This is loneliness and tragedy on a spiritual level. A person may be able to bear all the sadness and pain in real life, but once he suffers loneliness on a spiritual level, he will completely give in, because not everyone can. Can bear such grief.

For someone like Fang Zhiqiang, perhaps he has never thought about his role and status in this society, and has never cared about these things. However, this thing is It has always been there, and one day, he will feel that feeling, and by that time, it will be too late to look back on these things.

Fang Zhiqiang has thought about a question countless times, what is the purpose of his life?

Now, his father has passed away, and it seems that he is the only one left in this world. When he was with Li Xiaoxiao in the past, although there were sometimes conflicts, there were also sometimes conflicts. I have troubles, but I always have a sense of belonging deep in my heart.

That was his home, especially since Li Yonggui and his wife were so kind to him, which made Fang Zhiqiang feel that he was not alone in this world.

At that time, I had never thought about this issue.

But now, they have divorced Li Xiaoxiao. Even if Li Yonggui and his wife have a good impression of him, it is based on their own biological daughter. If it is just him, so what? Will it attract their attention and attention?

In fact, no matter what stage of life you are in, it is not an exaggeration to think about this issue.

Now Fang Zhiqiang’s motto in life is to be free and do whatever he wants.

It sounds like a very irresponsible behavior, but what about the reality? Who else could Fang Zhiqiang be responsible for?

Yes, he can only be responsible for himself.

Therefore, for Fang Zhiqiang, the evaluation of others has finally reached the point where it doesn’t matter. This is a difficult step.

Some people want to be a kind person throughout their lives, or in other words, want to be a kind person in the eyes of others.

And some people, throughout their lives, want to be a successful person, a very successful person in the eyes of others.

This is a person’s life goal, and they will continue to move forward towards this goal.

However, how many people like Fang Zhiqiang have the goal of being free and doing whatever they want in life?

When a person can be completely indifferent to other people's opinions, he can truly live out his own life.

It is precisely because of this that Fang Zhiqiang said what he just said to Wang Yaxin at this moment.

As long as it is what you really think in your heart, you can say it, in order to be worthy of your life and not to live in vain.

"But Qiangzi, where do you put me when you say these words? What do you want me to do?" Wang Yaxin's mood gradually stabilized at this moment.

The world is always changing, and plans can never keep up with the changes, even if you have planned everything for your future before, and you have even thought about what kind of person you want to be in the future.

But with what Fang Zhiqiang just said, those ideas were obviously going to come to nothing.

Wang Yaxin knows this very well, so since she can't change those things, is there any other way besides facing and accepting them?

　"I didn't want you to do anything. The reason why I said these words was because of my selfishness and because I wanted to say it, whether it was to let you know or to It's good to make yourself feel at ease." Fang Zhiqiang said truthfully.

"Haha, are you so scumbag now?" Wang Yaxin sneered.

"Am I a scumbag? Maybe everyone thinks I am a scumbag, but who is not a scumbag? Aren't those who constrain their hearts and live a moral life not a scumbag? They dare to face it To their own hearts? Do they dare to torture their own souls? Who doesn't have a devil hidden in their heart? Who dares to let it out?" Fang Zhiqiang said without hesitation.

"Qiangzi, what's wrong with you? Why do you say these strange words?" Wang Yaxin has noticed that something is wrong with Fang Zhiqiang. Under normal circumstances, it is impossible for Fang Zhiqiang to say These words came from him. Even if what he said was correct, the world had always been like this. It was not the first time he had come into contact with this world. Why did he say such words at this time?

"It's nothing, maybe my brain is going crazy. Anyway, Yaxin, what I want to say to you has already been said. Whether you heard it or not, what's next? It's up to you to make your own decision on everything." After Fang Zhiqiang finished speaking, he turned around suddenly and was about to leave.

But at this moment, Xiaoya, who had been silent on the side, finally spoke: "You drank."

Fang Zhiqiang's steps that he had already taken suddenly stopped. After coming down, he turned around and looked at Xiaoya's determined expression, unable to react for a long time.

"What?" Wang Yaxin frowned and looked at Fang Zhiqiang's back at this moment.

She couldn’t believe it. Fang Zhiqiang just acted like a normal person. No matter how he looked at it,It doesn't look like he's been drinking.

"I didn't drink!" Fang Zhiqiang turned his back to Xiaoya and said in a positive tone.

"You have a strong smell of alcohol. Maybe it's my occupational disease. Although I don't know how much you drank, I'm sure you drank." Xiaoya continued.

It sounds like Xiaoya’s words have nothing to do with Fang Zhiqiang and the topic Wang Yaxin is discussing now, but in fact, they hit the nail on the head.

Fang Zhiqiang finally turned around again, and his eyes slowly moved from Xiaoya to Wang Yaxin. Looking at Wang Yaxin's still somewhat disbelieving expression, Fang Zhiqiang smiled slightly, but still did not speak. say.

Xiaoya stopped talking, she fell silent, because she wanted to leave Wang Yaxin the opportunity to think, whether what a person says after drinking is credible or not. Yes, it depends on how Wang Yaxin understands it.

Xiaoya knows that she can’t say anything in this regard, and she also knows that she shouldn’t say anything. It is fairest to her to let Wang Yaxin make her own decisions in everything. .

"Qiangzi, you haven't had a drink for a long time..." Wang Yaxin suddenly said this after being silent for a moment.

After finishing speaking, Wang Yaxin’s eyelids drooped, and her expression looked a little sad and a little disappointed.

Yes, Fang Zhiqiang has indeed not had a drink for a long time. Wine is not a good thing for Fang Zhiqiang. It cannot keep people thinking calmly, and it does not allow people to think calmly. It cannot make people make rational decisions, but it always makes people lose control and say things that don't mean what they say.

Are you not sincere?

Or is it true?

Was the wine that Fang Zhiqiang drank today just to give him the courage to say these words, or was it just to relieve his sorrows?

Who knows? Fang Zhiqiang himself didn’t even know.