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Chapter 1343 Yaxin’s Finale: Letting Go (Sixteen)
“I like Yaxin, but I have also fallen in love with Xiaoxiao and want to marry her and have children. Live a good life. I can't hurt Xiaoxiao for Yaxin anymore, but I really didn't expect Xiaoyu to be like this..." Fang Zhiqiang defended weakly. He also knew that such an explanation was very pale and weak, and he was in deep pain. It is of no help at all in the face of reality.
The father shook his head in pain: "This is life, there is no escape. Who owes whom, who should pay it back, the account book is in the hands of God, we mortals, no one can I can’t guess or see through. Qiang, I don’t want to say anything more. Who you stay with and how you spend your life is actually your own business. As a father, no matter how much I think about what’s best for you, I don’t care. Maybe I went there on your behalf; no matter how much I want to save face and am afraid of being poked in the back, if you really insist on being with her, I have no choice but to ruin your life just for the sake of face. This thing about face is , is more important than my life, but your lifelong happiness, in the eyes of me as a father, is more important than anything else. It's just..."
" The father said with difficulty, "I can't do it either. Continue to stay in Shanghai and live with you. If you remarry her in the future, you will raise that child as your own son. I will not take care of it anymore, because I really can’t take care of that much, and I can’t take care of you for the rest of your life. Happiness. However, she can be your wife, but she cannot be my daughter-in-law. Firstly, it is the custom of my hometown, which cannot be tolerated. Secondly, the daughter-in-law in my heart will always only be Xiaoxiao. I have already He treats her as one of his own family... Qiangwazi, your happiness is happiness, what about Xiaoxiao's happiness? What about my wish as a parent? Isn't it really important?"
"Dad... I also really want to marry Xiaoxiao. We will take good care of you in the future and live together as a family for a lifetime... If this were not the case, I would really marry Xiaoxiao as soon as possible and even have two children in the future. I've thought about it all... Dad, I don't think it's unimportant. Xiaoxiao is also my happiness in my heart..." Fang Zhiqiang was about to collapse.
"Dad, can you stay? I no longer have Xiaoxiao, and I am already like this. If you leave again, what's the point of leaving me alone in Shanghai? Dad, how could I Don't worry, you are alone in your hometown, your health is not good yet..." Fang Zhiqiang begged bitterly.
"Stop talking..." His father shook his head, obviously seeing his pain: "I won't stay. If you can't let them go, I can't live with myself. This is the first step. The only way is this, I go back to my hometown, you stay in Shanghai, and don’t go back from now on... I am in my hometown, with your brother Dalin, Xiaowei, your aunt and others, your current business, It shouldn't be that little money short.Just give it to them, and help them at that time. As long as they take care of me, nothing will happen to me. Now that you have made your choice, stop dragging your feet. Just stay with them, just don’t embarrass me in my hometown..."
"I also know that it is not easy for her to be a woman with a baby. Last time I owe her for forcing you to separate. If there is no Xiaoxiao and you are really with her, then I won't say anything. At most, you don't go back to your hometown. But now, how do you want me to think of Xiaoxiao? If I stay with you any longer, doesn't that mean I'm abandoning Xiaoxiao? Then how can I be worthy of her? "My father said sadly, "I know you are busy. The things in the company and the two of them cannot do without you. So I called Xiaowei. If he takes me back, you have nothing to worry about. Don't go back either. It's best not to go back again... That's it. "
Fang Zhiqiang still wanted to beg his father. His father finally shed tears, slapped the table and roared: "Do you think this is good to me, and that you can take care of me by leaving me in Shanghai? Then you might think about how I feel? How many days do you think I can survive if I continue to be depressed like this? ”
Fang Zhiqiang finally stopped talking, and he couldn’t even say anything about it. He knew that he really had no way to keep him or force him to stay, just like Li Xiaoxiao, in front of his father For all of this, according to the thinking of his older generation, the pain will only be deeper. In fact, leaving is also the same pain. After all, Li Xiaoxiao may fall in love with someone else one day, or forget him, but the relationship between father and son, You can't let go of it at any time.
My father will always remember these things, and what's more, he is old and sick, and he really can't bear any more blows.
Fang Zhiqiang’s world has really collapsed piece by piece. Li Xiaoxiao’s departure has completely destroyed his happiness, and his father’s persistence has completely removed the last pillar.< br />
Fang Zhiqiang did not go to the company. He drove out and shopped like crazy, buying all kinds of medicines, clothes, etc. for his father. He bought a lot of things for his father. It is impossible for Xiaowei and the two of them to take care of each other. In fact, when he went to the back, he was completely venting the same mood. He no longer knew what else he could do, what else he could do for his father and everyone, he could only He frantically bought everything he thought about or even saw at home and asked his father to take it back.
My father always acted as if he did not exist, chatting with Xiaowei and Xiaowei. day, and then went back to cooking. Fang Zhiqiang packed bags busy and numbly. Listening to the voice of his father talking to Xiaowei, the pain in his heart began to flow again: In fact, maybe it is true that if he did not have this son, Or if you are just like Xiaowei, a very ordinary and ordinary young man, staying in the mountains and accompanyingWith them, their father's current situation should make him much, much happier. His mother would not have passed away so early, and his father would not have been so lonely, let alone bear the pain he had caused.
The three of them had dinner together. Fang Zhiqiang knew that this was almost the last supper. Even if he went home again, he didn’t know what it would be like. Maybe his father would He rushed out, or he didn't recognize him. Fang Zhiqiang picked up the rice numbly, and his mouth was completely salty.
Then Fang Zhiqiang drove them to the station. Fang Zhiqiang was already worried and could not let them go to the station by themselves. What's more, he bought so many things, and he and Xiaowei had to go back and forth twice to get them all in the car.
His father kept a straight face and watched them busy indifferently. At the last moment when he went out, he was walking in front of Fang Zhiqiang. He suddenly stopped and said: "If you really follow If she is together, you can have a child of your own anytime. Later, take him to your mother's grave and lay incense sticks for her."
After the father said this, he said ruthlessly He wiped his face fiercely and then walked out the door without looking back.