These are past events buried in my heart that I almost never touch. When Fang Zhiqiang mentioned it, he couldn't help himself. He looked up at the night sky to prevent tears from accidentally falling: "I don't even know where she got the money or where she bought that thing. Besides, I'm at the university." At that time, even MP3s were no longer popular. Soon there were many new gadgets. Even tapes were rarely available on the market. There was no need for that repeater..."
Fang Zhiqiang I couldn't talk any more, so I could only smoke with my head down.
Li Xiaoxiao was completely stunned. When Fang Zhiqiang talked about rural people eating dog meat, she still thought it was cruel. But when the truly cruel side of life was revealed, she realized what it was. Real cruelty.
"This is the fate I'm telling you. In mountain villages, the fate of dogs is to be eaten, and the fate of people is to struggle. Some can get ahead, but most of them will be eaten for the rest of their lives. Trapped in the mountains, like my dad, like my aunts and uncles, any of my neighbors, and my cousin." Fang Zhiqiang said seriously at the end.
"I'm sorry, Qiangzi, I shouldn't have said this to make you sad." Li Xiaoxiao covered her mouth and burst into tears. She really didn't expect that deep in the mountains, what she saw Behind the seemingly warm pastoral life, there is such a cruel truth. She didn't understand before, but now she understands. "I didn't expect that the reality would be like this, that there would be so many poor people..."
Fang Zhiqiang looked at Li Xiaoxiao. It was obvious that Li Xiaoxiao felt the same way and was even more invested than him. He was still sad. At that moment, an unprecedented sense of distance suddenly surged in his heart again. Li Xiaoxiao would probably never experience his life, but that was fine, she shouldn't know the cruelty of fate.
"Of course you can't think of it, because in your world, all this is impossible. In your world, dogs are pets, and they should eat imported dog food, drink milk, and There are people who take care of them carefully; in your world, girls should be pampered like treasures. But outside of your world, there are many other worlds, which are very different from yours."
< br />Fang Zhiqiang didn’t mean to blame anything, he just spoke slowly. "This is what I told you. You grew up drinking milk, and I grew up eating sweet potatoes. Our lives are fundamentally different. But I forgot to mention that there are some people who can't even eat sweet potatoes. ." Fang Zhiqiang exhaled heavily. This night was very beautiful. It was rare for him and Li Xiaoxiao to relax like this. They were able to go out and chat. It was very pleasant and comfortable. But now, he only felt infinitely heavy in his heart.
Li Xiaoxiao had cried so much that she could not speak at all. She could only sob and said: "Qiangzi, I'm sorry, I really didn't know this was like this..."
On the side Xiaoxiao didn't understand why Li Xiaoxiao suddenly cried and squatted beside herUnder its feet, it whined anxiously and barked at Fang Zhiqiang. It probably thought that Fang Zhiqiang bullied Li Xiaoxiao and made Li Xiaoxiao cry.
"Stop crying, silly girl, you are sorry. The only person you can say sorry to is the unfair God who plays with people's fate. What's wrong with you?" Fang Zhiqiang Patting Li Xiaoxiao's shoulder, he patiently coaxed Li Xiaoxiao.
"I really don't know this..." Li Xiaoxiao was still crying.
Fang Zhiqiang smiled bitterly: "What's the use of knowing? You are not God. If you know, you can change their destiny."
However, Li Xiaoxiao was very stubborn. : "Yes, I can find a way to help them, so that they will suffer less and have more opportunities to change their destiny. This is really unfair and miserable. Qiangzi, tell me, your cousin is here Oh, I'm going to find her."
Her words shocked Fang Zhiqiang: "Don't, that place is a poor place, not a place you can go to. Besides, it's my turn to do this. No? That's my cousin, so don't get involved. When I get home, I will take the time to go back and see her, and try my best to help her."
"No, tell me, I can use some of the resources around me to mobilize some donations, or offer love and other activities, which is much better than your power alone." Li Xiaoxiao wiped her tears and said very stubbornly.
Looking at Li Xiaoxiao wiping her tears, looking sad but strong, Fang Zhiqiang felt a warm current in his heart. Li Xiaoxiao is really a very kind girl, even if he has nothing to do with her. As a stranger, she couldn't help but watch others suffer.
"Okay, okay, let me tell you." Fang Zhiqiang was moved and helpless, and told Li Xiaoxiao the name of the small remote town that he had never been to: "But that place Too poor and too young, I don’t think you can find it on Baidu. Silly girl, that’s what I’m telling you, why don’t we change the topic?”
However, Li Xiaoxiao was very serious, I entered that very convoluted place name into my phone and saved it. Then he blinked his big tearful eyes and looked at Fang Zhiqiang: "I'm fine. You can tell me more about this in the future. I must find a way to help them."
Fang Zhiqiang secretly thought in his heart He muttered: He would never dare to say this to Li Xiaoxiao again, otherwise this girl would be sad to death if she heard this every day. But he still had to coax Li Xiaoxiao; "Okay, but this problem cannot be solved by you and me in a few days. Let's find a way first to make ourselves stronger. Only then can we help more people." ."
"I know, Qiangzi." Li Xiaoxiao nodded seriously, "After I go back, I will check the information in this area and try to do more for them."
“How did I turn you into the Virgin Mary?” Fang Zhiqiang shook his head and said with a smile.
Fang Zhiqiang tried his best to change the topic and made other jokes, finally bringing Li Xiaoxiao's mood back. The two of them walked aimlessly along the long street and saw many special snacks and some exquisite gadgets sold on the street. In the past, Li Xiaoxiao would have cheered and bought a lot, but today she just looked at it and turned away. In order to make her happy, Fang Zhiqiang asked her one by one: "Do you want to eat this? I'll buy it for you." Is this good to eat? Do you want this very fun thing?"
However, Li Xiaoxiao shook his head and replied with two words: "No." This surprised Fang Zhiqiang: "You are not the favorite Why don’t you want any of these snack gadgets?”
“It’s better to save this money and donate it to people in poor areas so that they can have a better meal.” Li Xiaoxiaodu He closed his mouth and whispered.
Only then did Fang Zhiqiang realize that she still hadn’t come out and was still thinking about this matter. This made him moved and distressed: "You girl, why are you so stupid? It is said that every man is responsible for the rise and fall of the world, but it is not said that the little girl is responsible. Look at you so thin, don't take all the burdens on yourself. Is it good?"