This is the most likely thing Wang Yaxin can think of to comfort Zhang Ling's heart at this moment. However, for Zhang Ling, nothing she can say now will help. How deep she loves Jack is what she feels in her heart at this moment. How unacceptable to accept this fact.
Of course Zhang Ling knew that Wang Yaxin had no need to deceive herself about this matter, and there was no need for her to deliberately fabricate such a lie in order to deceive herself. But if all this is true, If it happened, Zhang Ling obviously couldn't believe it at all, let alone accept it.
"Lingling, don't be so sad. Think about it carefully. If he is really that kind of person, wouldn't it be better for you to find out one day earlier than one day later? At least he won't be around again. It wastes more time on you, doesn't it?" Wang Yaxin patted Zhang Ling's back again and continued to comfort her.
At this moment, Zhang Ling was still lying on the table, and Wang Yaxin could only feel her violent shaking back and the waves of deep sobs coming from her.
However, what Wang Yaxin didn’t know was that Zhang Ling and she were completely different people. Zhang Ling’s view of her was completely incomprehensible.
This is inevitable. Two people have completely different lives and completely different experiences. How can their three views be consistent?
For Wang Yaxin, although feelings are also an extremely tangled matter, she can still maintain her rationality sometimes and constantly use rationality to tell herself what she should do in order to achieve her goals. is the right choice.
However, for Zhang Ling, she now regards her husband Jack as almost everything to her, whether it is her inner world or real life. If Jack suddenly disappears, Zhang Ling will Ling didn't even know how she should continue to live.
There are always people who emphasize that women should be independent and have the ability to freely control their own money. However, in this world, there are always people who sing the opposite, and this Zhang Ling is obviously one of them.
She thinks her life is very happy. Not only does she not need to do any work, but she also has endless money to spend every day. She lives in such a luxurious house, and her husband is so excellent. She just needs to take care of her children well at home. It seems that this is what a woman should do well.
But she had never thought about what she would do with the rest of her life if Jack left her one day.
Although I have never thought about this problem, it does not mean that this problem will not come. Now Zhang Ling is facing such a situation.
When she listened to Wang Yaxin’s words, the first reaction in her heart was not hatred for Jack. Instead, she couldn’t help but reflect on herself and see if she wasIt's not that I did anything wrong.
But after thinking about it, Zhang Ling didn’t know what she had done wrong. She still didn’t realize that her biggest mistake was that she relied too much on Jack. Without Jack, she would Life will become a mess in an instant.
Of course, Wang Yaxin did not realize this. The reason why she wanted to tell Zhang Ling all this was actually based on her own subjective judgment. She believed that people like Jack were not good at all. It is worth entrusting him for life. Even if leaving him will make his life very difficult, it is still better than being with such a person every day. What is the difference between that and the walking dead?
It’s a pity that Wang Yaxin is just Wang Yaxin after all, and Zhang Ling is just Zhang Ling after all. It is impossible for Zhang Ling to have Wang Yaxin’s thinking.
The two were silent for a long time. When Zhang Ling looked up at her again, Wang Yaxin thought she had finally figured it out and was finally saying goodbye to Jack.
However, what Zhang Ling said made Wang Yaxin stunned again: "Yaxin, if all this is true, can you tell me what should I do?"
After hearing this, Wang Yaxin immediately said without hesitation: "Of course I choose divorce! Isn't it a waste of my time to be with such a man?"
But Hearing Wang Yaxin's words, a look of embarrassment appeared on Zhang Ling's face, not because she didn't want to leave Jack, but because she felt that she simply couldn't leave him now.
She lowered her head again and pondered for a moment, then Zhang Ling shook her head fiercely. When Wang Yaxin saw this scene, she immediately frowned in confusion and said, "What do you mean?"
"No...can't divorce...can't divorce..." Zhang Ling did not look at Wang Yaxin, she continued to lower her head and just said to herself.
When Wang Yaxin saw this scene, her eyes widened immediately. Her husband had already done such a thing outside, how could he still endure it? At least, if it were me, I would get divorced no matter what! Even if that person is Fang Zhiqiang!
"Why? Why do you have such strange thoughts?" Wang Yaxin really couldn't understand. She looked at Zhang Ling's troubled expression at the moment and asked in confusion.
Originally, I was still worried that Zhang Ling would not be able to bear the blow after telling Zhang Ling all this, but now, Wang Yaxin has obviously discovered something more worthy of her worry.
In fact, for Zhang Ling, the most serious thing is not that she cannot accept this fact, but her current mentality.
"Yaxin, look at me now, what kind of person do you think I am?" Zhang Ling straightened up weaklySon, he asked Wang Yaxin with a touch of self-deprecation on his lips.
Wang Yaxin looked up and down for a moment, and seemed to suddenly understand why Zhang Ling said what she just said, and then Wang Yaxin said again: "Lingling, you don't have to worry, life is so long, and whoever leaves you will be the same." You may not be able to accept this fact for the time being, but as soon as you adapt to the rest of your life, you will find that Jack is actually just a passer-by in your life. You can still live a wonderful life without him!"
"Haha... these chicken soups may be useful for ordinary people, but I..." After Zhang Ling said this, she shook her head feebly again, and then continued: "I can't even stand it for an ordinary person." It doesn’t even count. I’m just a parasite living in his house. He gives me money and I extend my hand. Everything I eat, wear, use, and live in comes from him. Do you think I can live without him? Drive him?"
After hearing these words, Wang Yaxin frowned even more tightly. Although she had never had such an experience, Wang Yaxin could understand Zhang Ling's mood at the moment. She was worried about the future. Full of fear, she didn't even dare to take that step forward, and what Wang Yaxin had to do now was to get her courage to take that step!
"Lingling, believe me, I have had the same experience as you before. At that time, I also thought that if I left him, my life would be a mess. But later I discovered that as long as I don't give up, Even if life is a little harder, we can still live a good life. Look, I am living a pretty good life with two children now, right?" Wang Yaxin continued to persuade.
"Yaxin, if you are asked to give up the most beautiful things in the world after enjoying them, can you do it?" Zhang Ling suddenly stared at Wang Yaxin intently, as if Questioning Wang Yaxin.
When Wang Yaxin heard this, she couldn’t help but be stunned. The most beautiful things in the world...
Perhaps the things she once owned were far less than the most beautiful things in the world. Beautiful things, but Wang Yaxin can understand what Zhang Ling wants to express. In the past, she never had to think about how much money she had in her pocket when she went out. Just a card could solve all the problems in her life, but now... …
“I understand Lingling, what you just said, I can understand that when you just lose those things that you think are beautiful, you will be very uncomfortable, and even feel like you are It's like being in hell, but as long as you have faith in your heart and know what you want, as long as you can stand up again, you will find that in fact, using what you earn through your own efforts is the most satisfying thing for you. Peace of mind." Wang Yaxin didn't know how to persuade her. As for her past experiences, on the one hand, Wang Yaxin really didn't want to mention them anymore. On the other hand, she felt that for the current Zhang Ling, she didn't have any ThatA mood to listen to the stories of your past.
"But Yaxin, there are too many things that I can't bear to part with, not only everything he brought me, but also the children. If we divorce, the children will definitely be awarded to him, and Who am I? An episode in his life, a passerby in his child's life? I can't accept it..." Zhang Ling lowered her head again as she spoke.
At this moment, Wang Yaxin finally fell silent.
When Zhang Ling talked about the topic of 'children', she suddenly touched Wang Yaxin's heart. When it comes to how much damage divorce can cause to children, Wang Yaxin is naturally very clear about this. She To this day, she still can't forget how the lively and cute Xiaoyu turned into the taciturn person step by step. She also clearly remembers how much Xiaoyu longed in his heart to have a father like others.
It’s a pity that because of adults’ grievances and hatreds, a child who shouldn’t have to endure so much has experienced these inhuman tortures, and such pain will be difficult to heal in a lifetime. , maybe in the future Xiaoyu will grow up and know how to disguise his emotions, and he will not show the fragility in his heart at all, but Wang Yaxin, a mother, can always clearly capture Xiaoyu's inner world, even if He smiled like a child in front of her, but Wang Yaxin could still understand the pain in his heart.
Originally, Wang Yaxin, who insisted that Zhang Ling choose divorce, suddenly fell silent at this moment. Wang Yaxin could help her answer all Zhang Ling's reasons and excuses, except for the child.
It is indeed a very serious matter for adults, but no matter how you say it, after all, you already have a child. Since you chose to give birth to the child, you naturally have to be responsible for the child. He is also a life, not an accessory of his parents. If the parents do anything without caring about the child's feelings, then why did they give birth to this child in the first place?
Wang Yaxin no longer persisted. She suddenly realized that this was her own business. As for the final decision, she also had to make her own decision. After all, everyone's life is different. They are not all the same. Everyone has their own things to go through. None of us can help others experience what they should have experienced, let alone interfere with or even change the choices they originally wanted to make.
"Lingling, I'm sorry. Actually, I didn't want to tell you originally... Now it seems that it might be better if I don't tell you all this..." Wang Yaxin suddenly seemed a little hesitant in her words. , she didn’t know at the moment whether she did something wrong or right. In any case, when Zhang Ling found out about this incident, she was indeed heartbroken, and judging from her reaction, it was indeed because of this incident. suffered a great dealBig blow.
However, as she said herself, even though she now knows all this, she still has no choice but to divorce. This may be the biggest harm to her.
"No, Yaxin, thank you for telling me all this. You are right. I can't keep being kept in the dark like a fool. I can pretend to be indifferent. , but I can't really know nothing." Zhang Ling sorted out her emotions. She could feel Wang Yaxin's self-blame at the moment, so a forced smile appeared on her face and she said this.
Wang Yaxin did not speak anymore, and it was almost time for the children to get out of school. Wang Yaxin patted Zhang Ling on the back again, and then said: "Let's go pick up the children together?"