Yaxin said, kissed Xiaoyu's forehead, and hugged him.

Xiaoyu opened his mouth, but he didn’t know how to say it, how to explain to his mother that he didn’t mean it that way, and he couldn’t quite understand what his mother said. So in the end, he could only watch Yaxin turn off the light in his room, then close the door and leave. The small bedside lamp shed a warm light, illuminating Xiaoyu and the model in his arms. Xiaoyu looked at the toy and whispered: "Dad."

He once broke a similar robot toy with his own hands, and the one was even bigger and more exquisite than this one. But it was broken into pieces by his own hands, and the person who gave this toy, who was very kind to him, was also driven away by him. I wonder if his heart was the same as the toy that was thrown to the ground ruthlessly when he left...

Xiaoyu opened his eyes wide, recalling the mess in that place, the robot, Will it hurt?

Xiaoyu is still too young and doesn’t understand what regret means. He only knows that many times later, when he thought of the robot that shattered on the ground, he would feel very sad and sad. I wish I had never broken it, then maybe everything would be the same as before, and they would all be happy.

It’s just that maybe Wang Yaxin’s stubbornness has been inherited in her character, and Xiaoyu is also unwilling to admit it. After all, that person once deeply deceived him with his mother.

Even in Xiaoyu’s heart, the thing he hates the most is why he is not his father, instead of the so-called he who occupied his home and drove away his real father. Father. I don’t know if I hate being deceived or if it’s not the truth. Even an adult would probably collapse when faced with this. What's more, Xiaoyu is just such a young child, and his young mind simply cannot bear this. So he didn't want to face it and didn't want to see the father he once was.

Until in Australia, in a small supermarket, I accidentally discovered this very crudely made robot. Xiaoyu recognized it at a glance. This one was almost exactly the same as the one he broke to pieces. Because once, his father took him to watch a movie, and there was such a robot in the movie, and he liked it very much.

The scene at that moment replayed in his mind, the broken robot, and his father’s stunned look at that moment. Xiaoyu suddenly understood that he seemed to have done something wrong. things.

So he fell into self-isolation again because he didn't know what to do. The only thing he could do was to make a fuss and buy the toy, and then hold it tightly in his arms, because he was afraid that it would be broken again.

This night, not only Xiaoyu, but also many people had trouble falling asleep. Yaxin was also tossing and turning, returning to his hometown again. This roomIn, the last time I came back, I was with him... It seemed that I could still feel his breath and temperature. Yaxin closed her eyes, leaving tears in the darkness.

And there was also Li Xiaoxiao who was equally heartbroken and unable to sleep.

When Li Xiaoxiao knew that Fang Zhiqiang had gone to Northern Jiangsu and that Yaxin had come back, he felt as if he was struck by thunder and didn't know how to withstand such a blow. She cried so hard that she drove the car without knowing where she was going. The world is so big, but there is no place, no corner, where she can hide her sadness. That kind of pain is too familiar. When you lose the one you love, your heart will be broken. Li Xiaoxiao felt that her heart had already turned into a pile of powder. It even hurts more than every time before. She had never got Qiangzi before, and Qiangzi had always denied his feelings for her, but now, he has obviously admitted it, said so many words, and promised to leave for the rest of his life. Go down, but in the blink of an eye, those gentlest words turned into the sharpest knives, cutting into that fragile heart until the flesh and blood...

Li Xiaoxiao drove the car, Wandering aimlessly, when I stopped, I found that I had arrived at the Huangpu River.

Why did he subconsciously drive here? Even Li Xiaoxiao himself didn’t know. After thinking about it for a while, he remembered that the night before Yaxin got divorced and decided to go to Australia. , I also came to this place sadly. That time I came by myself, comforted him for a long time, and then took him away to play video games to vent his anger. It turns out that when you are sad, if you have someone to comfort you, you are not desperate or lonely. So what about yourself at this moment? Isn’t it completely desolate to have no one to talk to and no one to comfort you?

"Qiangzi, it turns out that you have always been luckier than me. When you are sad, there is still me, but when I am sad, I have nothing." Li Xiaoxiao covered her face, but she couldn't. The tears between my fingers murmured to myself, "Without you, you would not come to comfort me. In fact, I may not have gotten you at all. Everything is just my wishful thinking, so I am destined to I can't get anything but sadness. But Qiangzi, you are happier than me. The love I give you, even if you don't want it anymore, is still love, but what you gave me, what you gave me..." Li Xiaoxiao She cried loudly: "You are luckier than me, so you must be happier than me, otherwise, what's the point of being so sad?"

Li Xiaoxiao opened the door and got out of the car, she just cried. I didn't drink for a long time, but I stumbled towards the river embankment as if I was drunk. She wanted the cold wind to wake her up. Maybe if she was hurt completely and painfully all at once, she would become numb and the pain would stop.

Even though it was very late, the riverside was still lively. Freighters passed by one after another on the river, and neon lights in the distance fell on the river. The evening breeze just blew away the heat of the day. So many peopleTake advantage of this time to go out for a walk and enjoy the river view. There are even more people than during the day. Many tourists are taking photos and some people are pointing and asking: "Where is the Lover's Wall? It is said that if you kiss and hug under the Lover's Wall, love will come. It will last forever." Then someone walked over happily and went to find the Lover's Wall.

Love, eternity, Li Xiaoxiao chewed these two words over and over. Is there really love? With love, can it last forever? She smiled sarcastically, as if she was laughing at herself.

Shanghai will always be like this. There will always be many people who come here to appreciate its prosperity, to decorate this prosperity, and to chase what they want desperately, but many people spend their entire lives He couldn't catch her, and some people caught her, but they found that it was not what they wanted at all... It turned out that the neon reflection on the river, like flowing gold, rippled and shattered with the water. They were all broken things that many people chased their whole lives. Dream. Now there is one more person like her, Li Xiaoxiao, but so what, there are so many sad people in the world, and she is just one of them.