Wang Yaxin's physical condition has been very bad recently. With continuous infusion, the nutrients her body needs have gradually lost balance. Her appearance has completely changed.
However, her mood was very good. At least, every time Fang Zhiqiang came, she was smiling all over her face.
Fang Zhiqiang could no longer tell whether she was forcing a smile or whether she was really happy, because she had the same smile every day. Although it looked very distressing, Fang Zhiqiang had to use the same smile. Respond to her with a smile, which can be regarded as cheering her up and making her stronger.
"How are you feeling today?" Fang Zhiqiang sat on the edge of the hospital bed, looked at Wang Yaxin's smile, and asked with a smile.
"It's good, just..." Wang Yaxin nodded slightly, still smiling.
"What is it?" Fang Zhiqiang asked, looking at Wang Yaxin who hesitated to speak.
“It’s just that I have to go to the toilet a little too often, which makes me feel quite embarrassed.” Wang Yaxin said with some embarrassment.
In the past, even when she was hospitalized, Wang Yaxin always insisted on going to the bathroom by herself, no matter how difficult it was, because she felt embarrassed to let others handle such things for her, but now, She also gradually got used to this method. No one can be strong forever. There are always things that she cannot do, and she has to let others take care of them.
Hearing this, Fang Zhiqiang looked up at Xiaoya beside him, and then said: "Why are you so confused about this? Wang Xia brought Xiaoya here before, not just to make you feel more comfortable. !"
"Xiaoya, thank you for your hard work." After finishing speaking, Fang Zhiqiang said to Xiaoya again.
Xiaoya turned her head, smiled slightly, and said nothing.
"By the way, I just heard Dr. Xu say that your recent physical condition is quite good and you can proceed with the next step of treatment. What do you think?" Fang Zhiqiang asked cautiously.
Especially when he said the ‘next step of treatment’, the expression on Fang Zhiqiang’s face changed slightly.
"Okay, just follow the doctor's arrangements." Wang Yaxin smiled again and said disapprovingly.
Now, she really regards herself as an ordinary patient. She is no longer as stubborn as before, and she does not have as many demands as before. Since she has chosen to receive treatment, naturally she is Everything depends on the doctor's advice.
"But... Doctor Xu said that this treatment process may be longer, and it requires closed treatment, so..." Fang Zhiqiang did not continue because he knew that Wang Yaxin could Understand the meaning of your words.
“I didn’tquestionable! "Wang Yaxin did not hesitate at all, and agreed very readily.
In fact, during this period, Wang Yaxin himself had already been mentally prepared for closed treatment at any time. After all, he had been admitted to the hospital. It's been so long, and considering his current physical condition, Wang Yaxin doesn't know what he will become if he continues like this. Therefore, the 'next step of treatment' may not be a bad thing for Wang Yaxin. Right.
Of course, this was just the psychological comfort Wang Yaxin gave herself. Xu Chao did not tell anyone about the actual situation, including Fang Zhiqiang.
He simply said The following treatment needs to be completely closed. Regarding more, no matter how much Fang Zhiqiang asked, he said nothing.
Regarding this point, Fang Zhiqiang was actually quite tangled in his heart. Of course Fang Zhiqiang wanted to find out what the situation was, but now it seemed that Xu Chao would not give him such a chance. Therefore, Fang Zhiqiang gradually adapted to it, and every time Xu Chao talked to him At that time, except for what Xu Chao said on his own initiative, Fang Zhiqiang would never ask any other questions, because he knew that even if he asked, Xu Chao would not say anything, especially for those questions that he particularly wanted to know. Xu Chao didn’t even mention a word.
However, Xu Chao said something that still satisfied Fang Zhiqiang: “Mr. Fang, don’t worry, I will definitely take care of Wang Yaxin’s treatment. Will try my best! ”
Fang Zhiqiang can see that Xu Chao’s words are definitely not lies, because Fang Zhiqiang also understands Xu Chao’s feelings for Wang Yaxin, even if they really can’t be together in the end, looking at a It is also a very sad thing for such a beautiful person to completely disappear from this world.
“So, before the treatment begins, would you like to have a phone call with the children? "
Fang Zhiqiang lowered his head. When he said these words, he seemed weak. Since Wang Yaxin was hospitalized, she has never had a video call with her children because she did not want them to Seeing himself lying on the hospital bed.
When making voice calls every day, Fang Zhiqiang watched Wang Yaxin sit up straight and tried to make his voice sound louder and more like a normal person. At that time, Fang Zhiqiang’s heart felt as painful as a needle.
But this was Wang Yaxin’s own choice, and Fang Zhiqiang did not interfere in any way.
It was just Today, Fang Zhiqiang couldn't bear it anymore. Xu Chao didn't tell him how long the closed treatment would take, so today's call must be crucial to Wang Yaxin. Fang Zhiqiang could almost imagine that Wang Yaxin was now a What kind of mood.
Sure enough, the smile on Wang Yaxin’s faceRong suddenly stiffened. Almost every time before calling Sister Zhang, Wang Yaxin would have such a change in expression. Fang Zhiqiang had almost adapted to it, but now he still looked a little cruel.
She slowly closed her eyes, seemingly closing her eyes to rest her mind, but in fact, she was just holding back her tears.
"Xiaoyu hasn't finished school yet. I'll call Sister Zhang again around six o'clock in the afternoon." Wang Yaxin said this with her eyes closed.
Fang Zhiqiang remained silent and simply nodded, although Wang Yaxin could not see Fang Zhiqiang’s expression and actions at this moment.
"Dr. Xu said that if you are ready, you will start to completely enter the closed treatment tomorrow, which will last for at least a month..." Fang Zhiqiang lowered his head, closed his eyes and gently Said.
Now Fang Zhiqiang is no longer as confident as he was at the beginning. At that time, he thought that as long as Wang Yaxin could agree to receive treatment, there would be almost no major problems in the end.
But now, Fang Zhiqiang feels more and more that Wang Yaxin’s chances of recovery are getting less and less, especially looking at Wang Yaxin’s increasingly weak body, and her increasingly weak body. The worse his face was, and the fact that Xu Chao always refused to reveal any information to himself, he even felt that his decision to persuade Wang Yaxin to receive treatment was not the right one.
If Wang Yaxin not only fails to recover in the end, but also makes her body worse and worse due to this period of treatment, Fang Zhiqiang doesn’t know what will happen to him. If that is really the case, Maybe I will really feel sorry for Wang Yaxin for the rest of my life.
"Qiangzi, don't think too much, I can really do it. Haven't I been here for more than a month?" It seemed that he saw Fang Zhiqiang's low expression. Emotionally, Wang Yaxin immediately spoke quickly and said so.
Fang Zhiqiang raised his head and looked at the smile on Wang Yaxin’s face at this moment, but was speechless for a long time.
It was clear that Wang Yaxin was the one suffering the most now, but she comforted herself in turn.
"Qiangzi, actually what I want to say, you should know that my biggest concern now is my two children, and I don't have anything else to worry about, right?"< br />
Wang Yaxin used a question, as if she was asking Fang Zhiqiang, and seemed to want Fang Zhiqiang to give her an answer.
However, when Fang Zhiqiang faces such a question, how should he answer it?
Fang Zhiqiang felt that no matter what answer he gave, it would be wrong. At least, at this moment, he couldn't say a word.
In fact, Fang Zhiqiang had a lot to say in his heart, but he didn’t know who he should talk to, especially to Wang Yaxin. He couldn’t say a single word of those words.
Because Fang Zhiqiang was doubting himself and whether his idea of letting Wang Yaxin receive treatment was correct. He really wanted to find someone to talk about these thoughts in his heart, but it was obvious that he was now looking for There is no one who can listen to me. Because of my current state, I don't want to disturb anyone.
When she met Huang Wanting last time, Huang Wanting had already felt that Fang Zhiqiang is no longer the same Fang Zhiqiang as before.
He has a lot to say, but now he can't say it out loud. It seems that he has lost his original vigor and confidence. In Huang Wanting's eyes, he can see it clearly.
Sometimes, a man's self-confidence does not depend on his current status, nor does it depend on the wealth he possesses.
Although Fang Zhiqiang, who lived in the basement, was poor and had huge debts, he was very confident at that time. In Huang Wanting's eyes, he even shone brightly at that time. , Huang Wanting remembers it clearly now.
But now, several years have passed, and the Fang Zhiqiang who used to be has undergone earth-shaking changes. Huang Wanting may know the reasons for this, but she can't say it, because those words have a profound impact on her. For Fang Zhiqiang, it must be a very painful blow.
That was every sparkling transformation process of Fang Zhiqiang.