He also likes Huang Wanting very much, cherishes her very much, and feels sorry for her. When he thinks of the hardships and injustices she has endured, he can't help but want to protect her and prevent her from getting hurt again. But is that kind of feeling love? He can't even think about this word now. When he thinks about it, he thinks of Li Xiaoxiao's tearful face and his determined back as he walked away.

"Wanting..." Fang Zhiqiang spoke with difficulty, but didn't know what to say. Huang Wanting is a very good girl, and falling in love with her should indeed be a happy thing. But now, I have become an insulator of happiness, and I have probably never been able to use this word in my life.

Huang Wanting waved her hand: "Qiangzi, don't talk. I know what you are going to say. You will say that we are good friends and you cherish me very much, but what I want is not just to cherish , nor the status of a good friend. And you and I both know all of this, and you can’t give it to me."

"She said that I am more suitable for you, and this is indeed the case, regardless of In every aspect, you and I are more suitable than you and her." Huang Wanting looked at him and said quietly, "But she ignored one point, being suitable does not necessarily mean that I love you and you love me. Love. This thing has never been unreasonable. It does not mean that two people who are suitable can love each other. This is the case for you and me. And love may not make people happy. Many people are even tortured to death, but they still want love. That's how you and her are."

"Qiangzi, the authorities are obsessed with the beholder. Maybe her words and actions have hurt you. But your look and every tiny movement betrayed you. , you still love her, and you can't fall in love with me." Huang Wanting looked up at the sky, took a long breath, and then stretched out her hand to Fang Zhiqiang: "Give me a cigarette."

Fang Zhiqiang silently took out a cigarette and lit one for her, and lit one for himself. The two of them smoked silently. Suddenly, he heard the sound of sobbing next to him, and turned around to see it. , Huang Wanting was already in tears.

This strong girl, no matter how many setbacks and hardships she experienced, almost never cried, but at this moment, she finally failed to hide her fragility and finally shed tears.

"Wanting, please don't cry, okay?" Fang Zhiqiang felt his heart tightening. A person who almost never sheds tears suddenly cried bitterly. The heartbreak behind this can't be seen, but it can be imagined And know. He slowly reached out his hand and finally hugged Huang Wanting. This was the only comfort he could give her. In fact, they were the same poor people that night. He lost his love, but Huang Wanting did not get it.

"Let me cry once, just this time." Huang Wanting whispered, leaning gently on his shoulder, and said with tears: "Qiangzi, what I am telling you, actually knows that I It's completely impossible with you, and there will be no result, but I still don't want toHope, in the end I didn’t even have a chance to let you know, I worked very hard too..."

In fact, she worked harder than anyone else, but in the end it was just such a faint sentence, Fang Zhiqiang has heard I couldn't help crying, so I could only hug her tighter. "I'm sorry, Wanting..."

"There's nothing I should be sorry for. I've helped you and you've helped me. , we have been with each other, so it is already good. What should be said to be sorry is love. It never refuses to act according to common sense and never considers people's feelings. "Qiangzi, you just don't love me, you just love her. There is nothing wrong with this disease, so there is no need to say sorry..." Huang Wanting murmured.

After smoking a cigarette, Huang Wanting watched As the last bit of fire went out, her tears gradually stopped silently. Finally, she said softly: "Qiangzi, I'm leaving. Change a place, go far, far away, and be truly free to follow your own wishes." to live your life the way you want. And you must be happy. "

"Where are you going? "Fang Zhiqiang's heart felt as if he had been hit hard by a heavy hammer. He had already lost Li Xiaoxiao and his love. How could he also lose Huang Wanting's friendship?

Huang Wanting shook Shaking his head: "Don't ask, Qiangzi. I will continue my search until I find the happiness that truly belongs to me. I have not lived a happy life over the years, and what you gave me is only borrowed, so in the end, I still have to set out and search for it. "

Fang Zhiqiang felt sad for a while. He understood Huang Wanting and knew that Huang Wanting had already made up her mind, and they were really facing a separation. He had a premonition that Huang Wanting would leave his life from now on.< br />
Under such circumstances, it is impossible and unintentional for him to be with Huang Wanting, unable to give her happiness and love, and blindly forcing her to stay. Being by his side may be more harmful to her. A kind of hurt, Fang Zhiqiang opened his mouth, but in the end he couldn't say anything to save her.

Huang Wanting smiled and said: "Qiangzi, go find her. There is just a misunderstanding between you and her. Although I told her that trust is the foundation of a relationship, a relationship without trust cannot last. But you have gone through so many ups and downs together, and you love each other so deeply. You must believe that love can eliminate a lot of doubts and rebuild your trust. If you don’t believe me, ask yourself, does it hurt when you watch her go? I think it hurts her more than you. She just cares too much but doesn't understand love, so she is so blind and hurts each other. If you are still in love, don't leave any regrets. Don't regret the miss every night in the future. "

After Huang Wanting said this, she stood up and picked up the guitar next to her: "Give this guitar to me as a final souvenir. Qiangzi, I'm leaving. ”

When she stood up, she gently bent down, and like a gust of wind, Fang Zhiqiang feltHe left a light kiss on his forehead and then strode away.

Fang Zhiqiang sat alone for a long time, not knowing where to go. In the end, he could only get up and go home in a daze. He was very tired now and just wanted to calm down before thinking about what to do in the future.

In fact, Fang Zhiqiang didn’t know whether he fell asleep all night long. Li Xiaoxiao, Huang Wanting, and even Wang Yaxin flashed through his mind repeatedly... all the confusing emotions were intertwined, making He felt like his head was exploding, and then at dawn he found that he had a fever. After all, it was a day like this, and the cold wind blew for too long, and he finally caught a cold.

Perhaps due to psychological reasons, Fang Zhiqiang’s illness this time was more severe than before. He felt very cold while lying on the bed, and kept having a fever, which made his father anxious. Finally, He was sent directly to the hospital for emergency treatment. After a few days of infusions and injections, the fever finally went down and he recovered.

At this time, Wang Xia called and told him the news: "Xiaoxiao is gone."