship, if it hadn't been for her appearance, might have had a very happy ending. It shouldn't have been what it is now. She didn't dare to get involved too much and interfere with Fang Zhiqiang's opinions. But we can only make up for it as much as possible.
"If it is my opinion as an outsider, Qiangzi, I think you should probably go and meet Xiaoxiao. Whether you want to get her back or not, in many cases, I think you should actually meet her in person. Let’s talk about it, giving a chance to release the emotions, feelings and everything in your heart. And during this period, I can actually see clearly that you have been suppressing yourself, maybe you are deliberately not thinking about it, so in your heart In fact, you don’t even know your true thoughts and the depth of your feelings for her now. Maybe if you meet her once, you will be able to see your inner thoughts more clearly. And, the most important thing is, let Xiaoxiao I see your efforts." Wang Yaxin finally thought about it and added some of her own thoughts, even though her heart really hurt when she said the three words outsider. But in the relationship between Fang Zhiqiang and Li Xiaoxiao, if she is not an outsider, then what is she?
Wang Yaxin went on to say very poignantly: "Qiangzi, in fact, many relationships do not mean that there is no chance. It's just that sometimes you wait too long, and then you slowly give up hope. Just like Xiaoxiao When I left that day, if you had chased her back in time, I think she would not have left. And even after she left, if you had gone to look for her, I think she would have still been willing to follow you back to make repairs. After all, she has sacrificed so much for this relationship... Now, maybe she has feelings for someone else, but after all, the relationship between you is so deep that no one can give up easily. Qiangzi, you love her, yes A very deep love, none of you can deny this, so don’t make it difficult for yourself. Even if you are really sure that you will give up for her happiness, you should explain the past relationship clearly in person and put an end to it. It can be regarded as There is a beginning and an end.”
Wang Yaxin actually thought of herself. When she was in Australia, especially at the beginning, it was really the most difficult time.The various inadaptations in a foreign country, the real farewell to a relationship, the deep loneliness and pain, had made her fantasize in her heart countless times, and even resented Fang Zhiqiang, why couldn't she be braver and love herself so much, why couldn't she If you muster up the courage to break through all taboos and find yourself, then you will definitely put aside all your scruples without hesitation, throw yourself into his arms again, and be with him again no matter what. But from beginning to end, she didn't wait, so she spent those long nights with only loneliness and tears. Of course, she also knew that this was not Fang Zhiqiang's fault, it was her heartless abandonment, and Fang Zhiqiang was just fulfilling her wishes.
Li Xiaoxiao should be very similar to herself at that time. If Fang Zhiqiang had tried to make amends in time, there would have been no chance. After all, how can the relationship in just a few months be compared to the years with Fang Zhiqiang, and they are unforgettable years.
Wang Yaxin lowered her head sadly, feeling that some happiness was probably not destined to belong to her. If Li Xiaoxiao could get it, she would feel a little more comforted. After all, I owed her this matter.
As for the short-lived happiness between herself and Xiaoyu these days... they are all borrowed anyway. Wang Yaxin never thought that she could get these before. It is already the grace of God. If God wants to take it back, then she has nothing to say. Anyway, she had already endured those pains, so what would happen if she had to do it all over again.
Fang Zhiqiang was stunned for a long time: "I don't know either. I have never thought about it..." When he thought of this question, he felt like his heart was twisting in a knife, although For a long time, he was unwilling to accept Li Xiaoxiao, but after confirming the relationship, he really devoted himself wholeheartedly. What he has been thinking about is their bright future together. He really never thought that one day Li Xiaoxiao will fall in love with someone else, and will leave their love behind and let it go with the wind.
Needless to say, Wang Yaxin himself wanted to find Li Xiaoxiao immediately, rush to her, and ask her if the relationship in the past few years was all fake? Isn't there anything worthy of her nostalgia? Can you say that if you don’t want it, then you don’t want it?
There is only one possibility, that is, the past relationship is really too heavy a burden. Fang Zhiqiang knows Li Xiaoxiao very well. He understands what Wang Yaxin said. He understands Li Xiaoxiao's dedication better than anyone else. But just because you have paid so much and received so little in return, a saint would be disappointed and feel tired. What’s more, Li Xiaoxiao is just a girl who values love more than anything else. What she wanted was love, but she didn’t get it in the end. What reason is there to force her to continue like this?
After a long time, Fang Zhiqiang closed his eyes and asked Wang Yaxin quietly: "Yaxin, tell me, if Xiaoyu's condition was not there and you didn't come back, Xiaoyu's condition would gradually improve. Will you forget me and start a new onelife? "
Wang Yaxin was stunned for a moment by his question. After a while, she slowly said: "Yes. ”
Having lost her love, she no longer has any illusions. The focus of her life is all on Xiaoyu. If Xiaoyu is good, she will also feel that her sacrifice and giving up are It's worth it, and I will be willing to live like that for the rest of my life.
Fang Zhiqiang exhaled a long breath: "I understand, it's like I tried to slowly forget you and fall in love with Xiaoxiao at that time. Yaxin, although we are unwilling to do so, we have to admit that at that time, love brought us more pain and burden than sweetness. If we let go, it is possible to gain peace and new happiness. "
"What Xiaoxiao is facing now is actually the situation we were in at that time. "Fang Zhiqiang has also calmed down and spoke slowly.