"Your father has actually always been in poor health. You don't know this. He stays at home alone and has to do farm work. He works hard. He thinks about paying off your debts. It crushes his body. He doesn't go there even if he is sick. Instead of going to the hospital for examination and treatment, I often go to the village doctor to get medicine myself. My health is getting worse and worse, and we don’t listen. He just wants to save money and pay off the debt for your unsatisfactory son, and also earn money. Money is given to you to get a wife. Your parents have done this. What else can you do? Your father’s body was all for you and was harmed by you. Your father is only fifty-seven years old this year, but look at this. Do you look like you are fifty-seven? You are almost seventy-seven. Why? Isn’t it all for you? Do you have any conscience? I asked the doctor that this illness is caused by long-term stomach problems. It's only because of this that you have not been treated. Ask yourself, as a son, have you done your duty?"
"Look at the bastard things you have done over the years. Your father was looking for connections everywhere, please Grandpa sued grandma and let you pass the civil service examination and work in the town government. What a good thing it was. But you ended up borrowing money from all your relatives and friends for a woman. You borrowed hundreds of thousands. Hundreds of thousands, but the money was owed and the woman ran away. She was defrauded of hundreds of thousands, which made your mother angry to death. Then, you even quit your job, carrying a bag and still angry with your father. Run out, do you know? After you left, your dad was so angry that he lay in bed for half a month. He was given IV drips every day. There was no one around to take care of you. I was the only one who went over to take care of you at noon and night every day. Dad cooks. This is all your fault. But what about your dad? Although he is angry, a son is always a son. He still has to keep working, making money, and living frugally. For two years, he has not bought anything. He ate meat once, never bought a single piece of clothing, and even gave up drinking, just to make money for you to pay off his debts. Later, when he heard that you paid off all your debts, he started saving money again to prepare for you to marry a wife. But what about you? You What kind of woman did you bring back today? Without saying a word or saying hello, you just got married by yourself. Do you still have your father in your heart? Not to mention asking for your father's consent, you must at least get married before Please inform me? Isn't this too much to ask? And you? Also, who did you bring back? You brought back a widow who was divorced or whose husband died. The child is already so old, don't you think? What does this mean? But do you know what it means here? Only fools, blind men, and lame people will marry a widow, or someone whose wife is dead will marry a widow. Are you? You are the only one in our village. College students are the pride of our village. Do you want your dad to be unable to hold his head up for the rest of his life? How do you want your dad to behave in the future? See for yourself. Look at your dad like this. If he wasn't destined to be lucky, he would just die today. I'm so angry with you." Aunt Fang Zhiqiang became angrier as she spoke.
"It is said that raising children is for old age, but if I have a son like you, I would rather not have one. Sooner or later, your father's life will be ruined by you. Today's slap , I was playing for your father, I was playing for your mother, youWhether you hold grudges against me or not, I have said this, you want to hear it or not. If you have a conscience, then touch your own conscience and ask yourself, are you worthy of your father? I still have something to do at school, so I'll leave first and come back tomorrow. If something happens to your dad in the hospital, you...just figure it out yourself. "Fang Zhiqiang's aunt looked disappointed with Fang Zhiqiang. After saying that, she covered Fang Zhiqiang's father with the quilt, and then walked out angrily.
And Fang Zhiqiang burst into tears again. , he didn’t know many of the things his aunt said, and he didn’t realize many of the things his aunt said. He had never felt that his son had failed so much or had done so much, and he had never thought about it. , I have hurt my father so deeply, I am so unfilial.
Fang Zhiqiang’s heart hurts so much that it can’t be added. He is not an unfilial person, on the contrary, he is a very filial person. After his aunt left, Fang Zhiqiang suddenly knelt on the ground, kowtowed three times to his father, and said, "I'm sorry, Dad, I'm sorry. "
" "Get up, you have nothing to apologize to me for. I gave birth to my son by myself. I didn't educate myself well. No matter what happens, it's all my fault." I said, go away, I don't want to see you again. "Fang Zhiqiang's father said coldly.
Fang Zhiqiang didn't say anything, just kneeling on the ground. He kept kneeling.
And Fang Zhiqiang's father was also stubborn. He didn't say a word even as Fang Zhiqiang knelt down. It wasn't until the drip was almost finished that Fang Zhiqiang slowly stood up, rang the bell, and notified the nurse to come and change the dressing.
Then he just kept sitting. He stayed with his father by the bedside, but his father ignored him all the time.
It was not until night, that Fang Zhiqiang’s father finally faced him, who had been sitting beside him for four or five hours. Fang Zhiqiang, who was busy taking care of him, said: "There is no place to live here, go find a place to live outside, don't sit here. "
"It's okay, Dad, I'll just sit on the chair. "Fang Zhiqiang helped his father cover the quilt and said.
"Is there something wrong with your brain? You sat here all night in such a cold day? Are you freezing to death or what? Go out and find a place to live by yourself, I can't die here. "Fang Zhiqiang's father scolded.
"Dad, it's okay. I'm wearing so many clothes. It's not cold. It's okay. You can go to sleep. are you hungry? Let me go get you some porridge. You didn't eat anything before. How about I go buy some milk and bring it back? "Fang Zhiqiang asked.
"I'm not a pig, can I eat so much? Fang Zhiqiang’s father was still scolding, and finally said: “If you don’t want to leave, take off your coat yourself, come to bed and squeeze in.”, one person sleeps on one end. Tomorrow you can either go home to live by yourself, or find a guest house to live outside. "
"No, Dad, I'm really fine. "Fang Zhiqiang looked at such a small hospital bed and shook his head.
"Are you going to let me get up and let you sleep alone or what? "Fang Zhiqiang's father said coldly.
Fang Zhiqiang had no choice but to take off his coat, and then also lay on the hospital bed, sleeping on one side with his father, and the two father and son squeezed into a small room. Fang Zhiqiang has forgotten how many years he has not slept in the same bed with his father, and how many years he has not been so close to his father. In In his memory, it seemed that he had not stayed at home much since he was in high school. Until he returned home to work after graduating from college, he basically stayed alone in the town and rarely went home. Even when he went home, it was not with his father. Dealing with it, the two father and son always quarreled, and the relationship was never very good. Thinking of this, Fang Zhiqiang deeply regretted it.