Fang Zhiqiang turned his head and looked at Li Xiaoxiao, who was lowering his head slightly. Her cheeks were filled with a touch of melancholy. This scene was something Fang Zhiqiang had never seen before. Even when Li Yonggui passed away, Fang Zhiqiang also I have never seen such an expression on Li Xiaoxiao's face. In Fang Zhiqiang's impression, Li Xiaoxiao used to be so lively and cute, as if she was a big girl who didn't think about anything. This was what attracted him to her in the beginning, but now Li Xiaoxiao has long changed from what she used to be, maybe because she is more mature than before, maybe because she knows how to hide her true inner feelings better, but always Personally speaking, Li Xiaoxiao now feels strange to Fang Zhiqiang.
Although Li Xiaoxiao’s words have been so firm and unquestionable, Fang Zhiqiang is very clear about his purpose of coming today. If he fails to achieve his purpose, Fang Zhiqiang will definitely not give up so easily. Yes, the words Wang Yaxin said to herself are still surrounding Fang Zhiqiang’s ears at this moment. He paused slightly and continued to speak: "It is precisely because I want to live more casually, just because I want to live more free and easy. , just because I want to do what I want to do, just because I don't care what others think. That's why I came to you today, that's why I have to make the decision I am making at this moment. Maybe you think I am forcing myself, Maybe you think I'm deceiving myself, but I know very well in my heart what I can do to make me live a peaceful life in the future, and what to do so that I can have a clear conscience."
Li Xiaoxiao put her Putting her head on her knees, she held her forehead with her palms and rubbed it fiercely. At this moment, she didn't know what to say. Fang Zhiqiang was so determined and stubborn. No matter what he said, it seemed that there was no Li Xiaoxiao couldn't help but feel helpless. After pondering for a moment, Li Xiaoxiao raised his head again and said slowly: "Qiangzi, if you don't listen to me, you will definitely regret it in the future, even if I don't know what you are thinking. , but I know my own thoughts very well. I don’t know what I will do in the future, and what will happen to me in the future. How can I give you a guarantee, how can I give you a promise? Well, even if I agree to you now, even if the two of us come together again, we still have a confused future, and a completely unpredictable future. Do you like the feeling of crossing the river by feeling the stones? More What's more, this is your own life."
"Xiaoxiao, you have said so much, and I don't know what you want to express. If you really don't want to be with me at all now, If you don't want to see me or live with me, then I have nothing to say, but as long as you don't say such words, in my heart, I think you still gave me a chance, then I I will never give up this precious opportunity. So, if you can't say those cruel words, then don't waste your efforts anymore. I have made up my mind and I will not change it no matter how you persuade me.Change my mind. "
Fang Zhiqiang stood up slowly, patted his knees, looked up to the sky and took a long breath, looked at the sky, and said firmly.
Fang Zhiqiang said this After the last sentence was spoken, Li Xiaoxiao had nothing to say anymore. Looking at Fang Zhiqiang, who had turned around, Li Xiaoxiao could not help but stand up too. Now she has been following Fang Zhiqiang, like She is like a little girl, following his steps closely. No matter what decision Fang Zhiqiang makes, no matter what kind of things Fang Zhiqiang is doing, she chooses to believe him and support him without any reason or condition. It seems that in his own eyes, Fang Zhiqiang is a perfect man. Even though he also has the same problems as others, even though he is not such a perfect person, sometimes it is so strange that he identifies a certain person in his heart. It is what it is, no matter what others think of him, no matter what kind of person he actually is, in her own eyes, she is always so perfect. And at this moment, Li Xiaoxiao also feels that again It’s this familiar feeling.
Fang Zhiqiang is still the opinionated Fang Zhiqiang he once was. When he makes a decision, he doesn’t care whether it’s right or wrong, and he doesn’t care what others think. He is always so firm in his views, always thinks that he is right, and can stick to it to the end. This is what once Li Xiaoxiao was most obsessed with. After living with Fang Zhiqiang for so long, Fang Zhiqiang’s The advantages gradually faded and became no longer so dazzling in Li Xiaoxiao's eyes. However, after this separation, Li Xiaoxiao once again realized that the man who had been by her side for so long had a shining light on him. The light still has not faded.
At this moment, Li Xiaoxiao was also very surprised, why did he suddenly have such an idea again? Is it just because of what Fang Zhiqiang just questioned him?< br />
“Hey! "Li Xiaoxiao finally spoke and stopped Fang Zhiqiang's steps.
After pausing, Fang Zhiqiang slowly turned back and looked at Li Xiaoxiao standing behind him. Fang Zhiqiang also seemed to look again. Here we are, the innocent and lovely little girl we once were. But at this time, Li Xiaoxiao did not speak. She just stood there blankly, looking at Fang Zhiqiang intently. The two of them remained silent to each other.
After pondering for a while, Fang Zhiqiang finally raised the corners of his mouth slightly, revealing a smile. Sometimes the tacit understanding is so wonderful. Without Li Xiaoxiao saying a word, Fang Zhiqiang knew what he was thinking. What. Taking steps again, Fang Zhiqiang walked towards Li Xiaoxiao step by step, and walked in front of Li Xiaoxiao. He was only half a meter away from Li Xiaoxiao. Fang Zhiqiang paused, half a meter away, this Already within the intimate distance range.
“You still have toThere's no way to say those words, right? "Fang Zhiqiang looked at Li Xiaoxiao with a smile on his face and said these words calmly. Time is changing, but people have not changed themselves. They are still the same people they used to be, and Li Xiaoxiao is still the Li Xiaoxiao they used to be. , even though the words spoken by Li Xiaoxiao today sound a bit harsh, at this moment, Fang Zhiqiang still knows very well that nothing has changed in Li Xiaoxiao’s bones.
“You think you win? Yet? Do you think this is what you want? Do you think we can live happily in the future? Do you think this is the result I want? "Li Xiaoxiao's four consecutive questions seemed like he was asking Fang Zhiqiang, but in fact Li Xiaoxiao was questioning his own heart. He was confused and vague. Li Xiaoxiao didn't know what was going on. He was being questioned like this. Fang Zhiqiang took it down one by one. Until the end, he was still confused. For some reason, he acquiesced to what Fang Zhiqiang said.