"I tell you Lao Bi, if it weren't for Xiaoxiao, if it weren't for Xiaoxiao, I would boldly pursue Qiangzi. Do you know how deeply Qiangzi is buried in my heart? Do you know how much he has? Did it appear in my dream for the first time? But what's the use? My sister and I like the same person. If Xiaoxiao knows, if Xiaoxiao's parents know, who will I become? So this I can't tell anyone about this thing, I can't let anyone know it, I can't let Xiaoxiao know it, let alone my uncle and aunt, I can only bury it deeply in my heart, but you know, once things like feelings are planted, Once a seed has been planted, it is difficult to change your mind. I don’t know if you have ever felt this way. Anyway, for me, because of hadrons, I have really endured too much torture, which you can’t even imagine. Torture." Wang Xia said this much in one breath. After finishing speaking, she poured some more wine and drank it.

At this time, Bi Luochun was completely dumbfounded. Seeing that Wang Xia in front of him had no resemblance to the Wang Xia of the past, just like what he said before Similarly, in my own eyes, Wang Xia has always been the domineering female CEO. However, today, I saw Wang Xia's unknown side. Just like what she just said, what is in her heart is... Dare to tell anyone that if it weren't for having a drink with her today, she would never have said those words.

"Wang Xia, I really didn't expect..."

"I didn't expect that I also like hadrons, right? Haha, it's strange to say that you said that I Forget about my sister, we are both people who have never seen much of the world. Although Xiaoxiao’s family used to be rich, she is also a girl who is not familiar with the world. The two of us like someone with his out-of-the-box personality, but we don’t like him. It’s strange, but even Sister Yaxin likes him. Wang Yaxin, you know that, right? That’s a real strong woman! She founded Yayu Law Firm alone and is so famous in the entire industry. That’s not true. What ordinary people can do, even such a woman falls in love with Qiangzi at first sight. Why do you think this is? What is so different about Qiangzi?" These words Wang Xia said, in fact, She was also asking herself. Countless late nights, she had asked herself this question, but the answer was the same every time. She didn't know what was so charming about him, but she just couldn't extricate herself from him.

That’s why Wang Xia just said that things like feelings are the most helpless. When you like someone, you will feel that everything they do is right.

Bi Luochun has been silent since he was interrupted. At this moment, Bi Luochun is indeed surprised. He has not reacted at all yet. Bi Luochun even feels that he has never seen this before. Wang Xia actually likes Fang Zhiqiang. If this was put before, no matter who said it.Even he wouldn't believe it. After all, he had always been by Fang Zhiqiang's side. Although he didn't ask much about Fang Zhiqiang's emotional affairs, he still knew a little bit about it. Li Xiaoxiao, Wang Yaxin and Bi Luochun both knew it, and they even talked to Fang Zhiqiang at the beginning. Liu Yan advised Fang Zhiqiang together on who he should choose. But Wang Xia and Bi Luochun never found out about it. Even though they had heard some rumors about their relationship, Bi Luochun didn't take it seriously at all, thinking that Wang Xia sometimes took special care of Fang Zhiqiang. , just because she is Li Xiaoxiao’s sister.

But now it seems that Bi Luochun realizes that there are still many things that he does not know. When he looks at Wang Xia again, Bi Luochun is extremely surprised in his heart. What looks like this from the outside Such a strong woman actually has so much weakness and sadness hidden in her heart.

“I really feel that I am quite great. When I decided to give up on Hadron, I didn’t think too much about it. I just thought about fulfilling my sister’s needs and making her happy. As a sister, I should make such a concession. But what I didn't expect was that this concession lasted for so many years, and the results I wanted to see did not appear, although Qiangzi did marry Xiaoxiao before. , but you have also seen the result. Until now, they are not as happy as I imagined, so I often feel that my decision back then was a bit hasty? If I had persisted, if I had been with Xiaoxiao back then, If there's a showdown..."

When Wang Xia said this, she suddenly stopped, then waved her hands to herself, and said as if talking to herself: "Forget it, it's been such a long time. Now that Qiangzi has married Sister Yaxin, it is unrealistic and a waste of energy for me to think about such things."

Bi Luochun was still extremely stunned at this moment. Seeing Wang Xia's disapproving expression, Bi Luochun said: "So, until now, the reason why you haven't started a family is really because of the hadron?"

Wang Xia looked out the window , after pondering for a while, he laughed at himself and said: "Actually, I don't know what I'm waiting for. I know clearly that I can't wait for anything, but I just don't want to accept this result. Logically speaking, at my age, I should have had it a long time ago. I have a family of my own, but I know that even if I marry someone randomly, I will not be happy. Instead of living an unhappy married life, I would rather be free and happy by myself."

　"I don't think this idea is good. No matter what, people still have to look forward. Since you said it yourself, everything is unrealistic, why not take this step? Maybe tomorrow, it will be What about a broader world? If you don't take this step, you will never see more possibilities in life." Bi Luochun advised.

"Old Bi, you don't need to tell me this truth. I actually know everything in my heart and understand all principles., but you are not me. You don’t know how entangled I am, and you don’t know how painful I am. Why don’t I know that step I should take? But that step was really difficult. I had given myself a lot of courage and determination, but in the end I still didn’t succeed. "

Wang Xia sighed and continued: "Actually, I understand Xiaoxiao quite well today. I gave up on Qiangzi because I wanted to see Xiaoxiao happy, but now, she gives up. Qiangzi wanted to see Qiangzi happy. Didn't she make it clear today? "

"But understanding is understanding, I am still a little unwilling. My ideal has not been realized, and Xiaoxiao has not been able to be happy, which means that my original giving up is meaningless. Every time I think of this , I felt unbalanced in my heart. Why does Xiaoxiao obviously have everything, but she doesn’t know how happy she is? "After Wang Xia finished speaking, she frowned, raised the wine glass in her hand, and stared at the red wine inside. Her blurred eyes couldn't help but become moist.

Looking at Wang Xia's Her mood seemed to be getting lower and lower. At this time, Bi Luochun didn't know how to comfort her. After all, Bi Luochun had always been the worst at comforting people. After being stunned for a while, he Bi Luochun raised his wine glass again and said to Wang Xia: "Here, have a drink! ”

When one person listens and one person speaks, time passes quickly. Before I know it, it is already half past six in the evening. At this time, the sky is already dark, but Bi Luochun in the room Neither Wang Xia nor Wang Xia noticed this, and because during the chat just now, the two of them had unknowingly drank half a bottle of wine, which was mixed with the previous white wine, which made Bi Luochun really a little bit confused at the moment. It felt like the world was spinning, and Wang Xia was lying on the table, sobbing uncontrollably.

The pain that had been hidden deep in her heart for so long finally came out today, although it was It was said to Bi Luochun, who had little to do with her own life, but for Wang Xia, she finally found an outlet to vent her anger.

Looking at Wang Xia’s grief-stricken expression Bi Luochun stood up unsteadily, walked slowly and step by step to Wang Xia's side, stretched out his hand and patted her back, and comforted her: "Okay, Wang Xia, everything is over. Just listen to me, the sun will still rise tomorrow, and everything will be fine..."

Wang Xia sat up slowly, and then leaned her head against Bi Luochun's He wiped his tears on his stomach, and fell asleep after a while.

Bi Luochun heard that Wang Xia had stopped crying, and then looked down at her, only to see that she had already Closing his eyes, Bi Luochun couldn't help but be stunned. However, he couldn't stand firmly now. It was probably extremely difficult to help her to bed, plus the constant intrusion of alcohol.His brain was eroding, and Bi Luochun couldn't help but feel a wave of sleepiness coming over him. Just like that, the two of them fell asleep at the dining table...