"Wanting, at some point, I hope you can live the life you want and be yourself." Fang Zhiqiang said seriously.
Fang Zhiqiang knows too well how much Huang Wanting has suffered and how many grievances she has endured. He also knows that getting to this point was her biggest dream. He also had that phone call with Xiao Man. He planned to call Huang Wanting out, apologize to her, and persuade her to reach a reconciliation with Sister Yang. After all, everything she had finally won should not be given up easily.
But listening to Huang Wanting say this, Fang Zhiqiang could feel her deep tiredness and helplessness. Suddenly he began to feel confused. He didn't know whether he should persuade Huang Wanting or not. Keep on living this life.
At this time, Huang Wanting directly threw the question to him. She took a sip of wine and asked Fang Zhiqiang: "Qiangzi, you came to me today to persuade me to make peace with Sister Yang. Okay, return to the normal track and return to the original life?"
When Huang Wanting asked this question, Huang Wanting looked at Fang Zhiqiang so steadily, as if she wanted to learn from his See the truest answer in your eyes.
The look in her eyes made Fang Zhiqiang stunned for a while before he replied: "I did think so before I came to talk to you about this. Because I don't want you to give up on your dream easily. But now, I don’t want to advise you to do this. I just hope that you can realize the life of your dreams."
Huang Wanting was silent for a while, then slowly drank and said: "I used to think, That kind of life is my dream, but after realizing it, I realized that there is a gap between dream and reality, and the gap may not be as big as usual."
"I don't know now. Is this the price I pay for my dream, or is this not my dream at all? I have been wrong all along. In fact, I don’t know what I want.”
She Looking at Fang Zhiqiang: "Do you still remember what I told you? What I will never forget the most is the days when I went to sell vegetables with you and went to the Central Square to sing. For me now, going to the Central Square to sing , but it has become my biggest dream and wish. I really want to be like before, no need to worry about anything, no need to ask anything, just hold the guitar and sing my own songs with concentration. If someone gives money and others applaud, it will be regarded as appreciation. It doesn’t matter if no one is listening.”
“I thought your dream was to tour the world and give concerts.” Fang Zhiqiang tried to lighten the atmosphere, “In that case, I can’t do it. But if it’s that simple It’s so easy to realize your dream. As long as you are not a big star, we can sing and sing freely at any time, as long as the urban management does not come to rush us."
Huang Wanting smiled lightly: "The simplest thing is Dreams may be the most difficult to realize. When the day comes, you mayAlready successful and famous, the company has grown in size, it may even be on the wealth list, the company has achieved its goal of going public, etc. At that time, will you still be able to leave all your identities behind and sing with me? "
"I have never thought about what you said. "Fang Zhiqiang thought for a moment and said, Huang Wanting's words made him feel a little agitated, "I'm really not an ambitious person. For a long time, I was pushed forward by life without any intention at all. dream. But if such a day really comes, I promise you, I will still take off my suit, untie my tie, put on a T-shirt, jeans and ripped sneakers, and go out singing with you holding the guitar. After singing, I will come and eat the simplest barbecue. , drink the cheapest beer. "
"Qiangzi..." Huang Wanting stared at him blankly until her eyes became moist, shiny, and there were obviously twinkling tears. She has always been a particularly strong image, No matter how difficult it was, it seemed that she never shed tears. She quickly wiped it with the back of her hand and said seriously: "Remember what you said today. Maybe one day, I will come back and ask you to fulfill today's promise." . I take your words seriously. ”
“I didn’t lie to you or just say it. Fang Zhiqiang also said seriously, "Whenever you come to me and ask me to go singing with you, I will go with you without hesitation." "
Huang Wanting raised her glass: "Okay. Let’s drink to our dreams. "
The plastic disposable cups hit each other, the beer spilled out, and both of them drank it all in one go.
"Thank you, Qiangzi. "Huang Wanting said to Fang Zhiqiang.
"Thank you for what? Fang Zhiqiang said with a wry smile, "I didn't do anything for you, but you did me such a big favor and caused yourself great misfortune. It's me who should say thank you and I'm sorry." "
"No, I should be the one thanking you. Thank you for treating me to this meal, thank you for drinking with me, chatting with me, and allowing me to rediscover...the feeling I had before. "Huang Wanting said slowly, "And thank you for your promise, which will make me feel that I can survive the difficult days in the future, because there is a dream waiting for me ahead; and thank you, this time It's a troublesome thing, but I'm helping you. I have no regrets. And I also saw a lot of things clearly. Since I entered the entertainment industry, I have hardly had a day to truly rest. I always have various arrangements. I never have the time and opportunity to calm down and see the people around me and my own heart clearly, but this period of time is really It's a rare opportunity. Although I still train as usual every day, I don't have to deal with reporters or smile at some people against my will. In fact, I also have a rest, and it allows me to calm down and think about what I told you. ”
Fang Zhiqiang vaguely realized that Huang Wanting had to make an important decision, and he was also afraidZhi Neng could guess what kind of decision that was.
"Qiangzi, I will apologize to Sister Yang, ask her to forgive me, and resume cooperation with her and the company. I will change myself, at least on the surface, maybe Cater to this circle. But Qiangzi, I have not given up on my dream, but I know that in order to realize the dream, people must transcend reality. I don’t have such capital now, so I must compromise first. I will make myself stronger , and all of this is my preparation for my dream." Huang Wanting said, "But in front of you, I will always be Huang Wanting, the same Huang Wanting who shares instant noodles with you and helps you sell vegetables."
Huang Wanting's words made Fang Zhiqiang's mood agitated, but also had a hint of complicated feelings. Huang Wanting was almost a completely closed-minded person and never showed any emotions, so her words, Fang Zhiqiang always feels that it is very different from the dialogue between friends.
"I will always be the strong child I once was, and I will never change my feelings for you." In Fang Zhiqiang's heart, Huang Wanting has always been a very important person, and this relationship goes far beyond the ordinary Friendship involves too much tacit understanding, understanding and trust.