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Chapter 1336 Yaxin’s Finale: Letting Go (9)
Wang Yaxin was also caught off guard, and each news was more shocking than the last. She does know that Fang Zhiqiang is currently the key to curing Xiaoyu. This has been proven, but she can't bear the thought of sacrificing Fang Zhiqiang's happiness.
Although knowing that Fang Zhiqiang’s happiness has become Li Xiaoxiao instead of her, her heart will indeed be very painful, but Wang Yaxin can only endure the pain, try to calm down, and help Fang Zhiqiang Qiang thought about countermeasures. After all, she was the cause of the incident. She couldn't just sit back and ignore it so cruelly.
"No, Xiaoxiao loves you so much and will never give up easily. I know the character of girls. Sometimes they feel sad when they are wronged and want to calm down, but the more In this way, the more it proves that she still loves you, the harder it will be to let go. Qiangzi, go find her as soon as possible, while you can still recover... don't wait until she is really cold-hearted..." Wang Yaxin herself is She has a profound experience. There have been countless times during her many days in Australia. In fact, she has also imagined that if she could go back and let the two of them be together again, then she would desperately break through all obstacles and go. Solve all problems together with Hadron. But it didn't happen in the end, and as time passed slowly, the once blazing flame finally went out. She gradually accepted the reality and understood that since the two people were separated, holding on to any unrealistic illusions would only make it more difficult. Own. Later, when she gradually learned the news and knew that Qiangzi finally chose to be with Li Xiaoxiao, apart from crying in the middle of the night, she could only force herself to accept this reality.
Li Xiaoxiao’s current situation is probably similar to her original situation, and the most important thing is that Qiangzi is with her, there is not so much resistance and pain, not to mention Li Xiaoxiao’s relationship with her His love is pure and without impurities, unlike his own reality where he has to consider too much. If it really ends like this, in addition to the pain that Fang Zhiqiang and Li Xiaoxiao will suffer, she will also feel guilty for the rest of her life.
"Don't worry about Xiaoyu's situation. Xiaoyu has been ill for so long. To be honest, no matter what the result is, I am mentally prepared to bear it. But I will force you to I drag you in with Xiaoxiao and ruin your happiness. I really don’t want it to be like this..." Wang Yaxin said slowly with tears in her eyes: "You know, Qiangzi, sometimes people really have to be selfish. A little bit. Just like me, when I face a major decision, the first thing I think of is Xiaoyu. I understand that for Xiaoyu, I can only sacrifice others, including you, and I will do the same... Although everything now, I I don’t know if it was because of the punishment for my wrong choice, but under the circumstances, I could only choose what I cared about most... Qiangzi, please be selfish. Xiaoxiao is so important to you, so don’t care about others. Already..."
Fang Zhiqiang just shook his head numbly: "No, actually I understand her. This time, she has really made up her mind. It's been me who hasn't kept my word for too long. Giving her the happiness she had promised...but instead made her bear and face a lot. I failed to do too many things. And all along, she was the one who accommodated me and made concessions for me. In fact, there were many things. She keeps everything in her heart and won't talk about it, so I have never really experienced her feelings. If I get her back, the result will be the same, and I have to let her endure the pain. I really can't bear it. ..."
As Fang Zhiqiang said, he took out the letter from Li Xiaoxiao before leaving and handed it to Wang Yaxin: "You will know after you read it."
Wang Yaxin took the letter, read it word by word, and fell silent. The calmness between the lines of Li Xiaoxiao's words actually revealed a decisive attitude. She not only hoped that Fang Zhiqiang would not find her, but even if she did, she would not look back and repeat the love she had. After all, she had loved too hard.
"I'm sorry, Qiangzi, all the mistakes were caused by me. If I hadn't come back and brought Xiaoyu to you, Xiaoxiao wouldn't have misunderstood, and it wouldn't be like this. Result." Wang Yaxin was really filled with guilt and pain. After all, she had struggled and suffered in love. Why didn't she understand Li Xiaoxiao, and how could she be willing to see that Li Xiaoxiao finally chose to leave, while Fang Zhiqiang To face loneliness and pain.
"I don't blame you." Fang Zhiqiang shook his head. In fact, he understood a little bit, "In fact, all the problems have already been piled there and have not been exposed. Even if you don't come back , maybe it will break out in other forms in the future. In that case, it may be more painful than today... And with you and Xiaoyu like this, you have been abroad, and it is not a problem that you can't cure his disease. I have no choice. To give Xiaoxiao happiness, I can only hope that she can find it by herself. Maybe one day in a certain year, when we meet again, she will show the smile she once had... I hope that by then, she has completely forgotten the pain I caused her. It hurts..." Fang Zhiqiang said desolately. After experiencing so many changes in just a day or two, he felt that he was really old.
"I just hope now that I can help cure Xiaoyu. Don't let Xiaoxiao's departure be meaningless." Fang Zhiqiang said slowly, and the corner of his heart began to throb again. There is a wound, and the bag cover was left with Li Xiaoxiao, like a puzzle piece that was missing, and it can no longer be put together.
Wang Yaxin was also stunned. It took a long time before she said: "Xiaoxiao is such a kind girl... I once really thought that you two could be happy forever..."
"I also thought that as long as I work hard to love, I can have love and happiness, and I can give the people I loveBring happiness. But reality has proven time and again that I was wrong, completely wrong. "Fang Zhiqiang closed his eyes, Wang Xia's words were still buzzing in his mind: From Nie Qian to Wang Yaxin, to Xiaoxiao, and Wang Xia... He really never gave it to any girl. Happiness requires them to bear too much pain.
“Qiangzi, it’s not your fault, it’s just that too many times, we are all played by fate. "Wang Yaxin didn't know how to comfort Fang Zhiqiang. After all, Fang Zhiqiang was in pain for Li Xiaoxiao now, and whatever she said would be inappropriate. And her own experience was the same as Fang Zhiqiang's: She worked hard step by step, thinking that she could achieve happiness without relying on anyone and relying on hard work. But in the end, apart from her previous achievements in career, how could anything about her have anything to do with happiness? Maybe only her past and Fang Zhiqiang's short time together was a brush with happiness. But the happiness that once existed will only turn into endless pain when recalled, repeating the cycle.