Looking at Fang Zhiqiang who was silent again, Zhang Ling also knew that her tone seemed a bit harsh. After all, she was not Wang Yaxin and did not have such a deep understanding of the relationship between her and Fang Zhiqiang, so after pondering for a moment, Zhang Ling's tone also slowed down a lot, and she spoke again: "Actually, you don't know many of Yaxin's thoughts at all. She will never tell you, so I will make my own decision today. I tell you these words not to say anything for Yaxin, but I don’t want to leave any regrets between you. If you think about all this in the future, as long as you can have no regrets, that will be fine."< br />
Fang Zhiqiang finally became completely serious. At this moment, he finally understood what Zhang Ling wanted to say next, so he looked at Zhang Ling with a serious expression and said: " I would like to hear the details."
In fact, Fang Zhiqiang is indeed very curious about the thoughts in Wang Yaxin's heart, but he knows that Wang Yaxin will not say it to him, just like some of the thoughts in his heart , he would not say it to her, not only because he felt shameless, but those words were like a curse, every time they came to his lips, they would be swallowed back by him again.
“I don’t know if you understand Yaxin’s life there. She has two children alone, and it’s all Yaxin’s business to pick her up and drop off. My living conditions there before were considered It's pretty good. Occasionally, when I go to pick up the children, I bump into Yaxin. Gradually, the two of us become familiar with each other. After getting to know each other, I find more and more that Yaxin is really a self-reliant woman. At least, For me, she is my lifelong pursuit. Now, I am trying to be like her, but I know that there is still a long way to go."
"Of course, I just want to tell you that her life there is actually very hard. In fact, she can not let herself be so tired. There have been people who pursued her before, and they were indeed sincere, but she has always been She didn’t promise anyone, she was still alone. Later, after something happened in my family, the two of us talked about these things, and she told me that it was actually because she couldn’t let go of anyone in her heart, so she didn’t have one for so long. I started a family again. When I heard this sentence, I was really surprised. Yaxin, a woman who seems to be invulnerable on the outside and who can do everything by herself, actually still has a man she can't let go of in her heart. Later I found out that the man’s name was Fang Zhiqiang.”
At this point, Zhang Ling suddenly stopped and looked at the expression on Fang Zhiqiang’s face seriously. After pondering for a moment, Just then he spoke again: "A woman is in a foreign country with two children. I don't need to tell you so many details. You should be able to feel how difficult it is, right? But she has never complained. Every time I see her so tired that she is almost out of breath, I remind myself, andCompared to her, all my little things are nothing! But after all, she is just a woman, and there are many things that she cannot resist. Later, finally, after Xiaoyu's accident, she realized her own insignificance and fragility. In a place like that, there are many things that she cannot handle. Yes, she really needs a man, a solid arm for herself to rely on. "
"It was at that time that she mentioned you to me. When you said you wanted Xiaoyu to stay here, she actually knew what you were thinking, but you two Personally, no one has broken that point. Of course, from my standpoint, I don’t think it is necessary. It might be better for two people to express all their inner thoughts. My advice to her at the time was that I wanted her to come back. It was the same as what I just told you. I just didn’t want her to have any regrets in the future. But do you know what she told me? "
Zhang Ling stared into Fang Zhiqiang's eyes again and continued: "She said she was afraid that she misunderstood you, and that what she thought was wrong. If that was the case, after coming back, It will make it more embarrassing for both of you. "
"It was only after my persuasion that she decided to come back. But in the past few days since she came back, it seems to me that she didn't say a word to you, otherwise, Now you two will not be in this state, so today, I will say those words to you on behalf of Yaxin. In fact, her inner thoughts have always been very clear. The reason why she did not speak to you may be Because I don’t know what you are thinking at all. "
After Fang Zhiqiang finished listening, he couldn't help lowering his eyes and looked at Xin Sheng's face again, but what he thought of at this moment was how hard it was for Wang Yaxin to be alone there.
"Since I have said everything that needs to be said for Yaxin, you should also express your opinion to me today. What are you thinking in your heart? At least, the two of you should stop being so mutual. Just hide it from the other person and stop being so weird. "Zhang Ling asked again.
At this time, Fang Zhiqiang's forehead was already covered with beads of sweat unknowingly, because he felt guilty. He had just met Li Xiaoxiao today, although he had just talked. Not much, but I promised Li Xiaoxiao at the time that I would definitely fulfill my original promise to Li Yonggui. If that were the case, how should I express my thoughts to Wang Yaxin now? Yes, I really want to do it now. Being with Wang Yaxin is just like before. When he is with Wang Yaxin, Fang Zhiqiang will feel relaxed. Wang Yaxin is like a gentle country. Every time he comes home, he can feel the infinite warmth.
But what’s the point of saying this, even if I say it? I’ve already promised something to Li Xiaoxiao, why don’t I keep it? I originally thought that I and Wang Yaxin could just keep pretending to be confused, but in fact superior,Both of them understood what was going on, but no one could take that step. In this case, it would stay like this. At least it would not hurt anyone, which was a good result.
But now it seems that Zhang Ling does not intend to give herself this opportunity to pretend to be confused. She questions herself so innocently, obviously wanting to get herself to give a definite answer, even if This answer was not what Wang Yaxin wanted.
"What? Yaxin is not here, and you can't say anything?" Seeing that Fang Zhiqiang had been silent for so long without speaking, Zhang Ling seemed a little anxious, and then continued, "Let's talk , Yaxin is right, your idea is different from her guess?"
Hearing this sentence, Fang Zhiqiang suddenly became anxious. If Zhang Ling really thinks like this, That would really be an injustice to yourself. You can deceive others, but you cannot deceive yourself. Your inner thoughts will not change, so Fang Zhiqiang immediately said anxiously: "Actually, I..."
"Ah! Xiaoyu's admission procedures are finally completed!" At the moment when Fang Zhiqiang was about to speak, Wang Yaxin suddenly came over panting, holding the documents in his hand, breathing heavily, and said .
Zhang Ling and Fang Zhiqiang both turned their heads to look at Wang Yaxin. Zhang Ling secretly said in her heart: ‘You came at the wrong time! ’
But Zhang Ling also knew that with the arrival of Wang Yaxin, what Fang Zhiqiang was about to say may never be said again, at least today, there is no such chance.
"That's good! Finally the first thing has been taken care of." Zhang Ling also looked at Wang Yaxin and said with a smile.
"Yeah, next, it's Xin Sheng's early education, and I have to be busy!" Wang Yaxin said this, and then she noticed that Wang Xin Sheng was in Fang Zhiqiang's arms at this time, and then her eyes He also looked at Fang Zhiqiang.
The two people looked at each other. Zhang Ling on the side felt that the atmosphere at the moment was a little awkward, and then said: "Actually, I think that when we get here, there is no need to enter an early childhood education institution. After all, the educational philosophy here is different from that over there. After a while, it would actually be good to send them directly to kindergarten."
Zhang Ling's words interrupted Fang Zhiqiang and Wang Yaxin. Looking at each other, Wang Yaxin also smiled again and said: "Let's talk about it. Now I just want to find a place to lie down and have a good rest."