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Chapter 844 Confusion (Twelve)

"I just ask you. If you see Xiaoxiao in pain and want to live, and the pain is because of this thing between you and me, your Will your conscience be at peace?" Wang Xia asked aggressively.

　"Also, can't you think about me? I am her sister, the person she once trusted the most. If she knows that you and I have done this kind of thing, you let me What should I do with her in the future? How should I face her? What will she think when she sees me: I trust you so much and treat you as my closest sister, but you ended up sleeping with the man I love most. Do you think she can Can you bear it? This is a double blow to her! Do you want her to hate me to death?" Wang Xia dropped the heaviest bomb, "Do you really want her to die?"
< br />"Can you not impose your saintly standards on us ordinary people?" Wang Xia was almost hysterical at the last sentence.

Fang Zhiqiang was immediately speechless. Every word Wang Xia accused him hurt his heart, and every word was right. He had always been like this, always insisting that he was right and insisting on his pedantic and ridiculous things. Standards, thinking that this is right and good for everyone, but the result is that it hurts everyone again and again.

"I'm sorry." Fang Zhiqiang said with difficulty. Apart from these three words, he really had nothing to say.

　"I won't tell Xiaoxiao, I won't make her feel uncomfortable, and I won't increase your pain. But I really can't face Xiaoxiao. Please forgive me. Some of my natural character flaws are In this way, I also want to ask you to persuade Xiaoxiao to stop doing anything to me. I really don’t deserve it. The world is so big and there are really many people suitable for her. Let her hurry up and find her. A truly beloved person, as for me, just treat it as a memory. Don’t think of it in the future. Let time slowly change and forget it." Fang Zhiqiang said, standing up, "I really want to leave. You Go back early, pay attention to safety, take care, and call me when you are sure."

Fang Zhiqiang said, walked to the bar, paid the bill, and staggered out of the cafe .

His heart hurts, it really hurts. Who doesn’t want to be together for the rest of his life and live this life peacefully, but his feelings are destined to be a messy game of chess, and he has been All bets are lost. He loved Nie Qian, but ended up with such a miserable ending; he loved Yaxin, but in the end Yaxin was forced to leave a foreign country; does he love Xiaoxiao? But I don't even dare to admit it, I don't even have the courage to see my heart clearly, because once admitted, it will cause more harm. He was even thinking that if he had not walked out of the mountain from the beginning and followed his father's wishes, found a female teacher or nurse doctor on a blind date, and got married early, maybe nowAs a husband and a father, there won't be so many twists and turns, and it won't bring pain to so many people.

Wang Xia followed him and walked out. Watching Fang Zhiqiang’s figure walking away step by step in the night, she suddenly couldn’t help shouting: “Fang Zhiqiang!”

Fang Zhiqiang stopped and slowly looked back at her: "What's wrong?"

Wang Xia approached him step by step, as if she wanted to see him clearly, silently After waiting for a while, he finally asked: "Fang Zhiqiang, if there was no Xiaoxiao and no one else, would you be willing to start with me and fall in love with me?"

This She asked with all her courage. Although Wang Xia was bold, she was not even as good as Li Xiaoxiao in terms of relationships between men and women. After having a relationship with Fang Zhiqiang, she had been questioning herself painfully, and finally couldn't help but asked this question.

Fang Zhiqiang was stunned for a moment and nodded instinctively: "Yes."

A woman like Wang Xia is actually very difficult to refuse. Sister Feng, even if Fang Zhiqiang shouts that his soul is out of body, it is impossible for him to take another look. But Wang Xia is different. She is not only beautiful in appearance and hot in figure, but also has a bold personality. In her heart, there is the soul of a fragile little girl who is jealous and longs for warmth and security. I wonder what man can resist it. Moreover, Fang Zhiqiang has known Wang Xia for so long and knows that she is righteous, generous, straightforward, and has countless advantages in her character. In a word, if there were no Li Xiaoxiao, Wang Yaxin or others, maybe Fang Zhiqiang would really be tempted by Wang Xia , thus falling in love with her.

　"You are a very, very good girl, but I didn't know you well enough before. You deserve to be loved, don't close yourself easily, and don't feel that there is no good girl in the world because of my mistakes. Man. I am just a scumbag, but you will encounter better and more worthy relationships in the future."

Wang Xia smiled, a very sad smile: "Qiangzi, I am very grateful to you. , thank you for saying these words to me, it makes me feel that no matter how asshole you are with me, it is still different from animal instinct. In my heart, I still hope to give myself to feelings instead of desires. No matter you are Comfort or truth, I accept both. Do you know? I envy Xiaoxiao, her belief and persistence in love, and her courage to fight against all odds. I didn’t believe in feelings before, let alone be tempted by others, but after meeting you , may be a fresh start in my life... But it turns out that it was just a part of the road I took. From now on, I will still have to go back to the original path. You don’t belong to me, and I don’t belong to you, even though I really I... like you very much, maybe I didn’t realize it before.”

“I hate your pedantry and rigidity, I hate you smoking, I hate you going out to do things unruly, and I especially hate you being so disrespectful to others. Emotions are wavering, and I don’t even know what I like or want.I know, but I still hate you for always hurting Xiaoxiao. But I don’t know why I like you like this..."

Wang Xia took a deep breath and then said: "But it really can only be like this. What I like about you is just that. There are only so many, but compared to Xiaoxiao, they are still far behind. I still hope that you can treat Xiaoxiao well and don't reject her, let alone hurt her. Among the three of us, one of us must be happy. I hope you can give Xiaoxiao the happiness she wants. "

"I'm leaving. Wang Xia waved her hand, "Qiangzi, I have liked you." goodbye. "

Her posture was very much like saying goodbye. After saying this, she immediately turned around and disappeared into the darkness without stopping, leaving Fang Zhiqiang standing there, stunned. For a long, long time.

Fang Zhiqiang drove the car, keeping the windows open along the way. The wind outside kept pouring in, almost making him cry. He would never I dare to drink, but I really hope that I can get drunk quickly, forget everything, and let the damn fate go with the wind.