Just like what Nie Qian just said, so many years have passed. For Fang Zhiqiang, he no longer holds the grudge against her that he did back then. Even to a certain extent, in Fang Zhiqiang's heart, Nie Qian Still standing in a very important position.
After all, she is his first girlfriend. For any man, his first girlfriend is often very unforgettable, and of course it is the same in Fang Zhiqiang's heart.
Although this first relationship was not particularly perfect, and even left an indelible shadow on himself, it was also very unforgettable in Fang Zhiqiang's heart.
As Fang Zhiqiang finished speaking, a look of doubt appeared on Nie Qian's face. She felt that what she had just said was very clear, and Fang Zhiqiang should not have heard it clearly. ?
Or is it that his mind is not on himself at all?
"No...nothing..." Nie Qian thought for a long time, her eyes moving back and forth on Fang Zhiqiang's body, as if she didn't dare to look at Fang Zhiqiang for a second, Nie Qian's His eyes were always dodging.
Fang Zhiqiang looked at her constantly dodging eyes and couldn't help but said again: "Nie Qian, no matter how long it has been, those experiences are very unforgettable for me. Whether it's the sweet moments between you and me, or the trauma you left in my heart, I think I will never forget it in my life.
But these things will not change the way you are in my heart position, you are my first girlfriend, and this will never change."
Of course, Fang Zhiqiang heard Nie Qian's question very clearly, but Fang Zhiqiang was unwilling to do it just now He just gave an answer, because he himself didn't think clearly about how to answer.
Given such a serious reply at this moment, Fang Zhiqiang couldn’t help but sweat in his heart. Although he looked very calm on the surface, in fact, when Fang Zhiqiang said this When I spoke, my heart was already turning upside down.
However, at this time, Nie Qian only listened to what Fang Zhiqiang said. As for what Fang Zhiqiang had in mind, she had no idea.
After hearing Fang Zhiqiang’s words, Nie Qian couldn’t help but breathed a sigh of relief. Although Fang Zhiqiang’s answer was not particularly positive, Nie Qian could naturally tell that she Now in Fang Zhiqiang's heart, he should be better than an ordinary college classmate, right?
In fact, Nie Qian doesn’t care much about these false names. She just wants to know that so many things have happened between herself and Fang Zhiqiang over the years, including when she was in a dark moment. At that moment, Fang Zhiqiang reached out his hand to pull himself out of the abyss.These various experiences also moved Nie Qian's heart. If Fang Zhiqiang did so much and really just regarded himself as a college classmate, Nie Qian herself felt a little unbelievable.
She even doubted herself. She had hurt Fang Zhiqiang like that, but he could still choose to forgive her and even help her get through the difficulties. What kind of magnanimity is this?
It was also at that time that Nie Qian had fantasies in her own heart. Now that Fang Zhiqiang had pulled herself out of the abyss, did it mean that he still had unresolved feelings for her? ?
Nie Qian held on to such a doubt for a long time, but later she slowly discovered that Fang Zhiqiang at that time was no longer the poor loser who was in college, and she was the only woman in his eyes. Fang Zhiqiang Qiang was always surrounded by all kinds of beauties. Later, Nie Qian gradually became familiar with two women, Li Xiaoxiao and Wang Yaxin, which completely woke her up.
Since then, Nie Qian has always had a huge doubt in her heart. Before Fang Zhiqiang rescued her, Nie Qian had never had any illusions in her heart, because she knew that Fang Zhiqiang He has completely forgotten about himself, because the things he did did not leave any way out for the relationship between the two of them.
So, Nie Qian chose to accept the result at that time, but as time passed, she had more and more doubts in her heart. She witnessed Fang Zhiqiang’s love for two women, Li Xiaoxiao and Wang Yaxin. They swayed back and forth and witnessed the time when Fang Zhiqiang and Li Xiaoxiao lived happily together. Later, Fang Zhiqiang and Li Xiaoxiao actually chose to divorce.
This made her more and more confused. At the same time, the doubt in Nie Qian's heart gradually became uncontrollable. She was thinking about it almost all the time. In Fang Zhiqiang's heart, what exactly was she doing now? What kind of role is it?
Although Nie Qian knows that there is no point in struggling with this issue, because the relationship between herself and Fang Zhiqiang has completely ended. No matter what kind of person Fang Zhiqiang thinks of herself now, she and Fang Zhiqiang There is no possibility between him, but as a woman, sometimes curiosity is so serious. Nie Qian can't control her curiosity at all. Even when she sleeps, all she can think about is this question. She Today she took advantage of this opportunity to ask Fang Zhiqiang. Although she had probably guessed that Fang Zhiqiang's final reply might be completely different from what she wanted, she still couldn't help but ask. come out.
At the last moment, after Fang Zhiqiang gave the reply, Nie Qian couldn't help but feel excited. This was much better than the worst plan she had made before.
However, Fang Zhiqiang’s answer sounded a bit ambiguous, which madeAt this time, Nie Qian still had some doubts in her heart, but she did not continue to ask any more questions. Fang Zhiqiang's words were already considered a very good result, and Nie Qian knew that she should be content.
“Although I don’t know why you asked this question, but since you asked it, I will tell you a few more words by the way.
From university Until now, I have to admit that no woman can take your place in my heart. Of course, this does not mean that I have not forgotten you, and I even have extravagant thoughts about being able to be with you again.
Just like what I just said to you, I still remember the past between the two of us very clearly, whether it is the sweet moments between us or the things you have given me. The hurt, I feel that I will never forget it in this life.
But after all, so much time has passed, and we have gradually moved from the ignorance back then to maturity and rationality. Looking back now, if we hadn’t You taught me such an important lesson in life. I’m afraid I still can’t figure out what ‘love’ is all about.
So, I don’t know whether I know you or not. , is it a good thing or a bad thing, but I have learned a lot from you and lost a lot."
Fang Zhiqiang looked at Nie Qian's silence and continued to speak seriously .
For Fang Zhiqiang at this time, since he has spoken and answered Nie Qian's question just now, there is no need to be secretive anymore. Since Nie Qian is so concerned about this issue, Of course I won't be so stingy.
As expected, after hearing these words, Nie Qian was stunned. She slowly raised her head, her eyes full of doubts, but she stared straight at Fang Zhiqiang.
After a while, Nie Qian finally moved her lips and said: "As long as you no longer hate me, as long as I, Nie Qian, remain in your heart, I will leave more than just pain. Memories, for me, are enough.
Maybe you won’t believe what I say now, but I still want to tell you, I just don’t want you to live your life because of me. I'm very happy that you can let go of such discomfort."
"Nie Qian, Qinghe is a good man. You have been together for so many years. You should know him well. If If he can get over it this time, you should treat him well and don't make him sad again because of the old memories between the two of us.
I also wish that the two of you can grow old together. ."
After Fang Zhiqiang finished speaking these words again, he turned back and glanced into the ward. Through the frosted glass, Fang Zhiqiang could not see clearly, but for some reason,But he could feel that Xu Chao was trying his best at this moment.