"Farewell? Where are you going?" Fang Zhiqiang asked with his eyes widened.

“Australia.” Wang Yaxin said directly to Fang Zhiqiang.

"What? Going abroad?" Fang Zhiqiang was shocked.

　"Well, yes. Xiaoyu is everything to me, he is the most important to me. For him, I don't want anything, as long as I can make him healthy, I can do whatever I want Everyone is willing. The decision to go abroad was also the result of discussion after I saw several psychiatrists. Xiaoyu needs a strange environment, an environment that is completely unfamiliar to him, because he is afraid of getting tired of these people in the current environment, so , only a new and unfamiliar environment will give him the confidence to contact the outside world. Only contact, coupled with my gradual care, can he slowly get better, and this is a long process. And going abroad, It is the best choice. Of so many countries, only Australia is easy to immigrate to, and the conditions are good in all aspects, so I chose that." Wang Yaxin explained to Fang Zhiqiang.

"Hey, hey, why did you suddenly call me to ask me for dinner today? It turns out...it turned out to be to say goodbye to me." Fang Zhiqiang had very complicated thoughts in his heart, even for himself Thoughts that I can’t explain clearly.

"I'm sorry, Zhiqiang, please don't blame me." Wang Yaxin nodded and said to Fang Zhiqiang.

“Have you...already decided?” Fang Zhiqiang asked Wang Yaxin after a while.

"It has been decided, and all the visa matters have been processed. On my side, I have transferred my office to someone else, and I have sold the house and car where I live. This matter , we have been preparing for it since the beginning of the year, and it has been more than two months now." Wang Yaxin said.

“When are you going to leave?” Fang Zhiqiang asked again.

"Tomorrow."

"Leaving tomorrow? To Australia?" Fang Zhiqiang was surprised again.

“Yes.” Wang Yaxin nodded.

Fang Zhiqiang looked at Wang Yaxin blankly, then smiled to himself, took out a cigarette from his pocket, lit it, and smoked quietly.

Wang Yaxin did not speak, and just watched Fang Zhiqiang sitting on the chair and smoking quietly.

Two people were sitting at the table. The table was filled with dishes, but they just sat around the table, and neither of them moved their chopsticks.

"Tell me, do you have to go abroad because of Xiaoyu's illness or because you want to escape me?" Fang Zhiqiang suddenly asked Wang Yaxin.

　“Why do you ask that?”

　“It’s nothing, I just have this feeling that you are doing it for me.Avoid me. "Fang Zhiqiang shook his head and said.

"Yes, I admit, it is true, not only for Xiaoyu's illness, but also to avoid you. "Wang Yaxin nodded and said, then tears suddenly flowed out again. She looked at Fang Zhiqiang and said: "In Sichuan, at your home, in the hospital, I have made up my mind that I will never see you again in this life, and I will never have anything to do with you again. Any contact, I will forget you, completely forget you. Because if we meet again it will only be pain, endless pain. Therefore, I acted very ruthlessly. You don’t know how much courage I needed to be so ruthless towards you. I deleted your number, added it to the blacklist, packed up all your things, and drove your car there, leaving it all at Liu Yan’s house, just so I wouldn’t see you again, because I'm afraid, I'm afraid that when I see you again, you won't be able to control your emotions. I'm afraid that I will be swayed by my emotions again, which will only harm you and me. "

"However, it is easier said than done. In the past two months, I have been thinking about you all the time. I have called your name in my dreams countless times and watched you leave me. I was frightened to wake up when I was far away. Only after I woke up from the fright did I realize that you and I are already strangers. Many, many times, I couldn't help but want to find you. Sometimes, I controlled myself, and sometimes, I didn't. Many times I drove my car to the foot of the building where you lived and looked at the lights in your house downstairs. The longer time goes by, the more I can't control myself. I miss you and I love you. Especially after what happened to Xiaoyu, I was very hesitant and helpless. At this time, I couldn't control myself and wanted to find you. I just wanted you to hug me. I just wanted to Let me lean on your shoulder, because I am really too tired. The more times like this, the more I miss you. "

"It is said that the longer time passes, the easier it is to forget someone, but for me, the longer time passes, the more I miss you. I feel more and more that I can no longer control myself. But I also know that we can no longer be together, even if there is a little ambiguity between each other, because you and I know the ending, and for us, the ending is painful. Especially Xiaoyu is like this now. He regards you as his enemy and cannot let you meet him again. This is what the doctor said. If you can't even meet, how can you live together? Even during this period, I gave myself a lot of comfort and gave myself a lot of excuses to remarry you and be with you, but I can never get around this one. He is my son and I can’t live without him. , I can't ignore him. It is because of this that we cannot be together after all. "

"I began to be afraid, I was afraid, I was afraid that I would be unable to control myself and go to you, and the consequences of that would only be that you and I would fall into boundless pain again, the pain of being in a dilemma. So, I want to escape, escape, escape this city with you, escape this environment, and be with the littleLike Yu, I also want to start over, because I am tired. This relationship makes me so tired. I also hope to start over. I can't stand this relationship anymore. I want to go to a place without your breath at all. Only there can I be reborn. This kind of life now makes me miserable and almost suffocating every day. This relationship is too painful. You and I are so tired of loving each other. Even though we have been separated and divorced, it has not become any easier at all. "After Wang Yaxin finished speaking, she was already in tears.

"I originally thought I would be rational, but when facing you and this relationship, my rationality failed completely. I never thought that one day I would be like a teenage girl, tortured by a man and a relationship that would make life worse than death. "Wang Yaxin looked at the world outside the window quietly.