Chapter 170 Returning to the secular world

Miaoyu felt like she was in a dream, not knowing where she was, until she felt that she was lying on the straw mat, and the evil man was already untying her clothes.

"Don't..." Miaoyu suddenly woke up, quickly grabbed her clothes, shrank down and sat up.

Jia Lian saw her firm eyes, faintly panicked, and kept glancing towards the door of the room. After a pause, he sat sideways on the wooden bed and reached out to her again.

"You~"

"Don't move."

Jia Lian took away Miaoyu's breast-protecting hand and stretched his hands under her ribs. Gather her loose robe to her right waist, then tie it slowly from bottom to top.

Just like the method just solved.

Miaoyu looked at Jia Lian who suddenly became gentle. The uneasiness in her heart slowly disappeared and she became calm.

Unexpectedly, after Jia Lian tied her clothes, he stretched out his arms to pick her up and put her into his arms.

She lost her mind before being forced by Jia Lian, but now she is conscious. How can Miaoyu be willing to have such close contact with Jia Lian again?

The statue on the other side was still looking at them with ugly eyes.

"If you move again, I'm going to kiss you again."

Jia Lian lowered his head and pressed his face against Miaoyu's delicate, red face, and kissed her ear. Smiling softly.

Miaoyu trembled all over and did not dare to move again. Jia Lian rewarded her with a peck on her ear, then held the beauty in her arms tightly and continued to feel the beauty of her body.

A woman like Miaoyu, similar to Daiyu, is of such stunning beauty that it may be difficult to find another one in the world!

So, Jia Lian fell in love with her the first time he saw her.

Since he likes her, he naturally has to find ways to get her by his side. What's more, this little girl seems to be secretly interested in him.

It seems that what happened at Panxiang Temple in Suzhou in the third year of Ningkang had a huge impact on this seemingly noble but actually simple woman who grew up in Buddhism. So much so that when we met again now, we almost let him hug her directly to the bed.

It is conceivable that if he had changed places, he might have captured them all by now!

Just when Jia Lian was secretly proud to embrace the beauty back in his arms, the beauty in his arms also turned over and over in his heart.

Having spent hundreds of days and nights thinking about her, now that she is in the arms of an evil person again, Miaoyu's feelings are very complicated and strange.

There is both beauty, peace of mind and the satisfaction of getting what you want, but also hesitation, self-blame and fear of the unknown future.

He wanted to push Jia Lian away because her current posture was really not in line with the commandments. Moreover, as long as a female nun from the Monastery comes in and sees her lying in the arms of a man, her ten years of pure cultivation will be in vain, and her reputation will be ruined from then on.

For her, practice and reputation are the two most important things, and they are all ranked above life!

Therefore, she definitely doesn’t want to do this. It's all because of Jia Lian's abomination, who forced her to hold her and put her in such extreme danger...

In order to ignore this danger, and to relieve the tension and embarrassment in her heart, Miaoyu hid. In Jia Lian's arms, she quietly asked: "What are you going to do to me..."

It was originally a question, but there was no inquiring tone. It was quiet and quiet, as if complaining.

Jia Lian replied: "What else can I do? I told you two years ago that when you are eighteen years old, I will marry you back and be my wife."

It was a good thing that Jia Lian didn't mention this, but when he mentioned Miaoyu, he immediately became angry.

She sneered, "Will you marry me back and be your concubine?

All the men in the world are really the same. They only know how to bully and play with our women. How have they ever done it? I have really thought about us even a little bit..."

Sensing the anger level of the woman in his arms who suddenly went berserk, Jia Lian couldn't help but strengthen his arms to control her, then looked down at her and smiled. He said: "We have talked about it. If you don't want to, just forget it. There is no need to be angry."

"You...!!"

Miaoyu heard this and said When you get angry, you have to fight your way out. It's just that her strength poses a threat to Jia Lian, so naturally it will be in vain.

Then, Miaoyu sobbed sadly.

"Uh, are you crying? Okay, then tell me what you want me to do. As long as you tell me, I will obey you." Jia Lian patted his back and asked.

Miaoyu cried even more sadly.

She was actually just crying to herself. I blame the world for its impermanence and hate God for being unfair.

Don’t say that Jia Lian has already married a wife. Even if he is alone, he has deep love for her, so what? With her status, she is determined not to get married!

Therefore, let alone unnecessary extravagance, she is not qualified even to marry Jia Lian as a concubine.

No wealthy family would allow their children to marry a Buddhist disciple!

In this way, she actuallyShe can't even compare to a brothel girl. A brothel girl still has a chance to marry into a rich family and find lifelong support, but she can't...

Her fate is so unfair. As a little and weak woman, what else can she do besides cry?

After crying for a while and enjoying the evil man's embrace, Miaoyu gently pushed Jia Lian's chest. She knew that it was useless for her to struggle, but if she did so, the other party would definitely let her go.

Sure enough, Jia Lian saw her so sad and almost despondent, and was afraid that she would hurt Linghui, so he followed her wishes and let her up first to see what she was going to do.

Miaoyu got up and got out of bed, came to the futon on the ground, knelt down again, and then whispered: "Go away, from now on, don't come to me again."< br />
Jia Lian was stunned. Was he ruthlessly abandoned?

Walked to the front and sat opposite Miaoyu as he did at the beginning. Seeing her beautiful face full of tears, she looked at him with misty eyes, and immediately felt guilty. Turn away.

Jia Lian understood. He stood up again and came to her side, reaching into her arms - he had discovered before that there was a folded and hidden silk handkerchief.

But Miaoyu thought that Jia Lian was trying to be scornful of her again, and she immediately raised her eyebrows. However, before she could open Jia Lian's hand, she saw his index finger and middle finger holding out her own handkerchief, and then he held it Handkerchief, wipe your tears. .

Miaoyu’s face turned red.

Firstly, she knew that she had misunderstood Jia Lian, and secondly, when Jia Lian touched the veil just now, it clearly touched her breast, and she suspected that Jia Lian did it on purpose.

Just seeing how carefully Jia Lian wiped her tears, she felt embarrassed to blame him.

After Jia Lian wiped away Miaoyu’s tears, he stuffed the handkerchief back into Miaoyu’s hand... Well, the seventeen-year-old Miaoyu is indeed developing well, better than Xiangling and Qingwen. Much tighter.

At this time, Miaoyu could no longer care about whether Jia Lian had made unnecessary moves. Anyway, when I was confused and confused before, no matter how excessive the manipulation was, it happened.

She was touched by Jia Lian's gentle wiping of tears and couldn't control her emotions. She actually fell into Jia Lian's arms and cried: "Why are you doing this to me? I told you not to come again." You are looking for me, I hate you, please leave..."

Complex, sensitive, and contradictory, this is Miaoyu's current psychology.

Jia Lian was too lazy to guess so much. Anyway, the beauty took the initiative to throw herself into her arms, which was enough to explain everything.

　“It doesn’t matter if you hate me, as long as I like you.

　I have already said that you areMy dear, in this life, in this life, you will never escape from my grasp. Naturally, I will treat you how I want to treat you.

I will give you a suggestion now, return to secular life immediately, then go back with me and be my woman. ”

Return to the secular world?

Upon hearing this word, all Miaoyu’s movements and spirits paused.

Of course she would not understand this Ci, because in the previous years, her parents were always ready for her to return to the secular world.

It’s just that Buddhism can be entered and left whenever it wants? What’s more, she is still a woman , once she betrays Buddhism, how should the world view her?

If she can only receive advice from others after returning to the secular world, what is the meaning of returning to the secular world?

So, every time she She righteously rejected her parents and said very firmly that since she had entered Buddhism and been baptized by Buddhism in this life, how could she return to the filthy world of the world? She had decided to serve the Buddha for the rest of her life and never return to the world!

This was what she once said when she was conceited and arrogant.

When her parents saw her like this, they could only let her go for the time being. After all, they let her escape into Buddhism in order to keep their daughter alive. , and I don’t know whether returning to secular life will endanger my daughter’s life again.

Furthermore, even if she returns to secular life, if others know that her daughter grew up in a nunnery, how can An Neng truly marry her without any concerns?

That’s why I kept putting it off again and again.

This was before meeting Jia Lian. Even though Miaoyu longed for the colorful world, she couldn’t get around the arrogance and pride in her heart.

It wasn't until she met Jia Lian that she really started to think seriously about returning to secular life...

Unfortunately, things didn't work out as she wished. After she intended to return to secular life, something happened to her parents again, and both of them passed away.

In this way, even if she wants to return to the secular world, she will be homeless. Who in the world can take her in except the Buddha?

Now Jia Lian tells her to return to the secular world. Let’s think he is sincere. But, can she really go?

In a house like theirs, it is expected that there will be many people with mixed eyes. How can those people not point fingers at me?
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If she still has to be looked down upon by others after returning to the secular world, then she would rather stay in the nunnery all her life and remain innocent and pure.

So, even if there is a slight thought of reconciliation, Jia Lian accompanied him and was completely dispelled by these concerns.

Miaoyu shook her head firmly.