However, what neither of them expected was that Xin Sheng was almost two years old now, and she had already learned the most basic spoken language. Before Wang Yaxin came, Xin Sheng had already learned to call her 'mom'.
"Dad~!"
The sudden voice made both Fang Zhiqiang and Wang Yaxin stunned involuntarily.
Wang Yaxin stared at Fang Zhiqiang as if he had seen a ghost.
She swore that she had never taught little Xin Sheng this. The fact that Xin Sheng could shout such a voice at this moment was beyond Wang Yaxin's expectation. She didn't even know that Wang Xinsheng was Where did you hear this word?
Fang Zhiqiang felt as if his heartbeat suddenly stopped, just like when he heard Xiao Ai Li call him daddy.
Little Ai Li is a boy, and little Xinsheng is a girl. Boys and girls have completely different feelings.
It is said that girls are daddy’s little cotton-padded jackets. Although Fang Zhiqiang has not felt this yet, the cry from his daughter just now made Fang Zhiqiang somewhat unable to control his emotions. , he even almost agreed in his excitement!
But he knew that Xiao Xinsheng might have just happened to shout that way. There was nothing wrong with her shouting. Some children would call everyone 'Dad' when they saw them, but he couldn't agree to it. .
Fang Zhiqiang stared at the phone for a long time, unwilling to look away, as if looking at little Xinsheng on the screen, he felt that she was in front of him, even though he couldn't touch it now, he couldn't. Can't smell it.
Sister Zhang on the other side of the phone also realized that the atmosphere at the moment seemed a bit awkward, and then said to the screen: "Yaxin, the child may be hungry. I will take the child to drink some milk powder. Why don’t we talk about it now?”
Wang Yaxin could obviously hear what Sister Zhang meant. After being together for so long, it was obvious that there was still such a tacit understanding.
After hanging up the phone, Fang Zhiqiang came back to his senses. Looking at the screen of the phone that had been hung up, an expression of reluctance appeared on Fang Zhiqiang's face.
"What? You can't bear to leave now?" Wang Yaxin looked at Fang Zhiqiang's reluctant expression and asked deliberately.
Fang Zhiqiang did not answer, and he did not know how to answer Wang Yaxin’s question.
Women are sometimes like this. When they discuss a matter, they may not want to ask who is right or wrong. Sometimes their "heart-breaking theories" are more lethal!
Seeing Fang Zhiqiang’s silence, Wang Yaxin did not say any more. At this time, no matter what was discussedQuestions all seem a bit irrational. On the one hand, it is because it is easy for people to have random thoughts at this time. On the other hand, it is also because they have just come into contact with Xiao Xinsheng. I have to say that the power of children is indeed very powerful. Many times, It can change the direction of a family.
Even Wang Yaxin did not realize at this moment that the phone call between Fang Zhiqiang and Wang Xinsheng tonight would become a major foreshadowing of their future relationship.
Of course, Fang Zhiqiang himself did not realize this.
Because people live in the present, no one knows what will happen tomorrow. When we need to make a decision today, we often think about the present, but never this matter. How likely it will be in the future.
The same is true for Fang Zhiqiang. He just wanted to say a few words to his biological daughter and see what she looked like, that's all, and didn't think too much.
When Fang Zhiqiang returned to the sofa again, he couldn’t sleep anymore. Even though he kept yawning, there seemed to be countless lines in his mind, densely surrounding Fang Zhiqiang’s body. His head was wrapped around several times, even giving him a splitting headache.
After Wang Yaxin saw her daughter, she felt much calmer. At this moment, she was trying her best to fall asleep.
Before coming back, I had already adapted to the living habits and biological clock there. After coming back, although it took a while to adjust the biological clock, Wang Yaxin's current biological clock is still a little disordered. Sometimes at night Not being able to sleep is also common.
Therefore, she is now used to listening to some soft music or some soft radio stories before going to bed to help herself sleep.
This habit makes Wang Yaxin feel particularly good. Not only can it help her sleep, but she can also use the free time before going to bed to continue to enrich herself.
Of course, this only applies to when you are alone. After you return there, you will naturally have to change this habit. Just two children are enough to keep you busy.
Therefore, sometimes Wang Yaxin also cherishes the life of a person now, because when she is alone, she can have more time to think about herself, or to think about life. There are many things that she usually cannot think about. You may be able to think clearly about issues you understand when you are alone.
Wang Yaxin put the phone to her ear and turned it on not loudly. She felt that this would not affect Fang Zhiqiang.
But in fact, Fang Zhiqiang heard these sounds very clearly because he couldn't sleep in the first place.
He was a little confused. Wang Yaxin had not had this habit before.I don’t know why I have such a habit now, but for Wang Yaxin, maybe she didn’t even realize that she was becoming more and more lonely and more and more accustomed to living alone.
Once a person has adapted to a person's life, it will become a particularly complicated matter to make him change, because getting used to this kind of thing is very scary, it will When you don't pay attention at all, it invades your body subtly and becomes a part of you. When you realize that you need to change it, it has already been embedded in your body. If you want to completely change it, you can't change it completely unless you pay a huge amount of money. cost.
Therefore, there are so many people in this world who insist on cultivating a good habit for themselves every day, and many people, once they become lazy, need to completely change when they try to change again. A layer of skin.
The world is fair. Those who are diligent will continue to work hard, and their gains will definitely be more than those who are lazy.
As for those lazy people, for them, there may never be the kind of life they want in this world. Everything needs to be achieved through struggle, and they I don't like to struggle by nature. The only thing I can do is to stay where I am, stay in my own comfort circle, lament why everything outside is not my own, lament why one opportunity after another slips away from me, but I seize it. Can't live.
Not only can laziness become a habit, loneliness can also become a habit.
For Wang Yaxin now, perhaps she herself does not realize that she is enjoying everything that loneliness brings to her. She even thinks that this is a different kind of beauty, and even thinks that she is making progress. .
In fact, no one can say for sure whether it is progress or not, because the things she listens to will have an impact on her, how much impact it will have, and whether it will even change her life. The guidelines, no one knows these now, and the only thing that can be done to figure it all out is to wait for the final results to appear.
However, when that day really comes, many things will be irreversible. This is the case for any of them. When the result has been born, the only way they can All you have to do is accept it.
Fang Zhiqiang listened to those vague voices and didn’t know what Wang Yaxin was listening to, but he knew that few people could now enter Wang Yaxin’s heart.
Because she has completely sealed herself off and does not allow anyone to enter her heart. This is a kind of self-enclosed self-discipline. Fang Zhiqiang doesn’t know whether it is good or bad. .
He only knows that for himself, there will never be another person in this worldWomen like Wang Yaxin can endure loneliness and even enjoy it.
Although Fang Zhiqiang wants to change her, want her to re-accept the society, and let people enter her heart again, at the same time, Fang Zhiqiang does not want to destroy such a clean and pure soul.
Perhaps in real life, Wang Yaxin is no longer a clean woman, and many times she even gives people the impression that she is a woman who has gone through many vicissitudes of life and has a lot of stories.
But her soul is still as clean as ever.
She will not become sentimental because of loneliness, nor will she fall because of loneliness. She is always her. No matter what situation she is in, she has never changed herself. This is commendable. Yes, at least many people cannot do this, including Fang Zhiqiang himself, who has asked himself more than once, if he is asked to do what Wang Yaxin does, Fang Zhiqiang’s answer to himself is: no.
Perhaps due to gender differences, different ways of thinking, or due to nature, Fang Zhiqiang was not born that way.
It is precisely because of this that Wang Yaxin will always be Wang Yaxin, and Fang Zhiqiang will always be Fang Zhiqiang. They have never been the same person, let alone become the same person.
It was late at night, and the entire Pearl City was quiet.
Fang Zhiqiang, who was on the sofa, finally fell asleep with difficulty. This seemed a bit luxurious to him, especially on the sofa in such a strange place, but the good thing is that here is Wang Yaxin's residence gave Fang Zhiqiang an inexplicable sense of security, as if he had returned to his own home.
Wang Yaxin slept soundly. Seeing that her daughter was happy and safe, Wang Yaxin was half relieved.
Now Xiaoyu is becoming more and more sensible, and his performance in boarding school is also quite good. He has not had any trouble for such a long time, which has saved Wang Yaxin a lot of trouble.
Although I have been away for so long this time, Sister Zhang still takes good care of everything there. For such a long time, I really haven’t bothered much. Wang Yaxin is really grateful for this. Sister Zhang’s.
Since my economy has not been particularly good in the past two years, every time I go back, I will ask Sister Zhang to leave for a period of time, and during this period of absence, Sister Zhang will not receive any salary.
But Sister Zhang has never complained or regretted, and every time she was asked to come back to work, she never refused. This made Wang Yaxin very touched.