Probably because he had just woken up, Li Xiaoxiao was not thinking or speaking coherently, and his reaction was still relatively slow. However, she finally understood. Then she looked back at her arm, stared at it for a while, and murmured to herself. Yu said: "I remembered... I cut my wrist with a knife, several times... and then a lot of blood flowed. When the bleeding stopped, I continued to cut... It hurt, but it hurt even more in my heart... "

Her eyes became clearer and clearer, and her words gradually became clearer. She obviously remembered everything: "I remember Qiangzi came over that day and said a lot of heartless words to me... I was I really couldn’t stand it anymore and I had a headache. I just wanted to let it go, so at night I..."

"I thought I was dead..."

"Xiaoxiao..." Fang Zhiqiang listened to her recalling what happened that night bit by bit, and his heart felt like a knife. He leaned next to Li Xiaoxiao and pressed close to Li Xiaoxiao's face: "Don't even think about it. Oh, Xiaoxiao, I'm sorry for you... I was wrong, I shouldn't have said those bastard words, I really know I was wrong. I swear to you, I will never say anything that hurts your heart again in this life. I have already told my uncle Auntie said that I must be with you well and will never hurt you in the slightest..."

"Yes, Xiaoxiao, Qiangzi had no choice at the time because he didn't want you to be with your uncle and aunt. He continued to be sad, so he was confused for a while, thinking that this would end it completely... but he didn't expect that you would be so sad... He really regretted it. You didn't know that you had been lying in bed for more than a week, and you had been lying there for more than a week. It is Qiangzi who is taking care of you. He almost never leaves the ward and stays with you wherever he goes. Moreover, he has shown his true feelings towards me and his uncle and aunt. In fact, he has always loved you, but he just didn’t dare to face it. I dare not admit it. Now that you wake up, stop thinking about those sad things and live a good life in the future." Wang Xia also explained eagerly. After all, everyone could see at this moment that Li Xiaoxiao was , and then slowly remembered the reason for her suicide, and for her, this was undoubtedly reliving that heartbreaking moment again.

However, Li Xiaoxiao didn’t speak for a long time, but his eyes became colder. Such eyes made Fang Zhiqiang feel panic for no reason. Such Li Xiaoxiao was completely unfamiliar to him, like someone else. Alone, he couldn't help but shout: "Xiaoxiao..."

Fang Zhiqiang instinctively realized that after waking up, Li Xiaoxiao would probably no longer be the same Li Xiaoxiao, especially My feelings for him may never be the same again. He looked at Li Xiaoxiao blankly, but couldn't say anything.

Li Xiaoxiao turned her gaze back to him, it was a cold look that he had never seen before, and then, what Li Xiaoxiao said made him feel like he had fallen into an ice cave.

What Li Xiaoxiao said was very simple, just a few words: "Fang Zhiqiang, you goWell, I don't want to see you. "

"Xiaoxiao, I really love you. I know that I was too wrong in the past and hurt you too deeply. Can you let me make it up to you in the future? You can hit me, scold me, hate me or whatever, but don't let me leave, okay? "After Fang Zhiqiang came to his senses, he endured the pain of his heart being completely broken and begged bitterly.

He never imagined that one day, the situation between him and Li Xiaoxiao would be completely reversed. The way Li Xiaoxiao asked him to leave was even more ruthless and cold than when he asked Li Xiaoxiao to leave. It was at this moment that Fang Zhiqiang truly understood what Li Xiaoxiao had gone through. It was heartbreaking.

However, in the end, Fang Zhiqiang walked out of the ward dejectedly. Li Xiaoxiao only said one sentence and completely turned him into a wooden man. Li Xiaoxiao closed his eyes and couldn't even look at it. Not wanting to look at him again, he just said coldly: "You think my suicide once is not enough, and you want me to die again, more thoroughly? ”

Fang Zhiqiang didn’t dare anymore. Anyone who stood in front of him at this moment and refused to let him see Li Xiaoxiao would only become his enemy. But it was Li Xiaoxiao. He had no way to do it. He absolutely Li Xiaoxiao could not be allowed to commit suicide again, so he could only endure the heartache: "Okay, I'll go out first. I know I have done too many wrong things and I shouldn't ask for your forgiveness, but please don't hurt yourself again. "Then he walked out of the ward silently.

Of course Fang Zhiqiang did not leave, just sitting on the bench in the corridor blankly. The bitterness in his heart had reached the point where it could not be increased. He was serious. Unexpectedly, Li Xiaoxiao committed suicide for him; and this method indeed awakened his feelings for Li Xiaoxiao. For so many days, he was the one who protected Li Xiaoxiao and awakened Li Xiaoxiao, but Li Xiaoxiao woke up. The first thing he did after the incident was to drive him away. Fang Zhiqiang felt that this was simply the biggest mockery of fate. How he treated Li Xiaoxiao in the past was now being repaid to him in this way.

He didn’t care how fate would retaliate against him. Anyway, he had gotten used to it over the years. But what he couldn’t accept was why his relationship with Li Xiaoxiao had to go through such twists and turns: it was so difficult He mustered up all his courage, but Li Xiaoxiao cut off his feelings.

But Fang Zhiqiang also knew that the heartache he felt at this moment was nothing compared to what Li Xiaoxiao had experienced before. . His efforts are far inferior to what Li Xiaoxiao did. Moreover, Li Xiaoxiao escaped death once, and the past feelings may have become the most profound pain for her. She is indeed He should hate Fang Zhiqiang and not forgive him so easily.

But Fang Zhiqiang knows that he will not retreat as easily as before. If Li Xiaoxiao hates him and refuses to forgive him, then he will Work hard like Li Xiaoxiao once did, and strive for Li Xiaoxiao’s forgiveness.

"Twist and twists and turns, didn't Tang Seng also get the true scripture through ninety-nine and eighty-one difficulties? No matter how difficult it is, soldiers will come to block water and earth, as long as I can be with Xiaoxiao in the end, what will I do? Not afraid either." Fang Zhiqiang comforted himself. In fact, it was purely to cheer himself up. The current situation made his heart feel empty, as if he was floating in mid-air and unable to touch the ground.

Fang Zhiqiang sat on the bench like this for a long time, until the doctor came over to complete the examination. Then inside, Li Xiaoxiao’s mother was talking to Li Xiaoxiao, and there was a vague Sobbing. Wang Xia came out, sat in front of him, looked forward and said: "The doctor said that there is basically no problem. We just need to wait for the stitches to be removed from the wound, stabilize it, and wait for the body to recover."

Fang Zhiqiang nodded mechanically and said nothing. Wang Xia turned her head, glanced at him, and sighed: "You won't be hit by Xiaoxiao like this and then start to back off again, right?"
< br /> Fang Zhiqiang shook his head without thinking: "No. If that were the case, I wouldn't be sitting here stupidly, so I would just go back."

PS: Still. There are three chapters that will be uploaded later