As Nie Qian spoke, she suddenly looked at Fang Zhiqiang and laughed: "Qiangzi, don't you think that the way you are now is like a boyfriend explaining to his girlfriend, for fear that his friends will misunderstand her?"
"I..." Fang Zhiqiang was at a loss for words. After realizing it, he quickly said: "You have misunderstood. She and I have nothing to do, they are just good friends, and she She's really a nice person... I'm worried that sometimes she speaks uncontrollably, and those words she just said will make you feel uncomfortable." He said unnaturally: "I was quite angry when she asked her questions. Please explain."
Nie Qian was silent for a moment. She didn't laugh this time, but said slowly and calmly: "Qiangzi, we have known each other for many years, and we were... together so much. Over time, I actually know you very well. You are a somewhat macho man with a strong self-esteem, and you are constantly strengthening your self-esteem. I can understand that we are all children from poor families. Trying to maintain the most ridiculous self-esteem. However, sometimes, this makes us unclear about our truest inner thoughts."
"Qiangzi, you actually like it, no, I should say yes. Love, you love her. It's just that you don't even notice it yourself, or, more likely, you know it but are unwilling to admit it or face it." Nie Qian said like an old friend. Fang Zhiqiang spoke earnestly and sincerely. She was not as sharp or forceful as Liu Yan. She just spoke very gently, which made Fang Zhiqiang find it difficult to refute her.
"No man can resist the temptation of a girl like Li Xiaoxiao. What's more, she is so fanatical about you, who can't see it? I don't believe in a girl like her , who would not be moved by loving someone like this? There is only one possibility, you love her but don’t dare to love her."
Nie Qian said and smiled bitterly: "I don’t know, Does it have anything to do with the harm I caused you before? But Qiangzi, for a long time, I really wanted to have an opportunity like today to seriously say sorry to you. So I am very grateful to Xiaoxiao. If it were not for her, Maybe I will never be able to say these three simple words to you in my whole life, but after talking to her so much today, I really recalled that time... I'm sorry, Qiangzi."
"I admit that I do still have feelings for you. Even when I first returned to you, I had extravagantly hoped that you and I would have a chance to start over again, but I know that this It feels like you are successful in life now, and there are still people who like you, not to mention such an excellent Li Xiaoxiao, so I am jealous of such a reality comparison."
Maybe it was this night Li Xiaoxiao's accident made Nie Qian completely open her heart, and in such an environment, only the two of them were left.Yu can express all the words in his heart happily. Nie Qian confessed like never before: "I'm really jealous of Xiaoxiao. She can have everything in her life, but I have nothing except looks and hard work. That's why I had no choice but to give up the original capital that God gave me." I regard it as the biggest support in life, even as a bargaining chip and a bet, to exchange for a lifetime of happiness...until reality wakes me up from the dream."
When Nie Qian said this, her eyes were filled with tears. She shed painful tears. It was not that she had confessed to Fang Zhiqiang, but Fang Zhiqiang always felt that she had brought it upon herself and was not willing to listen at all. But this night, Li Xiaoxiao opened a channel called forgiveness for them, so that they finally had Opportunity to face each other and themselves who were once young and frivolous and did not understand love.
Fang Zhiqiang silently took out the paper from the tissue box and handed it to Nie Qian in the back row. He didn't want to say anything, and he didn't feel the need to say anything. All Nie Qian needed was to listen and vent. But now that these years have passed, the remaining relationship between the two can only allow him to be a loyal listener.
Nie Qian wiped her tears with a tissue and said: "I even hated it and felt that the world was not fair at all. I thought that if I had a family background like hers, then I would It was absolutely impossible to make that choice at the beginning, and I would never miss you or lose you. I even believe that even you may always think that if she were a girl with poor family conditions like me, It is impossible for her to love you so crazily. But after talking to her tonight, I suddenly understood that it is not like that at all. With her simplicity, persistence, and tenacious efforts, with or without such a family background, she They are all worthy of the most perfect and sincere feelings; she has been living abroad, growing up and receiving education there. Her class has destined her to be surrounded by better people. Even in terms of material things, could it be that the people she met The temptations are not more and more powerful than what we have encountered? But she can still stick to her true self, which already explains everything."
Fang Zhiqiang was completely speechless Come on, he really didn't expect to hear such analysis and appreciation of Xiaoxiao from Nie Qian, which also spoke directly to his heart.
He didn’t understand that what Nie Qian said was true, and it did speak to his heart. For Li Xiaoxiao, all the reasons were just because he couldn't pass his own test.
Liu Yan likes Xiaoxiao so much, Zheng Mingjie tries her best to get Xiaoxiao, Wang Xia protects Xiaoxiao like that, even Yaxin said that Xiaoxiao is a good girl, and even he himself instinctively refuses but still refuses. She couldn't escape from wanting to protect this girl who was stupid for love. Now even Nie Qian was talking about how good Xiaoxiao was. It was not God's favor to her, but that she really deserved such good things.
But what about him, Fang Zhiqiang, can he really afford this? The better Xiaoxiao is, the more he feels that he is not like this at allNot worthy of her. Fang Zhiqiang almost blurted out, told Nie Qian what happened between him and Wang Xia, it was no longer that he didn't want to, but that he couldn't! He doesn't deserve it!
When I am with Li Xiaoxiao, I always feel guilty in my heart. I am sorry for Li Xiaoxiao and I am also sorry for Wang Xia. Could it be that when he is with Li Xiaoxiao, will Wang Xia feel better? Fang Zhiqiang either couldn't see it or didn't understand that behind Wang Xia's pretentious generosity, there were actually many wounds.
The person who caused this dilemma was himself.
Fang Zhiqiang was at a loss in his heart. The hand holding the steering wheel instinctively knew the direction to go, but his heart seemed to be hidden in a deep fog. He had no idea how to choose. known.