Seeing Huang Wanting agree, the smile on Xiaoman's face suddenly became wider, and then she took Huang Wanting's arm and walked outside.
In fact, at this time, the two women had their own ideas in mind. The purpose of their coming out together was naturally not to go shopping.
The two people walked quietly on the road. When they arrived at the entrance of the underground garage, Huang Wanting turned around and wanted to enter the garage, but was stopped by Xiaoman: "Sister Qingqing, let's go for a walk together. Come on, don't drive."
Huang Wanting was slightly stunned, looking at the affirmative expression on Xiaoman's face, and then she could only smile and nodded.
In fact, Huang Wanting has probably guessed that Xiaoman didn’t ask her out just to go shopping, but because she had something to say to herself. It’s just that Huang Wanting hoped that what she wanted to say was not those words, but on the other side , but I hope that’s what she said.
This tangled mood made Huang Wanting a little overwhelmed.
"Sister Qingqing, what do you think of me?"
Xiaoman's sudden question made the expression on Huang Wanting's face a little uncertain, although it was just The first sentence, but Huang Wanting already didn't know how to answer.
Although Xiaoman looks smiling, in fact, her heart is already in a mess. Xiaoman has also struggled with her thoughts for a long time to say the next words, and now she finally mustered up the courage. speak out.
"We have been together for so long, why do you suddenly ask this question?" Huang Wanting was really at a loss at first, but Xiaoman's question really made her wonder what to do. Answer, and this is not something Xiaoman can usually say.
"It is precisely because we have been together for so long that I am very curious about what kind of person I am in the eyes of Sister Qingqing." Xiaoman continued to say with a smile.
Obviously, when she decided to say these words to Huang Wanting, she was fully mentally prepared. No matter what Huang Wanting's answer was, as long as she didn't get the answer she wanted, I will definitely keep asking.
“I think you are a girl who attaches great importance to friendship. Although sometimes you are not particularly smart, you have never been careless when it comes to making friends, and you treat everyone you think Friends will do their best, even if they have been unjust to you, you will not take it seriously."
"It's just that I haven't seen you in love for so long, so when it comes to relationships, Actually, I don't know much about it, but since you can be so sincere with your friends, I think you will treat your future partner very well."
Huang Wanting lowered her head and thought for a moment, and finally said it. outCome.
In fact, what Huang Wanting said was just the surface of Xiao Man, and naturally it was not what Xiao Man wanted to hear.
"Sister Qingqing, let's just talk about our true feelings with each other today. You know that's not what I want to hear. I hope you can tell the truth."
Sure enough, Xiaoman continued to ask questions after all.
Huang Wanting raised her head, looked at Xiaoman's serious expression at the moment, and let out a long sigh. She knew that Xiaoman was serious and it was impossible to fool her.
“If I have to say something shortcoming, I think it is that I am stubborn. For example, you insisted on staying with me. No matter whether you endured hardship or not, you were determined not to leave. Maybe you have It's your own consideration, but in my opinion, in addition to the friendship I just mentioned, you are stubborn. You will never let go of a person or thing you are sure of, even if you know it clearly. Knowing that you will be hurt or even lose a lot of important things, you will still make this decision."
Huang Wanting continued to speak, and the more Xiao Man listened, the smile on her face became Less and less, until finally, it completely dissipates.
"Sister Qingqing, do you know why I am like this?" After Huang Wanting finished speaking, Xiaoman finally smiled again and said.
“Why?” Huang Wanting asked.
"Because I am a gambler." Xiaoman looked at Huang Wanting with wide eyes and said word by word.
Huang Wanting frowned slightly, not quite understanding what Xiaoman meant.
Then Xiaoman continued: "I have never told you about my family. You only know that I am alone now, but you don't know that my parents are still alive. In my eyes, they are no longer there.”
“The reason why they divorced was because my dad loved gambling. Originally a family with very good financial conditions, because of my dad’s love for gambling, in the end I became impoverished, and after the divorce, I was sentenced to my father, but his habit of gambling still persisted. Even when I was in junior high school, I didn’t even have a cotton-padded coat in the winter.”
"Later, my mother couldn't stand it anymore and said she wanted to take me away. She filed several lawsuits and finally failed to get my custody rights. But she didn't want to watch me suffer and came to me again and again. At my dad's house, the two of us started quarreling as soon as they met, and the neighbors all knew what was going on in our family."
"I had no choice but to run away from home, and it's been twelve years since I left. . In twelve years, I have never seen them again, and I have almost forgotten their appearance..."
Xiaoman said nowSpeaking of these words, there was no sentimental expression on his face, but a faint smile.
Huang Wanting looked at her expression, but she felt mixed emotions in her heart.
It is true that Xiaoman has never told her about her family affairs, but now that she suddenly knows this, Huang Wanting suddenly feels that the situation at home seems to be better than that of Xiaoman.
"Perhaps, my gambling personality is inherited from my father's genes. Or maybe, I am just not convinced. Why can't a person control his own hands? Why do I have to Go gambling?"
Xiao Man took a long breath, the faint smile on his face was still there, but when he said these words, there was a trace of sadness that was difficult to conceal.
Xiaoman suddenly turned his head, looked at Huang Wanting's surprised expression, smiled again and said: "But now I understand why my dad loves gambling so much, because gambling means gain, the feeling of gain. , is something that no one can refuse. But, my dad is betting on money, and I am betting on feelings."
Huang Wanting's heart suddenly shook, looking at the faint look on Xiaoman's face With a smile on her face, Huang Wanting suddenly realized that she had finally gotten to the point.
"Sister Qingqing, I have never been in love before, because no one makes me interested in gambling. Even if I win the bet in the end, I will not feel any pleasure, but you It's different. After meeting you, I started to have the desire to bet. Although your status and status were very different at that time, I wanted to bet that I could become your true friend in the future. I wanted to bet that you could treat me like you. Xiao Wu treated me like that, so my never leaving you is the bet I made."
Xiao Man said with a smile, but the expression on Huang Wanting's face became more and more intense. More solemn.
Having been with Xiaoman for so long, Huang Wanting has never realized that Xiaoman still has so many things hidden in her heart.
"Don't worry, although I have won the bet now, your position in my heart has long been irreplaceable. So, from another level, I actually lost the bet. "
Xiaoman seems to know what Huang Wanting is worried about. How can such a girl with such a deep scheming mind not make people worry?
"Sister Qingqing, you said that I value friendship, but apart from you, what other friends do I have? Who have I ever done anything that values friendship? What you see is the importance of friendship, It’s just my love for you. In fact, in my opinion, it’s not about love. It’s just that I can’t control my heart. My heart can’t help but want to treat you wholeheartedly.”
Xiaoman continued: "And now, I have the desire to gamble again. Sister Qingqing, tell me, should I gamble? Is it still possible?Can't gamble? ”