"Xiaoxiao, although I'm embarrassed to say it out loud, I feel that we have known each other for a long time. There is no need to hide any thoughts between each other. In fact, I feel that I still haven't been able to fully understand them now. Although I don’t necessarily know what happened to Qiangzi and Qiangzi in the end, at least when I saw Qiangzi’s company encountering these problems, I still couldn’t stand by and do my best to help. Yes, this is what I'm thinking now. Of course, I don't ask for any reward in the end. Regarding emotional matters, between the three of us, I have already seen through who Qiangzi will choose in the end. , it doesn’t depend on who treats him better, because feelings are inherently unpredictable, and no one can tell what kind of person they will choose in the end.”
Wang Yaxin continued to speak, and Li Xiaoxiao's palm holding the phone began to tremble involuntarily. She didn't know why she had to listen to Wang Yaxin's words seriously, and she didn't know what she should do after listening. What kind of reaction? Now her mind is blank. Looking at the happy little Ai Li in front of her, Li Xiaoxiao's heart is filled with emotions. Perhaps the only thing left for her from that man is this little Ai Li in front of her. , As for the past events hidden deep in his heart, maybe he is the only one who remembers them clearly. As for him, maybe he has forgotten them all, right?
"I'm sorry, Sister Yaxin, I have something to do here. If you don't have anything else to do, I will hang up first." Li Xiaoxiao felt that it was difficult to control her emotions anymore. If she continues to talk to Wang Yaxin, she doesn't know when she will shed tears. At this time, no one will feel sorry for her, and no one will care about her, because in the eyes of others, she finally got such a result, You are just reaping the consequences. Even your sister Wang Xia thinks so, let alone others?
"Xiaoxiao, I am not telling you this to make you feel sad. I just want to tell you that I will still do what I want to do according to my inner thoughts. Although I don’t want to make you feel sad, I still hope you can know that whether it’s me or you, we all have the right to pursue everything we want. I also hope you can adjust your Mentality, I'm not worried that we will have different opinions on emotional matters, or even make some jokes. In fact, you and I both know that none of us can influence Qiangzi's decision, and no one knows what he will eventually do. No matter what choice I make, I only do what I think I should do. Whatever the final result is, I leave it to God."
"In addition, there is another sentence, I actually I have been holding it in my heart for a long time. Now that I have said it here, I will say it directly. Going round and round, the few of us have experienced so much., originally everything should have been settled long ago, but due to various reasons, you and I are still alone until now. The Hadron has been sandwiched between the two of us. Speaking of which, he should be the one who has the most trouble. People, I often wonder whether it is because of my own reasons that lead to my current state. Perhaps, even without Hadron, I still would not have my own belonging, and I would still be in this state. , So, this time can be regarded as my last effort. If I still fail to get what I want, maybe I will really give up completely... Haha..."
At the end of Wang Yaxin's words, suddenly She sneered. It sounded like she was laughing at herself, full of helplessness. Then she continued: "It's really funny. I can't even remember how many times I have given up. These two words have never stopped. When I said it, it sounded like a joke, but I didn’t know what was going on. Every time I said these two words, I would regret it soon, especially after seeing Hadron When I'm going through a very difficult time, I'll have this thought in my heart again. Now I don't care what others think of me, just let them go. Anyway, I can't satisfy everyone. ”
Li Xiaoxiao didn’t know how to answer. In fact, she and Wang Yaxin rarely had such heart-to-heart talks. Every previous conversation seemed to have an invisible barrier between them. So For a long time, the two of them had never had a serious conversation, and this time, after listening to Wang Yaxin say so much, Li Xiaoxiao felt as if she had knocked over the five-flavor bottle. Again, it was extremely unpleasant. Perhaps Li Xiaoxiao herself did not realize that she had gradually begun to enter Wang Yaxin's heart. Although it was only a brief conversation, she was able to peek into the side of Wang Yaxin that she usually did not want to show to others.
"I understand what you mean, Sister Yaxin, you don’t need to have any psychological burden. Since Qiangzi is single now, you naturally have the right to do what you want to do. No one is qualified to do it. I won’t stop you, including myself. You are right. We all have the right to pursue our own happiness. In the past, I loved myself too much and cared too much about face, but I forgot what was best for me. Importantly, after listening to what you said today, I think I should adjust my mentality. Thank you very much for being able to say these intimate words to me. As for your law firm, I will not join it. , but don’t worry, I don’t think the relationship between us will get any worse! "
After Li Xiaoxiao said this, Wang Yaxin also nodded and said: "Okay, it would be great if you can think like this. I hope we can all be better, and I hope we can all be better." Live the life you want, and Xiaoxiao, although I am just an outsider to your family, I really hope you can let go of your uncle's matter. Birth, old age, illness and death are all human beings.It's common sense, none of us can change this. Although it didn't happen to me, and it seems a bit perfunctory for me to say this, but the mood is your own, and only you can feel it, any bad things Everything will pass, I hope you can come out of it soon. "
"Okay, Sister Yaxin, don't worry. "Li Xiaoxiao didn't say any more. She still couldn't express all her inner thoughts. After all, she and Wang Yaxin didn't have many heart-to-heart talks. Even though she said so many things that she usually didn't say today, it was not face to face after all. Yes, for Li Xiaoxiao, it was actually extremely unexpected that she could do this in front of Wang Yaxin. At least she had never thought before that one day she would be able to talk to Wang Yaxin in such a tone. Although, she He is his own savior.
This may be related to Li Xiaoxiao’s outing this time. The change in her mentality allowed her to understand many things that she had not understood before, including some inner thoughts and even the feelings of others. His views have changed a lot now. If it were before, Li Xiaoxiao would have been very angry after hearing what Wang Yaxin said today. At least for herself, this was not a big deal. It's a good thing that Wang Yaxin decided to stay, and she said it was for Fang Zhiqiang. This alone was enough to make Li Xiaoxiao unable to let go. But after hearing these words today, she didn't feel like this in her heart, and she didn't even let go at all. In the heart, no matter what, this made Li Xiaoxiao feel that she seemed to be more in control of her emotions than before, and she also knew how to understand the thoughts of others. The words she just said to Wang Yaxin were also what she was thinking. .
Indeed, Fang Zhiqiang is single now, and Wang Yaxin is also single. No matter what happens to these two people, it is normal, and I am no longer qualified to take care of things between them. It was like in the end, Fang Zhiqiang failed to choose his own words, and he had nothing to say. After all, he was the one who let go first, and it was he who failed to keep his promise. Those first vows were so sonorous and powerful when they were said, It was such a vow, but now, when I look back, I realize that everything has changed. Many times, I don't deliberately violate those oaths, but the oaths are still what I want to stick to in my heart. Things, but at that time I couldn't control my emotions, my mood and all the weird opinions.
But no matter what, it seems that all these are just excuses now Well, he had made such a decision after all, and now he could no longer change it, and the damage caused to Fang Zhiqiang could no longer be undone. This made Li Xiaoxiao realize that many times, she might indeed need to calm down, especially After the death of his father, he should have learned to be mature and calm just now. In the future, perhaps no one will pay for his impulses. The person he once was except his father.The only man outside has now left her.