Fang Zhiqiang has been tossing and turning on the bed like pancakes. He is obviously very tired, but all the things are turning over in his mind, and he is still in the same room with Li Xiaoxiao, so he really can't sleep and wants to talk to Li Xiaoxiao, but He was also afraid that Li Xiaoxiao would ignore him, so he was particularly troubled.

“Are you unable to sleep?” Li Xiaoxiao finally couldn’t help but asked him.

Fang Zhiqiang was so happy that he stood up: "Yes, yes, Xiaoxiao, can't you sleep too? You are looking at the long night, how about I tell you a story?" Or can you tell me?"

Li Xiaoxiao paused and said calmly: "Then you tell me, I'm asleep."

Fang Zhiqiang was choked After a moment, he actually didn’t have any stories. He was just looking for something to say. He bit the bullet and said: "Then do you want to listen to the story of Little Red Riding Hood and the Big Bad Wolf? Or the story of the Seven Fairies descending to earth? Or that Alibaba and a certain treasure... Ah no, Alibaba and the Forty Thieves..."

"If you can't sleep in the house, you should go outside." Li Xiaoxiao's voice was not that cold, but when he said these words , but it is tantamount to pouring cold water on Fang Zhiqiang. Fang Zhiqiang could only lie down in frustration: "Then I'd better sleep." This time he didn't dare to move, and he didn't even dare to breathe out, for fear of making Li Xiaoxiao unhappy again. Gotta get him out.

However, after a while, I heard Li Xiaoxiao speak: "Fang Zhiqiang, if it were before, you would accompany me like this, I would be very happy, especially happy, because this is the happiness I want. Simple. But you refused to give it at that time... Now you finally gave it, but I think that I may not want or need it. The cost of waiting for too long is too high, and I already feel disappointed. Between you and me, maybe There is really no fate, there is always one who loves when the other doesn't... Fang Zhiqiang, really don't be like this. When I see you doing this, I will think of me in the past, so stupid, so pitiful..."

In the end, Li Xiaoxiao couldn't help but said what was in her heart.

Fang Zhiqiang felt heavy in his heart, and after a long time he said: "Xiaoxiao, in my heart I really hope that you can come back to me and that we can love each other. But even if you don't want to, I will still do the same. You pay, no matter when. Because this is what I am willing to do."

"Indeed, when I do these things for you, I can't help but think of you in the past, when you were What does it feel like to do this for me? I don't feel tired or lost, or anything else, just happy and willing. When a person loves another person, he can really give everything for him. Only then did I truly understand how much you love me."

Li Xiaoxiao took a deep breath and answered slowly: "That is all in the past, and now I have trulyI don’t love you anymore. And why do you say you love me? You rejected me repeatedly before, because our family conditions are different, because you still love Yaxin and you can't forget her, because I am too willful... Are the reasons why you rejected me before just because of my suicide? Is it established again? Our family is still there, and you can't completely cut off your feelings for Yaxin just because I committed suicide. These are two things that have nothing to do with each other. As for my character, committing suicide only further proves that I am more willful than anyone else, that I don’t even cherish life, and that I am not a suitable person to be a partner. Being with you will only make you fearful and don’t know what I will do impulsively. What happened..."

"So I think you still have no love for me. It's just because suicide scares you and makes you worry that I will be impulsive in the future. You You feel responsible for me, maybe even because my parents asked you to treat me like you are now and let you be with me. This is most likely. "Li Xiaoxiao is really calm now, so calm that Fang Zhiqiang feels strange.

"Xiaoxiao! Fang Zhiqiang raised his voice and interrupted her, "I admit that I lied to you so much that you couldn't believe me." "

"Actually, I have always loved you, but I have been denying it and dare not admit it. Your suicide really scared me, not because I was afraid of what would happen if you were impulsive or willful, but because I was afraid that I would lose you. "

"I actually heard what you said to Wang Xia. I want to say that I am really not with you because of responsibility or anything else. I don't know if you still remember the first time you woke up, or if you heard the words I said to you. It should be those words that made you wake up. I am telling you that I want to take you away from the troubles here, far away, to Hoh Xil where you most want to go, hold you in my arms and gallop on the horse, and write our free love. Do you think these are responsibilities? "

"I have not forgotten what you told me, and I also want to do it with you. And do you still remember that song? "Fang Zhiqiang said, unable to help but tremble. He took out his mobile phone and clicked on the player, once again giving up his masterpiece "You Are My Most Beloved Girl".

Accompanied by Wang Feng's familiar singing voice, Fang Zhiqiang said slowly: "I think it was this song and those words that woke you up that day. This is also what I want to say to you most, all in this song. There is no responsibility in this song, only desperate love, which is what I want to give you most. "

"Xiaoxiao, I will not prove anything to you with words anymore. I hope to use time to prove it to you. "Fang Zhiqiang stopped talking. He got up and got out of bed, walked to Xiaoxiao's bed, hugged her gently again, asked her forehead, and whispered: "Xiaoxiao, I love you. ”

The moment he turned around, Li Xiaoxiao wasTears fell silently in the darkness. No matter how hard she tried to resist and control herself, Fang Zhiqiang could still defeat all the defenses in her heart with just one sentence. Li Xiaoxiao didn't understand why, even at the cost of his life, he still couldn't let go of Fang Zhiqiang's love, and why he burst into tears because of his simple three words.

Wang Feng’s desolate singing voice still echoed in the ward, while Li Xiaoxiao cried quietly for a long time.

This was another sleepless night for both of them.

Early the next morning, Fang Zhiqiang, with dark circles under his eyes and yawning, helped Li Xiaoxiao get up and wash up. Perhaps after her confession last night, Li Xiaoxiao was shocked. Although she did not agree to Fang Zhiqiang, she was obviously not so cold anymore, so she obediently let Fang Zhiqiang take care of him.

Then at this time, there was a knock on the door outside. Fang Zhiqiang's heart suddenly tightened. It was so early and it couldn't be the doctor's rounds, but it must not be those messy reporters who came back again after knowing that Yamei had another accident. He held a heart in his hand and asked as he walked over: "Who is it?"