Fang Zhiqiang walked out of his house and walked aimlessly on the roadside, feeling as quiet as death in his heart. He couldn't figure out what was wrong with him these days. It seemed that all the bad things and all the troubles had gathered together.
For the first time in his life, he realized what loneliness is and what loneliness is. He slowly walked to a bus stop at the entrance of the alley and sat down on a chair. He lit a cigarette and smoked it. He looked at the people walking in a hurry, the cars passing by on the road and the bright neon lights of the city. He Suddenly I felt homesick, and I missed it very much.
Fang Zhiqiang took out his mobile phone and found his father's number again and dialed it. The phone rang and kept ringing, and finally a reminder to hang up came directly. His father still doesn't answer his calls, and it's been almost a year.
Fang Zhiqiang let out a long sigh, lit a cigarette and sat there smoking. He really wanted to find someone to talk to to prove that he was not the loneliest person in this world and this city. Fang Zhiqiang flipped through the address book on his phone from top to bottom, only to find that there was no one to talk to at all.
Fang Zhiqiang finally put his finger in front of Wang Yaxin's mobile phone number, scrolled up and down, and finally stopped at Wang Yaxin's number. He found that he could find someone he could chat with now. The only person who spoke was Wang Yaxin.
Fang Zhiqiang finally dialed Wang Yaxin’s phone number. He urgently needed to find someone to talk to him and talk to him about what was in his heart. He really had too much depression hidden in his heart.
The phone was connected, and Wang Yaxin’s gentle voice came from over there.
"Hey, Zhiqiang, what's going on?"
"Are you...busy?" Fang Zhiqiang asked.
"You're not busy. I'm at home. What's wrong with you?" Wang Yaxin also heard something wrong with Fang Zhiqiang's tone.
"Can you talk to me for a while? Do you have time?" Fang Zhiqiang paused and then said.
Wang Yaxin also paused, and then asked: "Where are you?"
"I am at the bus stop at the entrance of my alley." Fang Zhiqiang After looking around, he said.
"Okay, wait for me there, I'll be there right away." After Wang Yaxin finished speaking, she hung up the phone.
Fang Zhiqiang just sat there, smoking, and looking at the various cars speeding in and out in front of him. Fang Zhiqiang thought of Huang Wanting's song again, and he sat there and sang slowly: "Night is a person's grand carnival, his eyes want to travel far away, but the dark night blocks the wings of longing, what is it?" Render one's loneliness into a starry sky. Needless to say, tonight I will only drink wine with loneliness. Who is who, who are you?Who is yours, who is yours, only loneliness is your who and who..."
Some people waiting for the bus looked at Fang Zhiqiang as if they were a madman. He looked at Fang Zhiqiang, but Fang Zhiqiang didn't care.
People's inner emotions are also accumulated bit by bit. When the emotions accumulate to a certain amount, especially negative emotions, people will have a desire to The feeling of explosion needs to be released, and Fang Zhiqiang is like this now. These days, and even in the past six months, he has accumulated too much pain, sorrow and grievance in his heart, but he never said it, said nothing. , he is not a person who likes to share his inner emotions with others. He hopes that he can bear everything. However, no matter how strong a person is, there is a weak side, and no matter how strong a person is, there will be a moment when he cannot stand it. Just like At this moment, he just wanted to find someone to talk to and express his feelings.
At this moment, the phone rang. Fang Zhiqiang looked at the number and saw that it was Li Xiaoxiao calling.
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Fang Zhiqiang looked at the number and hesitated for a long time, and finally hung up. Not long after hanging up, Li Xiaoxiao’s call came again, and Fang Zhiqiang finally turned off the phone directly.
He really no longer wants to have any contact with Li Xiaoxiao. As he said before, it is better to forget each other than to live together. What's more, he and Li Xiaoxiao are far from the point where they can only live together. They are just friends.
What Wang Xia said to him today made Fang Zhiqiang a little angry at Li Xiaoxiao, at least very angry at the time. Because, no matter what Li Xiaoxiao’s intentions were, , he was deceived and teased by Li Xiaoxiao again, and he disliked this feeling of being teased the most. But after half a day, he was not that angry anymore, but he knew very well He understood that he and Li Xiaoxiao should be as far apart as possible without any entanglement. Especially after hearing that Li Xiaoxiao chose to go home and be with Zheng Mingjie for his own sake, he was very Clearly, being with him will only cause Li Xiaoxiao to suffer more and more harm. As Wang Xia said today, being with Zheng Mingjie is the most correct choice for Li Xiaoxiao, no matter whether Fang Zhiqiang feels better or not It's better, these are all indisputable facts.
Fang Zhiqiang understands that being gentle to Li Xiaoxiao now is actually hurting Li Xiaoxiao and himself. The more indifferent he is now, the less Li Xiaoxiao will suffer in the future. The pain.
Almost half an hour later, Fang Zhiqiang saw Wang Yaxin’s car parked in front of him. Fang Zhiqiang looked at it, then stood up, walked over and opened the passenger door Sit in.
Wang Yaxin looked at Fang Zhiqiang, and then continued to drive the car forward.
"What's wrong? "Wang Yaxin asked.
"I'm not in a good mood.OK, I want to talk to someone. Fang Zhiqiang said after a forced smile.
Wang Yaxin nodded, said nothing more, and drove the car forward.
Fang Zhiqiang didn’t care. Wherever Wang Yaxin went, he was just sitting in the car, and suddenly felt that even if Wang Yaxin didn't say anything to him, as long as Wang Yaxin was by his side, his mood seemed to be much better, even if he didn't say anything.
Wang Yaxin kept driving forward, and while driving, Fang Zhiqiang noticed that Wang Yaxin had driven the car to the suburbs.
“Where are you going? "Fang Zhiqiang was a little surprised.
"You'll know when you get there. It'll be there in more than half an hour. "Wang Yaxin said with a smile.
Fang Zhiqiang was a little confused about what Wang Yaxin was going to do, and he didn't know where Wang Yaxin was going, but he didn't ask any more and let Wang Yaxin drive. The car is running on the ring line.