Fang Zhiqiang was like a thunderbolt. He really couldn't completely erase the traces of Yaxin in his heart, and when he heard Xue Donglin personally say that Yaxin was helping behind the scenes, the shock of that moment did make him forget everything, but Immediately afterwards, these questions from Xue Donglin undoubtedly poured the cold water of reality on his head.
He was indeed desperate to contact Yaxin, but what could he say and do? Go and beg Yaxin to come back and start over?
Is it still possible?
He couldn’t forget his feelings for Yaxin, but he couldn’t forget Li Xiaoxiao’s painful suicide. He couldn’t imagine what it would do to Li Xiaoxiao if he brought it up again at this time. Such harm. And he also understood that apart from not wanting to hurt Li Xiaoxiao for this reason, during this period of getting along, he had deep feelings for Li Xiaoxiao and was determined to spend his life with her. It was this kind of feeling that made him even more unable to face Li Xiaoxiao and imagine what kind of harm these things would cause to Li Xiaoxiao.
Moreover, Xue Donglin is right. Have those practical problems become indifferent or even disappeared over time? Can Xiaoyu accept him again? How will his father face his repeated mistakes and eventually abandon Li Xiaoxiao to be with Wang Yaxin again? If those injuries happen again, will Yaxin suffer even more? Can he solve it?
One side is the past relationship, the other side is the present, and both sides are the ones he once swore to protect for the rest of his life. Even the past feelings have not completely disappeared and have spread into the present; but the current feelings contain the future he hopes for most. Fang Zhiqiang felt a tearing pain deeply in his heart.
She is a good woman. I know the possible practical reasons. Two people may face a lot of problems and pain together. It is not necessarily who is at fault. I just feel that even if a person's efforts are not rewarded, at the very least, no one will be rewarded. It should be so unknown. As for whether you want to repay her or thank her, Yaxin actually doesn't need it. All she wants is your happiness."
"Me too It can be seen that you have a deep feeling for Miss Li, otherwise you would not be so desperate to help her. If you can really start over, that is also a good thing. Let the past go. Well, just know and remember that there was once a very good woman who loved you so deeply. Yaxin already has her own life. Even if you really want her contact information, I must ask her first. Agree, but you know, if she would agree, she should appear in front of you at this moment. So, Mr. Fang, you'd better know about this matter, even I am veryRegret, I feel like you should act like you don’t know anything. "Xue Donglin also sighed deeply, "Fate is really unfair. ”
Fang Zhiqiang sat stunned, how could he do what Xue Donglin said, pretending that nothing had happened. Especially when it was Yaxin, whom he once loved most. Fang Zhiqiang felt his heart tremble when he thought of the sacrifice, pain and forbearance behind the news. br /> “Yaxin, is she okay? And Xiaoyu, how is he? "It took a long time before Fang Zhiqiang could ask this sentence tremblingly. This was also the thing he cared about most.
"Everything is fine. Xiaoyu's condition is gradually improving. Yaxin is really a very strong woman, so strong that people can't bear it. Xue Donglin said solemnly, "Mr. Fang, I can't provide you with any other information. Of course, I know that technology and information are very advanced now, and you have all the abilities and conditions you have now." If you step over me and go to Yaxin, of course it is not a problem. It is not difficult to turn someone out of the sky these days. But I really hope that you do everything for the sake of Yaxin. If you really go to her, you won’t bother her just to express your gratitude, but you will fully consider what I just said. After talking about the problems mentioned above, make sure you can make her happy before going to her, instead of causing her more harm. She is a woman, and you should know how difficult it is. "
After Xue Donglin finished speaking, he looked at the time and said, "Mr. Fang, I was impulsive and the time I chose was wrong. There are still a lot of things going on right now, and the case is going to trial soon, which is very critical. The lawyer will come to see you tomorrow. I think you should put all your thoughts and experience into this lawsuit. "
After Xue Donglin said these words, he said goodbye and left. Fang Zhiqiang was in great pain and didn't know what to do.
" Yaxin. "He murmured the name unconsciously, and scenes from the past reappeared in front of him. Yaxin, who was cold at first, gradually understood through misunderstandings. After melting the cold shell little by little, the gentle and generous Yaxin, Yaxin, who always stayed by his side to give him warmth when he was most sad and in need; and Xiaoyu, who once jumped into his arms with joy when she saw him, Xiaoyu who believed that he was his father, There was also the scene of a family of three going to school activities, fighting for their own safety for a ranking. Those moments reappeared in front of his eyes. They were once so gentle, but now they were so sharp, as sharp as a knife, which cut his heart black and blue.
"Yaxin, why do you want to help me...why do you still love..." Fang Zhiqiang closed his eyes in pain and couldn't stop crying. Why does love make people so painful again and again? , he couldn’t understand.
But at this moment, the music suddenly sounded, "But I hope you understand that I am by your side, no matter how far away you are, even if you change your appearance, even if you forget me, you will always be there." They are all my beloved girls..." It was the ringtone of his cell phone, a call from Li Xiaoxiao. Li Xiaoxiao didn't want to talk about this song, but it could be seen that she also liked it deeply, so she specially took his mobile phone and set it as her exclusive ringtone for incoming calls.
Fang Zhiqiang held the phone until the ringing ended and the call automatically hung up because no one answered. Then he thought about it again, and then he woke up as if from a dream. He wiped away his tears and picked up the phone pretending to be nonchalant: "Xiaoxiao ?"
"What's wrong with you? Why don't you answer the phone?" Li Xiaoxiao asked strangely, "What's wrong with your voice? Why does it sound like you have a cold?"
"It's okay , maybe because the air conditioner is blowing, the nose is a little stuffy." Fang Zhiqiang said quickly, "Why are you calling at this time?"