Fang Zhiqiang stood there blankly, watching Wang Yaxin's car leave. He sat quietly on the steps of the hospital, lit a cigarette and smoked quietly.

Things were changing so fast that he was overwhelmed, and his brain couldn't keep up with his thinking speed.

He loves Wang Yaxin, he doesn’t want to divorce, he has never thought about divorce, even if Wang Jingyu said this to him all day long, even if Xue Kai sent him those photos at that time, which made him lose face , he never thought about divorce, or even thought about blaming Wang Yaxin, because he loved Wang Yaxin, and because Wang Yaxin was his wife.

However, Wang Yaxin asked him today "Are you happy?" He had no way to answer. In fact, he knew the answer very well. From the first time he met Li Xiaoxiao in the hotel, Li Xiaoxiao asked him this After saying this, he would always ask himself, was he living a happy life? Ask yourself, is the life you are living now the life you want? But the conclusion of the facts is that it is not true. He is not happy, not happy, but more of aggrieved and uncomfortable.

Marriage is not just about love. For marriage, it is about love at the beginning, but later on, love is actually only a small part of married life. After being married to Wang Yaxin for half a year, he found that he still couldn't integrate into Wang Yaxin's family. There is no doubt that Wang Yaxin loves him, but in Wang Yaxin's heart, her most important priority is her son Wang Jingyu, even more than herself. This is understandable. Which mother does not give top priority to her son?

For a while, Fang Zhiqiang didn’t care. Even though Wang Jingyu had regarded him as his enemy, even though he had lost all patience with this child, Fang Zhiqiang would not mind a child. Children will not blame a child, they will just feel uncomfortable. However, whenever Wang Yaxin puts all his body and mind into his children and he can't get close at all, Fang Zhiqiang will find a problem. In this family, no matter what he does, he is always like an outsider and cannot integrate into this family. Family can never be integrated into the lives of Wang Yaxin and Wang Jingyu. The longer time goes by, the more obvious this feeling becomes. The longer he goes, the less he feels he belongs to this family and the less warmth he feels at home. Sometimes Fang Zhiqiang himself is a little confused about what this marriage in this family means to him.

When Wang Jingyu hated himself and said bad things to himself again and again, he suddenly began to hate this family. He began not to want to go home and began to avoid going home. It's instinctive and has nothing to do with whether he loves Wang Yaxin or not.

When he returned home this time and saw his father's old age, his physical fatigue, and the hardship of his father's life alone, he began to feel heartbroken. And after he witnessed his father's strong resistance to this marriage, he saw how angry he was at making his father angry because of this marriage.Got to the hospital. He complained and was confused about his father. At the same time, he also felt tired and exhausted from the wedding from the bottom of his heart.

He once remembered that he said the same words to Li Xiaoxiao. He said that he and Li Xiaoxiao were not suitable. He told Li Xiaoxiao that marriage is not just about two people falling in love together. Marriage is When two families are together, if the family does not support it, the marriage is bound to not be happy and will end in failure. But now, this sentence seems to suit me very well. He also remembered what Wang Yaxin said to him at the beginning. Wang Yaxin said that she was not suitable for him and would not be happy together because she was different from ordinary women. He did not understand it at the time because he did not care, but now , all seem to indicate that Wang Yaxin is right and he is wrong. Their marriage was indeed unhappy.

Fang Zhiqiang’s unhappiness is not just about himself, because he knows that he is tired of this marriage, and Wang Yaxin will only be more tired. If she is disappointed with this marriage, Wang Yaxin will only become more disappointed and unhappy.

For Wang Yaxin, being caught between Fang Zhiqiang and Wang Jingyu is the most uncomfortable and painful thing for her. Today, Fang Zhiqiang’s father’s attitude has brought Wang Yaxin not only grievances, but also more It's an injury.

It’s not that Fang Zhiqiang doesn’t understand these things, on the contrary, he has always been very aware of them. And he couldn't solve this problem, he couldn't solve Wang Jingyu's problem, because it was impossible for Wang Yaxin to not want his son, and it was impossible to give up on his son. His son was far more important in Wang Yaxin's heart than Fang Zhiqiang. And Fang Zhiqiang can't solve his father's attitude, and he can't let go of his father. In Fang Zhiqiang's heart, maybe even if he doesn't want this marriage, he can't let go of his father. This is the most basic bottom line of being a human being. . And he, Fang Zhiqiang, has never been an unfilial person.

Fang Zhiqiang smoked quietly. He didn't know what to do. All kinds of situations verified what Wang Yaxin said. They would not be happy together. If they continued, it would only become more uncomfortable. But Fang Zhiqiang doesn't want a divorce, but if he doesn't get a divorce, how will he live his life? Fang Zhiqiang couldn't find the answer himself.

After sitting on the steps and smoking several cigarettes quietly, Fang Zhiqiang stood up and walked to the hospital ward.

When Fang Zhiqiang walked into the ward, he realized that his aunt was there.

"Why are you coming back? Get out." Fang Zhiqiang's father glared at Fang Zhiqiang and cursed.

“Auntie.” Fang Zhiqiang looked at his aunt and said respectfully.

Fang Zhiqiang’s aunt looked at Fang Zhiqiang. Before Fang Zhiqiang could react, his aunt slapped Fang Zhiqiang in the face. Fang Zhiqiang could hide, but he didn’t.

After the beating, I didn’t touch my face, I just stood there, like a child who has done something wrong.

His aunt has loved him since he was a child, and he only has such an aunt.

"There is a saying that when parents are around, you don't have to travel far. You can go out. There is nothing wrong with young people going out to work hard, but you have been away for two years. It has been two years and you have never come back. Not even a phone call. No, your dad doesn’t answer your calls. Don’t you know my phone number? You have never asked about your dad. Not even a phone call. Not a single greeting during the New Year or the holidays. You have never asked about the elderly at home. If you are in good health or not, if you want to say something unpleasant, even if your father is dead, you will not know that by the time you come back, your father will have already been buried. Your father has worked hard to raise you, provide you with food, clothing and school. , but look at yourself, what have you done to your father? Have you ever fulfilled your responsibilities as a son? You also went to college, where did you go to college? You don’t even know basic etiquette, benevolence, and filial piety. Really?" Fang Zhiqiang's aunt scolded Fang Zhiqiang directly.

His aunt went to junior high school, which was amazing at that time. In fact, his father and his aunt both went to junior high school, which was considered a high degree of education. Later, they were elementary schools in the village. He worked as a teacher for a lifetime. Compared with ordinary villagers, his aunt was considered an intellectual. After all, she had been dealing with books all her life.