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Chapter 240 Let him live in endless self-blame all his life

There was a bang in Lu Baichuan's mind. He went out as a escort the day after his wedding. In other words, he became a father on the night of his wedding.

He had a son, but now his son’s name also appears on the death register.

This is the fourth year. Not only has he failed to be a good son and husband, he has also failed to be a good father.

When he opened a gambling house in Nantai and became Sun Sanye, his family was suffering from drought.

When he was admiring and praising his superiors for his martial arts skills, his entire family, including his son who was less than three years old, were killed by rogue knives.

His original intention was to carve out a new world and let the whole family live a good life, but what about the reality?

His family members suffered disasters and died tragically on the way to escape, but he could do nothing.

Is this the good life he always wanted?

It’s really relaxing to be alone.

In order to come back to Nantai, his body was seriously injured. After he came back, he didn't feel well, and he embarked on the road to find his relatives with all the pain.

After traveling to so many places, he discovered that all his family members died in Changzhou!

He grabbed the county magistrate and asked with red eyes: "Are you sure that the body and the name match?"

, most of the people in the Lujia Village died outside Liujia Town, and their bodies were piled up like a hill. There was a riot in Changzhou at that time, and there was no one to manage it for a long time. When collecting their corpses, they found that they were carrying Some of the body stickers are gone, and only the bones are left. If you compare them with the names of everyone in the Lu family, you can identify them one by one..."

"My lord!"

"Master!"

Lu Baichuan couldn't hear anything. He only felt that his vision went dark and he lost consciousness. After running all the way to find his family, his body had already reached its limit.

Lou Chong hurriedly stepped forward to support him and shouted to the county magistrate: "Go to the doctor quickly!"

The county magistrate didn't know that this gentleman was related to the Lu family. It doesn't matter, but seeing him like this, I feel anxious. This is a high-ranking official from the capital, and he is also a close confidant of King Chen. If something happens to him, then he will really not be able to live with it!

When he woke up again, it was already the night of the second day. They lived in the county government office. With his physical condition, Lou Chong did not dare to take him to live elsewhere.

"Master, your body is very exhausted, please take a good rest for a few days."

Lou Chong saw that he was about to get up as soon as he woke up, and hurriedly went upHelp him forward.

Lu Baichuan insisted on getting up and said: "Let's go."

Lou Chong was puzzled: "Where to go?"

"Back to Beijing State."

He pursed his lips. There was the smell of blood in his mouth and his body felt very uncomfortable, but he did not allow himself to stay.

Wasn’t he eager to make a contribution back then? Wouldn't it be easier for him to realize his dream now that he has no worries?

Lu Baichuan smiled self-deprecatingly, feeling that he was such a despicable person for being able to think of his selfish desires so magnificently.

Therefore, every day he lives in the future, he will live in the honor he has worked hard for, with the regret and unwillingness of the whole family, making him live in endless self-blame all his life. Only in this way can we relieve our hatred!

"Master, don't rush to leave now, let's eat something first!"

When Lu Baichuan was unconscious, Lou Chong took off his mask. Now look Seeing so many wrinkles on his face and his body that couldn't stand straight at all, the tough man couldn't help but feel hot in his eyes.

It’s really not easy for his master.

Having been with him for many years, Lou Chong knew what kind of person he was, and he even saved his own life.

He saved so many people and did so many good things outside, but his whole family died so miserably, no one else would be able to bear it.

Lu Baichuan simply refused to listen. What qualifications did a person like him have to eat to heal his injuries? It's better to go back to the battlefield and kill a few more enemies for fun!

Even though it was already very late, at Lu Baichuan's insistence, the two of them left the county government office.

Lou Chong was going to prepare a carriage for him, but he didn't need that thing at all. As soon as he got on the horse, he jumped out, and his movements were even more agile than Lou Chong's.

Lou Chong knew that he could not accept the fact that his family was gone, so he wanted to seek spiritual sustenance by torturing himself. He was afraid that he would really ruin him, so he followed him in a hurry. .

The county magistrate and several of his subordinates stood at the door to see each other off. They were a little confused about the behavior of the master and servant, but they were not interested in asking more questions. After all, these two people did nothing even if they came. , I just checked the death register and then stayed here for a day.

The county magistrate yawned and went back to sleep without saying a word.

Being an official in this damn place, if he wants to be promoted in the future, he will have to make a lot of efforts. He has to catch up on all his sleep while he has nothing to do now, otherwise When you are busy for a while, sleeping is a luxury.

He Jiuniang has already received a reply from her family. What her family means is that they don’t know much about cooperating with others. Everything is left to He Jiuniang herself. As long as she feels it is appropriate, so will her family. suitable.

So, He Jiuniang met with Cheng Xuewei several times to finalize the cooperation and signed a contract.

Previously, Cheng Xuewei gave a ratio of 40 to 60 points, but He Jiuniang still didn’t want to take advantage of others. After all, Cheng Xuewei meant to open it not only in Fucheng, but also in surrounding counties. , the money spent in this can be imagined, and it is not easy to get back the money.

To be fair, it is more convenient to get 50-50.

Cheng Xuewei didn’t expect that she would be so generous, so she happily agreed. She just thought that she must find someone to do a good job in the shop and make more money for the Lu family when the dividends are distributed at the end of the year.

He Jiuniang wanted to go home for two days because she missed her son so much. She remembered what Qin Jian had asked her to do and wanted to follow her to visit her home. However, when she sent someone to look for her, she was told that Qin Jian was out on business. I won't be back for the next day or two.

He Jiuniang went back by herself. Anyway, there will be many opportunities in the future. If it doesn’t work this time, it will work next time.

Just as she was about to set off, she saw a familiar carriage coming towards her. There were wind chimes hanging on the carriage, which made a tinkling sound when the wind blew.

He Jiuniang got out of the car and waited for them to come over. Seeing Ling Yue and Lingxue helping Jiang Ruoya get out of the car, she also went up to help her and asked with concern: "Is Madam feeling uncomfortable somewhere?"

“No, let me see Jiu’er!”

Under He Jiuniang’s treatment, Jiang Ruoya’s condition has improved greatly. She can sleep without taking medicine these days. , her complexion has improved a lot, but her spirit is still not back to normal. He likes to hold her hand when talking, and even likes to pinch her face, just like treating a child.

However, He Jiuniang does not reject such contact.

Ling Yue said: "Ms. He, my wife heard that you were going home for two days, and she felt reluctant to leave, so she wanted to see you off and brought you some cakes for you to eat on the way. ."

Ling Xue added on the side: "This is made by our wife herself!"

 

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