Of course, Li Xiaoxiao has also thought about letting herself return to his side, just like before, everything is still the same as before, but she also knows that this is just her wishful thinking, and the reunion is no longer the same as before. A mirror, the damage that has been caused, even if you try your best to make up for it, it is just wishful thinking.

In this regard, Li Xiaoxiao naturally has a deep understanding of it. His parents have told him so much about how they owed him when they were young. Now, no matter how they try to make up for themselves, everything is over. There is no going back, and the harm they have caused to themselves cannot be undone. For themselves, even in their hearts they know that they want to make themselves happy, want to live a better life, and even use all means to Trying to make up for the debt they once owed to me, but for me, the loneliness and longing I endured in my youth have long been deeply imprinted in my heart. Now I can not care about these things with my parents, and I can also treat them wholeheartedly. But I will never talk about everything in front of my parents like I did when I was a teenager, because I will also grow up and mature. Those things that I could not bear in the past are now completely You can afford it, and it seems that you no longer need your parents to protect you from wind and rain.

But even so, Li Xiaoxiao still did not give up on this idea, especially after listening to what Wang Yaxin said today, even though the relationship between Fang Zhiqiang and Wang Yaxin has gone through so many ups and downs. Ups and downs, but today Wang Yaxin still has not given up her pursuit. No matter what the final result with Fang Zhiqiang will be, for Wang Yaxin, as long as she does what she wants to do, she does not force the result, but only pursues what she has in her heart. Just regret it. Since even Wang Yaxin can do this, why can't I? Should we still take that worthless face seriously? In a relationship, if you only care about face, how can you qualify for true love?

In fact, Li Yonggui’s death made the relationship between the three people more entangled. Not only Li Xiaoxiao is so entangled now, but even Fang Zhiqiang doesn’t know what he should do. Yes, Fang Zhiqiang clearly remembered what Li Yonggui said to him before his death, but for Fang Zhiqiang now, he does feel that he and Wang Yaxin seem to be more suitable, or in other words, he is like this now If they continue to be together with Li Xiaoxiao, their lives will not be easy, but Wang Yaxin is different. She and Li Xiaoxiao are completely different women.

Today’s Fang Zhiqiang no longer cares what kind of person he is in the eyes of others, whether he is a scumbag or a good person, it doesn’t matter, because Fang Zhiqiang is very Know clearly that you are living your own life. Only you know whether you are happy or sad in your heart. Instead of trying your best to live your life to be a good person in the eyes of others.It doesn't matter what others think or think, it doesn't matter. As long as you are happy, don't worry about anything else.

Therefore, during that time, Fang Zhiqiang thought that his heart was firm enough, especially after seeing Wang Yaxin come back, Fang Zhiqiang became even more determined. He owed so much to Wang Yaxin before, Now he finally has a chance to make up for it. Although Fang Zhiqiang himself knows that no matter how he makes up for it, he can't erase everything Wang Yaxin has endured before, but it is at least better than doing nothing. At least it can make Wang Yaxin's life better. I want to be better and do whatever I can. Now I can only do so much.

However, Li Yonggui suddenly became seriously ill. This man who had a great influence on him was about to pass away. This was not only a blow to Li Xiaoxiao, but also to Fang Zhiqiang. It is also an extremely bad thing. Let’s not talk about the relationship between the two people. They have lived together for so long before, and he took care of himself and maintained the relationship between himself and Li Xiaoxiao at that time. , Fang Zhiqiang sees these things in his eyes. It is really not easy for an old man to do this.

But what Fang Zhiqiang didn’t expect was that the blow Li Yonggui brought to him was not just this. The last request he made to himself was the beginning of his complete chaos. The person he wanted to choose in his heart was obviously another woman, but Li Yonggui made such a request. This was naturally an embarrassing thing for Fang Zhiqiang.

Fang Zhiqiang has tried to convince himself countless times that it is just getting married and living a life, and it is just as simple as living with any woman, not to mention that he has already been with Li Xiaoxiao before. After such a long time, they have become very familiar with each other, and have almost gotten along with each other. Anyway, at least there is no need to re-understand and manage each other. From this point of view, it is a relatively worry-free thing. Son.

But another voice in Fang Zhiqiang’s heart was also very clear. This is a marriage after all. Marriage is obviously not a trivial matter. He must be absolutely focused and cautious. If he makes a wrong step, he will suffer for the rest of his life. Looking back on his relationship history, Fang Zhiqiang couldn't help but be a little surprised. He was only thirty-one this year, but he had already had two marriages, and each ended in failure. The first one, Wang Yaxin, was speechless. It can be said that this is a very outstanding woman, and she is also very good to herself. During the period when she was just starting out, Fang Zhiqiang will not forget the help Wang Yaxin gave to him. The second Li Xiaoxiao, although she is a bit willful and simple , but her feelings for herself are also spotless. Perhaps to herself, she is a willful girl, but to herself, she gives everything to herself.However, this girl who pursued love so pure and passionately still failed to find an eternal belonging with her in the end.

Fang Zhiqiang even began to doubt himself. In his two failed marriages, was it their problem or his own fault? If it was their problem, why did he miss out on two such beautiful girls? Why couldn't I accumulate enough experience in both marriages? Since this is the case, then it is naturally your own problem, but where is the problem?

Fang Zhiqiang once thought about whether his life with Li Xiaoxiao could not continue stably and happily because of the constant contact between him and Wang Yaxin. His marriage to Wang Yaxin was finally separated because of his father's opposition. Speaking of this, Fang Zhiqiang also felt that he had nothing to say. The two had not been together for long at that time, and they separated because of this objective factor. . But the marriage with Li Xiaoxiao was completely different later. With the blessings of both parents, the two people were living happily together. However, it didn't take long for various problems to arise between the two people. There were all kinds of problems, big and small. At that time, I even thought that it was because Li Xiaoxiao was doing nothing at home all day long that all these problems appeared. However, later, because of this, Li Xiaoxiao, He also started to take the initiative to go out to work to keep her busy, but the situation still didn't seem to have changed much. The problems between him and her still existed, and even became more intense than before. Qiang thought about this countless times and felt regretful. He even felt that he was too impulsive at that time in the hospital corridor. If he had said a few nice words to her at that time, maybe the result would have been completely different?