When he left the coffee shop, Fang Zhiqiang still looked confused. Wang Yaxin's sudden cup of coffee just poured over him, and Fang Zhiqiang still hasn't figured out the reason.
Including what Wang Yaxin just said.
It’s not because Fang Zhiqiang is too stupid. Men are born to be straight creatures. It is difficult to understand women’s delicate emotions. What’s more, what Wang Yaxin said A sentence with such a deep meaning.
When Fang Zhiqiang left angrily, he looked back at the slowly dripping coffee on the table again, as if he was looking at himself who had just been splashed.
Although he didn’t know why Wang Yaxin did this, Fang Zhiqiang knew one thing well. At this time, Wang Yaxin must hate herself extremely.
As soon as he got in the car and before it started, Fang Zhiqiang’s phone suddenly rang. When he picked it up, he saw that it was Wang Yaxin calling.
Fang Zhiqiang was puzzled and quickly answered the call.
Wang Yaxin’s voice soon came from the other side: “It’s already past five o’clock, aren’t you going to come back and clean up your own kennel?”
Listen Wang Yaxin's angry tone made Fang Zhiqiang nod his head in agreement. In the process of getting along with women, Fang Zhiqiang had learned nothing from other experiences, but one day, when a woman is angry, never reason with her. That's courting death!
No matter how mature and rational a woman is, once she loses her temper, it will be completely unreasonable, even a woman like Wang Yaxin is no exception.
Because Fang Zhiqiang can distinguish between despair and anger in a woman. If she is silent and silent, but is cold to him and deliberately stays away from him and alienates herself, then He must be desperate. This situation is basically difficult to deal with. Even a timely apology or even flattery may not have much effect.
But being angry is completely different. Wang Yaxin can still call herself now, and her tone sounds so angry, which is obviously not desperate. In this situation, as long as you cater to her and follow her wishes , basically nothing big will happen.
Although he doesn’t know how to coax girls, Fang Zhiqiang is still good at pretending to be good.
When he returned to the community, Fang Zhiqiang did not dare to hesitate at all and ran all the way towards Wang Yaxin's bedroom.
Entering the door, Fang Zhiqiang saw Wang Yaxin packing her own things.
"What...are you doing?" Fang Zhiqiang asked in confusion.
"Didn't you say you want me to leave? Where can IDo you still have the nerve to stay here? "Wang Yaxin glanced back at Fang Zhiqiang and said angrily.
Fang Zhiqiang was stunned and patted his forehead. He seemed to have found the source of Wang Yaxin's anger.
"Yaxin, I just said that casually. I didn't mean to drive you away. I just felt that the two children..."
"Okay, don't say it. Got it! No matter when the time comes, you will only have your two precious children in your heart, right? "Wang Yaxin stopped packing her things, stood up straight, and looked at Fang Zhiqiang calmly. Although her tone sounded a little excited, on the surface, she didn't look angry at all.
" Yaxin, calm down..."
"Do you think I'm not calm enough? Do you think you are the only one who cares about your child? Do you think I have a heart of stone? Do you think I want to stay? Do you think I don’t want to go back early? "Wang Yaxin's series of rhetorical questions made Fang Zhiqiang stand there blankly, unable to say a word.
After finally finishing speaking, Wang Yaxin quickly calmed down, she sighed slightly, and then He laughed contemptuously at himself and said, "Why am I telling you this? "
"Do you really want to leave? "Fang Zhiqiang looked at Wang Yaxin's back as he continued to pack things, and said again.
"Do you know how long it took for me to come back this time? Do you know how many times I shed tears when I have a video call with my children every night? How much longer do you want me to stay here? What are you waiting for? "Wang Yaxin said hurriedly while packing up.
"Yaxin, why do you have to be so stubborn? Can't you just take the children back? You are subject to restrictions everywhere, haven't you suffered enough? "Fang Zhiqiang also became anxious and said.
Wang Yaxin stopped what he was doing, slowly raised his head and looked at the window. His dull eyes looked like a prisoner who had been imprisoned for more than ten years. The same.
“Yes... I have indeed not suffered enough, otherwise I would not cry anymore. "
Wang Yaxin seemed to be talking to herself. At this moment, she made Fang Zhiqiang suddenly realize that Wang Yaxin did not live for herself even a day now, and she was in painful missing every day. Spend it.
Fang Zhiqiang seemed to rush up to her at this moment and give her a warm hug, even if it was just to warm her fragile heart, but in the end Fang Zhiqiang controlled himself and did not rush forward.
After a while, Wang Yaxin came to her senses again, and while cleaning up, she said: "I will leave this room to you. After I leave this time, I may not come back for a long time. There may never be a future between you and me. I hope we each cherish it!”
Only she knows how much courage and determination it took for Wang Yaxin to be able to say this.
However, with such great courage and determination, she finally said it When the words were spoken, it was as if they were saying something normal, without a high voice or an excited tone. It was as calm as saying another common saying.
Yes, when emotions break out A person may not necessarily look like a madman, but may also look exactly like a normal person, because he suppresses all the volcano-like emotions in his heart, because he has to act like a normal person.
Fang Zhiqiang watched quietly as Wang Yaxin kept packing without saying a word.
Finally, after Wang Yaxin packed up all his things, he clapped his hands. , took a long breath, as if those words just said had no impact on her mood.
"By the way, if possible, I still hope that you and Xiaoxiao can continue. You …”
Before Wang Yaxin could finish her words, Fang Zhiqiang suddenly rushed up and took her into his arms.
Wang Yaxin’s hands were hanging in the air and there was nowhere to put them. , feeling her rapidly accelerating heartbeat, feeling the familiar embrace and familiar taste, she almost closed her eyes, enjoying the eternity of this moment and the beauty of this moment.
However.
She pushed Fang Zhiqiang away.
“Qiangzi, don’t do this. ”
Wang Yaxin’s eyes seemed to be staring at Fang Zhiqiang without any emotion.
Listening to Wang Yaxin’s words and looking at those cold eyes, Fang Zhiqiang finally realized that Wang Yaxin’s calm words just now were decisions she made after careful consideration.
“Yaxin, take the children back, I can take care of them! "Fang Zhiqiang sped up his speech and gasped.
"Why are you still so stubborn? You know that's not what I want at all. What do you mean by saying this now? Qiangzi, how long are you going to torture me? Look at me now, do I still have a little bit of the past? Don't you really know what all this is about? ”
Wang Yaxin’s emotions suddenly became excited. She could suppress it for a while, but it was impossible to suppress it for the rest of her life. Especially after hearing Fang Zhiqiang say such words at this moment, she could no longer control her emotions. Emotions.
“I beg you, please let me go, and let me let myself go, okay? ”
Wang YaxinThe tearful eyes finally seemed to have some emotion. Fang Zhiqiang watched her round tears falling down and wished he could reach out his hand to catch the hot tears, but Wang Yaxin's words seemed to keep telling him that he Can't do that.
Wang Yaxin’s body slowly squatted down. She held her head with both hands and her back twitched. Seeing this scene, Fang Zhiqiang couldn’t help but think of the man he saw in the hotel. Wang Yaxin.
For such a long time, Wang Yaxin always seemed to have a smiling face in front of him, and he could never see what she was thinking in her heart. But just recently, he saw her twice. The way you look when you lose control of your emotions.
Once, it was in the hotel, and this time, it was after she said those words.
Fang Zhiqiang didn’t want to be such an irresponsible man, let alone watch Wang Yaxin in such pain, but he didn’t know what he should do. Could it be that he really said that he was still against his will? Those words about loving her?
If that was really the case, Fang Zhiqiang would not even believe it himself. Such a self would be extremely hypocritical and ugly.
Ding ding!
Just when Fang Zhiqiang was at a loss, the phone rang again.
But this time, it was not a phone call, but the sound of a text message.
Originally, Fang Zhiqiang didn’t want to open it, but this text message was very strange and it rang several times in a row.
Fang Zhiqiang finally took out his mobile phone.
It turned out to be a message from Li Xiaoxiao.
"Qiangzi, please allow me to call you this again.
"Haha, I haven't seen you for a few days, why does it feel like it's been several autumns? Are you What about this feeling? Anyway, I am.
I don’t want to hide anything from you. I have to admit that after divorcing you, I did regret it a little. Yes, I regretted it immediately.
But I know that we have experienced the sweetest moments and the bitterest moments. All of this should be arranged by God, right?
Even if we are together again now, it is impossible to return to the feeling we had at the beginning, so please forgive me for choosing to end our relationship in this way.
But I believe, This is a good result for you and me, because it can urge us to become better versions of ourselves, and it can also spur us to speed up the pace of finding ourselves.
To be honest, I just said Understand why I live, maybe, in the future life, I can become a better version of myself, maybe, my life will get worse and worse, but I know that no matter what, I am still me. As long as my true intention remains unchanged, other changes are not important to me.
I also hope that you can find yourself, truly know what you want, take action for it, and keep working hard.
Maybe, I will leave in a few days. I don’t know where I will go, but don’t worry, I am no longer as willful as before, and I will tell myself that I care. I just want to go out and breathe fresh air, meet some new people, and learn about some new ways of life.
I know that, perhaps to you, my behavior is cruel, even immoral, and I have no excuse for it, but I also know that even if I did not initiate it in the end , or it may be brought up by you, because we have tasted all the sweetness in love and marriage, and what is left is only endless bitterness, waiting for us to taste it slowly.
I don’t know if my understanding is right or not, just treat it as wrong. In fact, choosing to separate is not necessarily an escape, but maybe a better start.
We are both new to this world. What is the most comfortable way to get along? How can we grow old together? This is a goal that we need to learn together. I hope that after we are separated, we can all find a place where we belong. My own answer, if that day comes, I believe we will keep going without looking back!
That’s it, that’s all I want to say for the time being. I will always keep in touch with you, of course, if you are willing.
Also, I don’t want our relationship to cause any burden or kidnapping to you. You can enjoy your single life to the fullest and we will not hinder each other, because only in this way can we We find the exact answer.
Xiaoxiao. ”