Wang Yaxin didn't know how long time had passed. It seemed that Fang Zhiqiang's voice was getting quieter and quieter. She could hardly hear any of Fang Zhiqiang's voice.
She finally slowly took away the palm that was covering her ears.
“I like you.”
The moment Wang Yaxin took away his palm, these four words seemed to have traveled from the other side of time and space. Get into Wang Yaxin's ears.
She was completely stunned, even though she had tried so hard to escape from all this, even though she had tried so hard to start over, but why? Why can't you get out of the emotional whirlpool in the end?
When I heard these four words, why did my heart still beat violently? Why does my brain still go blank for a moment?
Wang Yaxin didn’t like herself like this. She finally made up her mind to be a chic person, a cool person, and a person who didn’t care about anything. She was almost successful. As long as she can get over this hurdle, Wang Yaxin believes that she will completely change in the future. The person who was indecisive because of love in the past will completely go away, and the next self will definitely be a brand new self. But why, when it comes In this last step, God insists on making things difficult for me? Do you have to let yourself get stuck in this last step?
The scene suddenly fell silent, as if it had been agreed. Wang Yaxin made no sound at this moment. Fang Zhiqiang also suddenly stopped talking incessantly, and Xiaoya on the side stopped speaking. In the entire ward, the only sounds of a few people breathing could be heard.
But Wang Yaxin's heart was like a turbulent sea at this moment. No one could understand what she was thinking in her heart at this moment, and no one knew that the goal she had finally achieved was only because of this. With a simple sentence, Wang Yaxin was able to return to her original form. How desperate she was at this moment.
Not only Wang Yaxin, but also Fang Zhiqiang?
Perhaps Wang Yaxin only heard a few of the words just said, but for Fang Zhiqiang, how much courage and determination did it take to say them?
At this moment, I finally said everything I wanted to say, but why, I still can’t feel a trace of happiness? Especially when I saw Wang Yaxin's confused expression and bewildered look at this moment.
Perhaps Fang Zhiqiang had no idea of Wang Yaxin’s previous thoughts, but at this moment, he seemed to suddenly understand what Wang Yaxin was thinking. For Wang Yaxin, what did he mean when he said these words? Whether it is good or bad is not decided by you alone.
There are a thousand Harry Potters in the eyes of a thousand people. Maybe something is a particularly happy thing in your own eyes, but in the eyes of others, it may be a disaster.
A sudden thought came to Fang Zhiqiang’s mind:
All things are colorless, it’s the eyes that dye them with colors;
Everything is unintentional, It is the soul that constitutes joy, anger, sorrow and joy.
In everyone’s eyes, the world is different. Everyone has a different view of anything that happens. We never know that for the same thing, we Maybe it feels like something worth being happy about, but in the eyes of others, no one knows whether it is a tragedy or a comedy. Only the person's own heart can tell. How do you view this matter?
So, in her opinion, she can finally give her the answer Wang Yaxin has always wanted, but she may not think this is a good thing, because from Wang Yaxin's expression at this moment, Fang Zhi Qiang could tell that when she heard her words, she was not as excited as she had imagined, but instead felt a little confused and stunned.
In the process of getting along with Wang Yaxin, Fang Zhiqiang rarely felt like this, but at this moment, he suddenly felt that he was wrong again.
I misunderstood Wang Yaxin’s meaning and made a wrong decision that I thought was right. In fact, in Wang Yaxin’s heart, how did she view her decision? Fang Zhiqiang now Don't know at all.
But no matter what, Fang Zhiqiang has said everything he wanted to say. As for whether it is what Wang Yaxin wants to hear, or what Wang Yaxin will think and react after hearing it, for For Fang Zhiqiang, it is no longer important at all.
Fang Zhiqiang continued to be silent. He could only remain silent at this moment, because apart from silence, there were no words that could help him get out of the dilemma in his heart at this moment.
Xiaoya on the side never spoke. She knew that she could solve medical problems, but she could not solve emotional problems. Looking at the state of Fang Zhiqiang and Wang Yaxin at the moment, she knew that she It is not suitable to speak or express any of your opinions.
Because feelings are always decisions made by people based on their true inner thoughts. It is completely impossible for others to truly understand this person’s inner thoughts.
Because there can never be two identical leaves in this world.
It was Wang Yaxin who finally broke the silence.
"Hadron, why do you want toSay something like this? ”
In fact, such a simple sentence cannot express Wang Yaxin’s entangled heart at this moment. But precisely because of her entanglement, she just said such a sentence, maybe it was This leaves enough steps for Fang Zhiqiang, or perhaps, this is indeed her true thought.
Wang Yaxin’s words do not require any thinking time for Fang Zhiqiang. He hesitated and said: "Actually, I have thought about it for a long time. I feel that I cannot control something as complicated as feelings. I can control my actions and words, but I cannot control my heart. In fact, I think there is nothing wrong with saying it. Okay, now that I have this life, I naturally have to be responsible for it. What’s more, I am single now. If I can’t truly face my inner emotions, wouldn’t that be a tragic story? ”
Wang Yaxin couldn’t help but be stunned by Fang Zhiqiang’s serious words.
Wang Yaxin did not dare to say that she was the person who knew Fang Zhiqiang best, but besides her , and few people can understand Fang Zhiqiang so well.
What Fang Zhiqiang said at this moment made Wang Yaxin instantly think of Fang Zhiqiang’s current situation.
Penniless, with a dim future, and poverty.
Of course, these are not enough to break Fang Zhiqiang’s strong inner world. The last straw that breaks his heart is because he no longer has any one. People can share his joys and sorrows with him.