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Chapter 1337 Yaxin Finale: Letting Go (10)

“I have never believed in fate, because if I believe in it, then I deserve to accept its arrangements, and I should have stayed there in the first place It is impossible to walk out of a small mountain village without meeting you... Or I should accept my fate as a courier, bullied and exploited by the manager, exposed to the wind and sun every day without any hope; set up a stall in the vegetable market, and go I will be a hawker honestly. If I talk about fate, those should be the fate I deserve." Fang Zhiqiang said sadly and angrily, "But I don't believe in fate or accept it. I'm not willing to live like that all my life. I'm going to After fighting, I have indeed changed. But in the end, do I still have to accept this so-called fate and watch it take away my happiness? What did I do wrong?"

"Yaxin, Can I ask you a question?" Fang Zhiqiang raised his head and looked at Wang Yaxin.

"Say." Wang Yaxin also looked at him.

　“Am I really a person who is unworthy of love and incapable of making others happy? Should everyone stay away from me, and I should stay away from the people I love? Far away, don’t do anything, because no matter what I do, all I bring to them in the end is pain?”

What he was thinking of was what Wang Xia said, and the facts proved it. , Wang Xia is right. Maybe he really has the so-called peach blossom evil spirit in his body, which will harm every girl who loves him or is loved by him. He didn't want to believe this, but the pain in front of him made him really confused.

This is actually a series of questions, and Wang Yaxin can’t answer them. If she could understand, maybe there wouldn’t be two people standing here like this today.

But for Fang Zhiqiang’s last question, she could only shake her head sadly: "No, Qiangzi, it’s not what you think. With you, I was really happy once. Otherwise, I wouldn’t marry you. I really want to spend a lifetime with you... I think you should also remember the time we spent together. But in the end, it’s just because of reality, there are too many, and it’s too heavy. , I don’t want to bear the burden anymore. It’s not your fault, Qiangzi, you didn’t do anything wrong. It’s just that there are too many injustices in this world. Some things are indeed difficult to change.”< br />
They had opened up their hearts so close to each other many times, confiding all their worries and annoyances to each other, but each time they cheered up after confiding, and there was never a time like this. It was so heavy because what was before them at this moment was an unsolvable problem.

"But we still have to work hard, otherwise, it will only be more painful than now." Wang Yaxin tried hard to cheer up Fang Zhiqiang. She really couldn't bear to see Fang Zhiqiang look lonely and sad, " Many pains in life come from the lack ofHave the ability to make choices; while the other half may be faced with too many choices and don't know what to do. "Wang Yaxin said with a forced smile, "Anyway, Qiangzi, if I didn't work hard at the beginning, I might not be able to recover after Xue Kai left. I might even be afraid of other people's cold eyes, so I might just stop... Then It would be impossible for me to meet you, and maybe it wouldn't be like this today. But when I meet you, no matter how painful it is, I don’t regret it. I know pain is sometimes the price of happiness. For me, no matter how short-lived happiness is, it is still worth it..."

"To this day, I still believe that as long as I work hard, there is still the possibility and hope that everything will get better. Just like Xiaoyu, if I give up, he will be like this all his life. Neither he nor I will be willing or want this... So no matter what, I will continue to work hard. "

There are still tears in Wang Yaxin's eyes, but she is trying hard to keep a smile on her face. Life has given her too many hardships, from leaving after the divorce to Xiaoyu's illness again, She no longer knows how many times she has been on the verge of collapse, but at this moment she still has to work hard to maintain her consistent rationality and comfort Fang Zhiqiang.

The situations they face are different, but whose Neither one suffers less than the other, so at this moment, they are the only ones who can rely on each other for survival. The time they spent together was not short, but there was no time when their companionship was so heavy.

　“Thank you Yaxin. "Fang Zhiqiang raised his head and tried to take a deep breath, "To be honest, I don't know how I will go in the future. There may not be any problems in life or career. But love, maybe I really don’t deserve it, and I don’t want to think about it so much. There is really no way to force this matter, and it is impossible to say that it can be obtained by hard work. The most important thing is that it concerns two people, and I really don’t want to hurt anyone anymore..."

"You and I will cure Xiaoyu's illness first. This is the only truly meaningful thing I can do now. "Fang Zhiqiang said dejectedly.

Of course he can't talk about getting back together with Yaxin. As he said just now, he is not willing to hurt anyone anymore. . Looking for Li Xiaoxiao, maybe he will hurt Li Xiaoxiao more after he gets back. So what about Yaxin, after getting back together, can he guarantee that he will not hurt her again? He once vowed to say that, and he also had confidence He fully thought that as long as he loved someone wholeheartedly, that person must be the happiest woman in the world, but in the end reality taught him a bloody and cruel lesson. What's more, after Xiaoxiao left, he still felt bad for himself and love. He left only after being disappointed. It would be really shameless to talk to Yaxin about getting back together at this time. Now Fang Zhiqiang is not willing to think about the word love at all.

Wang Yaxin was silent After a while, he said: "Qiangzi, I don’t know about the changes in your relationship with Xiaoxiao. However, if possible, I still hope that you will put your relationship with Xiaoxiao first. If it can be saved, I will try my best to find her or something. "

"I will think about it carefully. "Fang Zhiqiang sighed, "I'm too tired, my mind is too confused, there are too many things at once, and I can't handle them. I also want to calm down and think about what to do. "

"I really hope she is happy..." Fang Zhiqiang said seriously. He was indeed the source of Li Xiaoxiao's happiness, but everything has changed quietly.

　“You should rest first. You have been really tired these days. Of course Wang Yaxin knew that he was under a lot of pressure, and she advised him distressedly: "Why don't you go home? It's not good to stay in the hospital all the time." ”

Fang Zhiqiang shook his head, said nothing, walked directly back to the ward, and continued to coax Xiaoyu to sleep.