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Chapter 1330 Yaxin’s Ending Chapter Letting Go (3)
Fang Zhiqiang can also feel that the pillow next to his face is all wet. At this moment, the pain in his heart was no less than that of Wang Yaxin. The faces of Li Xiaoxiao and Wang Yaxin intertwined in his mind in the darkness. On one side was the decisive back of Li Xiaoxiao when he left in pain, and on the other side was the figure that he couldn't see but could imagine. Wang Yaxin's heartbroken face. For him, feelings have completely become something that he can't grasp and see clearly. He doesn't know what to do anymore.
In the end, he could only send the simplest message to Yaxin: "Yaxin, don't cry, don't be afraid, everything will be fine."
He is He is determined, no matter how difficult it is, he will help Xiaoyu heal and help Yaxin solve the most heartbreaking thing for her. But Xiaoyu will get better and Yaxin's predicament will be relieved. What about him? How will he face it? How to end the chaos in this place? How to restore Li Xiaoxiao's broken heart?
That night, both of them woke up with their eyes open, and neither of them slept all night. And Fang Zhiqiang knew that it was not just the two of them who could not sleep, there were more people who were suffering perhaps more and deeper pain...
Xiaoyu was the only one who did not know , so I could sleep normally until dawn. When I woke up, I opened my eyes and found Fang Zhiqiang lying next to him. I immediately became happy: "Dad, you are still here! I am very scared, afraid that I was the one who dreamed last night. , In fact, you have never been here, or you were trying to coax me to sleep and then leave secretly."
Hearing Xiaoyu's innocent words and the unconcealable dependence in his eyes, Fang Zhi I couldn't help but feel sad again, and rubbed Xiaoyu's head and said: "Dad is here, touch it, dad is real, not fake, you are not dreaming, and dad has not left, he is here to accompany you." What about you."
Xiaoyu laughed happily, and Yaxin looked in a daze for a while. Ever since Xiaoyu's illness broke out, she had never seen him smile so brightly for so long. pass. But after laughing, Xiaoyu suddenly fell silent again, and asked in a low voice: "I know I'm sick. Dad, did you come back to take care of me? Then when I get better, you will still accompany me." Are you with me and my mother?"
Fang Zhiqiang's heart sank. Sure enough, Li Xiaoxiao's words were right. What Xiaoyu lacked and needed was his father's company, and it was permanent. If in the past, before he and Yaxin were separated, Xiaoyu had such a strong desire for his company and presence, he would definitely find a way to convince his father to accept this situation; but as time has passed, everything has changed beyond recognition. , faced with Xiaoyu’s question, he really didn’t know how to answer. Because in the bottom of his heart, he already has a place for Li Xiaoxiao...
And Yaxin also closed her eyes in pain, not wanting to listen to this question, let alone face Fang Zhiqiang's answer. How could she not see that Fang Zhiqiang was already deeply affectionate for Li Xiaoxiao, and now in this situation, more It was out of concern for Xiaoyu that he couldn't let go, but it pushed him into a dilemma.
Fang Zhiqiang was silent for a long time, and then hugged Xiaoyu tightly: "Xiaoyu, you have to know one thing. Both your father and mother will leave you in the future, and they will go to A place far, far away that will leave you for a long time. When we meet again, you will be very old and have become a father and grandfather with children of your own. Just like your toy robot, even if it is not broken If you lose it, you may lose it one day and you can’t find it. Protect the others. They will definitely lose it.”
When he said this, Xiaoyu looked at him blankly, his eyes filled with tears. Full of tears and about to cry, Fang Zhiqiang continued: "But by that time, you will become stronger and will no longer be afraid of being alone. You can already protect others. Xiaoyu, in this world, No one can avoid separation, but we must learn to grow from growth, so that we can face separation, loneliness, fear and so on."
Fang Zhiqiang is actually not Xiaoyu is good at explaining this kind of truth. He is also young and cannot accept it all at once. But looking at the way he seemed to understand, it was obvious that he understood something. Although his face still looked very disappointed, he did not cry. , just thinking about something silently. Yaxin was still a little worried and asked quietly: "He is too young, doesn't he understand this?"
Fang Zhiqiang looked at Xiaoyu, who was bowing his head in silence, sighed and said: "He still doesn't understand this?" He may be small, but he will eventually grow up, and this society cannot treat him as a child forever. Besides, you and I will both go before him. This is an inevitable fact. Do we want him to understand that day?"
Wang Yaxin was also silent, and asked in a low voice for a long time: "I hope he can understand as soon as possible, and then you can leave as soon as possible to find Xiaoxiao... Go find her first, girl If you wait too long, your heart will become cold. Xiaoyu will undergo examination and treatment later, so you should go back first."
When she said this, she did not look at Fang Zhiqiang, and Fang Zhiqiang just Turning his head and seeing her side face, her expression was still the rational and repressive expression he was most familiar with, but every detail of her expression was telling her pain. Fang Zhiqiang seemed to be nailed to the spot by such pain, and it was impossible to leave.
Fang Zhiqiang accompanied Yaxin and Xiaoyu to have the doctor do another examination. This time the doctor was a very accomplished expert in psychology. He listened carefully to what Wang Yaxin said. After describing Xiaoyu's expression and various examination reports, Xiaoyu finally said to them solemnly: "If the child's condition is really a case where all treatments have been tried, then I suggest you do something."Hypnosis. Autism is actually a self-protection mechanism, closing one's heart to resist possible harm from the outside world. Under hypnosis, he can open his heart, observe his true desires, and then help him find a solution, ultimately helping him recover. Of course, this is not a panacea, but the children are young now and the problems are discovered early, so you can try it. "
"Is there any danger or any damage to his brain or heart? "This is what Wang Yaxin is most concerned about.
The doctor shook his head: "That's not true. In fact, hypnosis is just a way to explore the patient's psychology. For situations like your children, you can try it. "
Anyway, there is no other better way. Yaxin bit her lip and looked at Fang Zhiqiang silently. She actually still regards Fang Zhiqiang as her backbone, waiting for Fang Zhiqiang to do it for her. Decision. Fang Zhiqiang squeezed her palm subconsciously: "Try it. You can tell by looking at Xiaoyu that he doesn't want to live like this for the rest of his life. I'm with you. ”