When Fang Zhiqiang and Wang Xia left, Wang Yaxin deliberately turned her back to the two of them. Wang Yaxin didn't know when she started to be so afraid of saying goodbye.
In the past, she had never felt so scared even when traveling to the other side of the world. But at this moment, she felt that she did not seem to have the slightest courage to face the farewell scene. It's as if, after this farewell, the next time we meet again, we don't know when it will be.
Young people will never understand the pain of separation, or in other words, people with little experience will not understand this feeling. In fact, Wang Yaxin is not aware of her current physical condition. I don’t have much confidence. Even if Xu Chao has promised himself so firmly, even if Fang Zhiqiang has given himself enough courage, even if Wang Xia has persuaded herself so much, illness will always be illness, and it will not be because of The encouragement and persuasion of others will disappear, and it will not be cured by your own confidence. It can only slowly disintegrate bit by bit over time. This process is unbearable for many people. Those illnesses are on the body. The torture it brings to people is unimaginable. To endure such pain requires not only courage, but more importantly, the perseverance and determination to persevere.
Although he said over and over again that he would definitely wake up, Wang Yaxin actually knew very well that whether he could wake up successfully did not depend on his repeated emphasis, let alone Wang Yaxin's. Whether Xia can get married or not is not whether Mingda can stand up again. The reason why she said that was just to cover up her inner fear and ease the mysterious and sad atmosphere.
Because everything depends on God’s will.
As a once outstanding lawyer, Wang Yaxin has always firmly believed that there is nothing in this world that cannot be accomplished by human power, because she has seen too many things that are confusing black and white, and she has also seen too many things. More people will conquer heaven.
But at this moment, she had to bear it, and she finally bowed to her fate, because all she could do now was to pray in her heart constantly, praying that God would give her this opportunity, praying that she I can wake up again and pray that I can spend the rest of my life like a normal person, because I still have a lot of things to do and a lot to say. I want to see my children grow up. I want to To watch them get married and start a business, even the emotional entanglement between himself and Fang Zhiqiang needs time to sort out and prove...
This may be the biggest reason why Wang Yaxin continues to persist. The source of motivation and courage!
Sleep is the time when a person is closest to death. Except for the functioning of the brain, all other organs have entered a deep dormant state. This is also the time when the human heart is at its purest.
Zhiqiang hopes that he can sleep like this forever. When he wakes up again, everything in the mess around him has returned to normal, and everything is as before. How good would that be?
But Fang Zhiqiang knows that he is not qualified because he wants to wake up for those people, to do things that have not been completed for them, to watch everything become worse and worse for them. The better come.
When Fang Zhiqiang woke up the next day, he felt as if he had lived in another world. In just one night, everything around him had changed.
Looking at Wang Yaxin, everything in the house seemed so familiar. However, the familiar people were long gone. Normally, when I woke up in the morning, I would go to the hospital to take a look. Wang Yaxin's state that day, but Fang Zhiqiang today knew that he would not be able to see her.
Sitting up from the bed, Fang Zhiqiang felt the biting loneliness around him, as if his soul had been forgotten by the world. If he kept sitting like this, the world would continue to operate as usual, and he would not It will affect anyone. If you die quietly like this, everything will be as usual, and your death will just add a handful of loess to the earth.
Fang Zhiqiang rubbed his hair hard with his palms. The messy hair made him look even more tired. How much did he want to just let go of his hands, ignore everything, and follow his own rules? Live according to your wish, do what you want to do, love the people you want to love, touch everything you like, and die to everything that bothers you and worries you!
“Ding dong!”
At this moment, Fang Zhiqiang’s cell phone rang at an inappropriate time. If it was normal, Fang Zhiqiang would take it over to see who was calling. The call came over, but at this moment, he was in no mood to answer anyone's call.
So, he didn’t even look at his phone, he just closed his eyes tightly, but his messy brain still couldn’t calm down.
Some people say that what the world looks like depends on your eyes.
At this moment, Fang Zhiqiang is in such a state. In the eyes of a thousand people, there are a thousand worlds.
Evil people often see evil that others cannot see, so they think that the world is evil, and those who claim that the world is beautiful are just because they are still I didn't find any evil.
People with pure and clean hearts often see a beautiful world full of truth, goodness and beauty, because they are good at discovering the beauty of the world and everything beautiful around them. They think that those who claim that the world is Evil people are just because they don’t have a pair of discerning eyes and can’t seeOnly to see the truth, goodness and beauty of the world.
Both have their own truths and rhetoric, but for Fang Zhiqiang now, he thinks the world is boring and full of troubles, because there are too many things in life that make things difficult. There are too many things that worry me, and there are too many dilemmas for me. Faced with such problems, it is impossible for me to discover the beauty of the world no matter what.
However, this world can be terrible, but I can't!
Fang Zhiqiang stood up suddenly, went into the bathroom to wash up, looked at her slightly tired face, and remembered what Wang Yaxin said to herself yesterday. She hoped that when she woke up, she could see a person who was better than Mingda was even more glorious in the past!
Wang Yaxin can maintain such a positive attitude even in the current situation. What reason does she have to worry? Is there any reason not to cheer up? !
After sorting out his clothes, Fang Zhiqiang went back to battle. The R&D team has achieved some results recently, but there has been no news about the financing plan of Bi Luochun and Chen Qinghe. Fang Zhiqiang decided to go into battle in person today. Use all the connections you can use!