Wang Yaxin looked at Fang Zhiqiang blankly, looked at the serious Fang Zhiqiang, and said after a long time: "Zhiqiang, I really really want to promise you, because I am really impulsive now. But, I think I still can't Being so hasty, I can't let what happened last time happen again. Let me think about it again, okay? Marriage is not a child's play. We should all think carefully and not act impulsively. If...if we really get married, then It’s a lifelong matter, and it doesn’t matter for a while. Let me think about it again, okay? Give me another week, and I will definitely give you an answer. This week, you can think about it carefully again, okay?”
Fang Zhiqiang looked at Wang Yaxin, a little disappointed, but nodded and stood up, saying: "Okay, I hope so too."
"Yaxin, you know, I have never been so eager to get married, never before." Fang Zhiqiang continued after standing up.
"I guess I will agree to you, because I can't bear to say no to you." Wang Yaxin said with a smile, a little helpless.
Listening to Wang Yaxin’s words, Fang Zhiqiang smiled foolishly.
"No matter what you choose, I will support you. I did not understand many things before, but now I suddenly understand them. Once people understand them, they feel relaxed. A lot. Yaxin, I won’t force you, you think about it slowly, when do you want to get married, you tell me, I will always wait for you." Fang Zhiqiang also smiled, then stretched out his hand and said to Wang Yaxin: "I wish Don't you want to go for a walk with me?"
"Yes." Wang Yaxin looked at Fang Zhiqiang, then smiled, stretched out her hand and put it on Fang Zhiqiang's hand.
Fang Zhiqiang held Wang Yaxin’s hand and led Wang Yaxin to slowly walk along the pond again.
"It would be great if this could go on forever." Fang Zhiqiang sighed.
"In life, many things actually feel beautiful because they appear precious. If they are too common, they will become accustomed to them. It is like for a person walking in the desert, you give him a bottle water, he will feel that this bottle of water is the whole world. To a person who has been hungry for three days, a bowl of white rice is the whole world to him. On the contrary, to a person who sits at home all day eating big fish For fat people, water and rice are just common things. You may get tired of eating too much. Just like us, now we are not together, we occasionally meet, date, and hold hands here. When you take a walk, you will feel that I am very good and that this feeling is beautiful. When we are really together and stay together every day, will you still feel that it is so beautiful? This is the essential difference between love and marriage , when you are in love, you can live with each other and touching romance all day long, but once you get married, you will face family trivial matters and dullness.By then, you will only find me annoying. "Wang Yaxin and Fang Zhiqiang held hands and talked while walking slowly.
"You are wrong. We drink water every day. Do you think the water is unpalatable and choose not to drink it? You still need to drink water, because if you don't drink water, you will be thirsty. We have to eat rice every day, but do you think rice is unpalatable and don’t eat it? You still have to eat rice every day, because if you don't eat rice, you will be hungry. Although you can drink beverages without drinking water, and eat bread without eating rice, that is only occasionally. In real life, most people still drink water and eat rice every day. Why? Because this is a habit, this is a kind of love, the love for him after living together for a long time. You may feel tired after living together for a long time, but that is only temporary at best. As long as there is love, it is a habit, a habit that is needed from the bottom of your heart. "Fang Zhiqiang said.
"Once, Li Xiaoxiao asked me a question. She asked me if I believe in love? I shook my head at the time and told her that love is just a term created by poets and moralists to fool the world. This thing is like a monster that no one has ever encountered. It only comes from the mouths of elders or other people. I have only seen it in novels. Some people believe it, but no one has seen it. It is more like a belief, just like the Bodhisattva in the temple. If you say it really exists, then it exists. If you say it does not exist, then it does. does not exist. Li Xiaoxiao quarreled with me because of this. In fact, I didn’t tell her the truth. I seem to be a very realistic person, but I have always been an idealist and I believe in love. Even because of Nie Qian’s incident, I once I feel that love is a scam, but I still firmly believe that love exists in this world. And after meeting you, I am even more convinced of this. "Fang Zhiqiang said calmly.
"I didn't expect that you still have Gothic feelings. ”
“Yes, before I graduated from college, I was always a literary young man living in idealism, with my own feelings. However, after graduation, I was hit mercilessly by reality again and again, and now I don’t have much feelings left. But love is a feeling that I have always insisted on. "Fang Zhiqiang nodded.
"Li Xiaoxiao is like you, a girl who believes in love, right? "Wang Yaxin asked.
"She...you can tell from her character that her belief in love is stronger than mine. "Fang Zhiqiang hesitated for a moment and then said.
"Zhiqiang, I didn't quite understand what you said to me before. Can you say it again? You said you were going to have a showdown with Li Xiaoxiao? "Wang Yaxin asked.
"Yes, I thought about it all night last night and I have already thought about it very clearly. I don't want to live in such ignorance anymore. I know very well that it is you who I love and the person I want to be with is you. Since I want to be with you again, I shouldn’t give Li Xiaoxiao any hope, the relationship with her should be clearly stated. This way you won't feel insecure or delay her. I had always been afraid of hurting her before, so I had always just avoided her love for me, but Liu Yan's words made me realize that I was wrong. Even if I hurt her now, it would be good for her and responsible for her. My evasion and giving her a fruitless hope were the greatest harm to her, the most cruel harm. I have decided that I will move out of her house in the next two days and find another place to live. I will also stop the company's expansion temporarily, save a sum of money as soon as possible, pay back all the money I owe her, and completely reconcile with her. She drew the line. This is responsible for her, you, and myself. "Fang Zhiqiang said again.