"How's it going? You're not used to it, are you?" Wang Xia looked at Li Xiaoxiao covering her mouth and laughing softly, and asked with a smile.
"It's true. If you hadn't reminded me just now, I wouldn't have been able to react!" Li Xiaoxiao continued to say with a smile.
"So, in the future, you must always remember that you are no longer the person who can pay the bills and never look at the bills. You must make good decisions on every expense you make. Plan, otherwise, if you make a fool of yourself like today, I don’t know how much more you will have to pay!" Wang Xia said in a joking tone.
"Sister, are you looking down on me too much? After all, I have run away from home for a while and have the experience of being self-reliant. This is just a temporary discomfort. After a while, It will naturally get better with time." Li Xiaoxiao said with pride.
"What? When you mention running away from home, you look quite proud?" Wang Xia glanced at Li Xiaoxiao and said.
“I can’t say I’m proud, at least it’s a valuable life experience!” Li Xiaoxiao said with a serious face.
Wang Xia sighed slightly. Indeed, that experience must have been a great training for Li Xiaoxiao. Until now, Wang Xia still doesn’t know who Li Xiaoxiao was during that time. How to get out, not to mention, I have never had such an experience. Although there seem to be many legendary stories in her life, Wang Xia herself has long been used to and adapted to all this, no matter what It seems that it is not surprising that such a story happens to me, because now I am enough to accept everything that may happen.
“No matter what, you still have to be mentally prepared. At that time, you were just on your own, but now you have your own children. Without enough financial support, your life will be difficult. It's very difficult, have you really thought about it?" Wang Xia looked at Li Xiaoxiao seriously and asked.
Li Xiaoxiao lowered her head and pondered for a moment. In fact, she had also thought about this issue carefully. During the period before she separated from Fang Zhiqiang, Li Xiaoxiao had always been confused, although she kept thinking about herself in her heart. Comfort, but still don't know how I should live my life after separation.
But now, especially after going out for a walk with Wang Xia today, Li Xiaoxiao seemed to suddenly realize it.
"Sister, can you tell me, why do you live?"
Li Xiaoxiao suddenly turned her head, stared at Wang Xia with deep eyes, and suddenly asked such a question The question actually made Wang Xia look a little confused.
"Why...are you asking such a strange question all of a sudden?" Wang Xia frowned in confusion.
“What’s so curious about this?weird? Shouldn’t everyone know what they live for? "Li Xiaoxiao said sincerely.
Wang Xia smiled helplessly. She had not thought about this problem carefully before, because she did not have the time or opportunity to think about these meaningless things. ' question.
"What to live for...For me, it may be to make myself better today than yesterday!" "After Wang Xia pondered for a while, she finally gave such an answer.
Li Xiaoxiao could hear that Wang Xia answered very seriously. From her serious tone, Li Xiaoxiao felt A trace of sincerity, but also a trace of helplessness.
Is there really nothing in her heart that supports her to live a more exciting life?
"What about you? ? "After Wang Xia finished speaking, she was stunned for a moment, then let out a long sigh, and then looked at Li Xiaoxiao again. A smile had returned to her face, and she looked at Li Xiaoxiao and asked in a relaxed tone.
“My idea is very simple, just to keep myself happy. I live just to be happy! "Li Xiaoxiao's frown slowly relaxed. Although Wang Xia's answer just now made Li Xiaoxiao a little confused, when the topic of why he lived was brought up, Li Xiaoxiao suddenly became more energetic.
“Hmm! Sounds like a good life goal! "Wang Xia smiled and nodded.
"Sister, don't think that this is easy. In fact, it is very difficult to be happy all the time as a human being. "Li Xiaoxiao's expression returned to seriousness again, he looked at Wang Xia and said in a slow and unhurried tone.
"What should I say? "Wang Xia glanced sideways at Li Xiaoxiao and asked with interest.
"Actually, there are many factors for happiness. The difficult thing is whether we can grasp those factors. For example, let Our parents' health and longevity can make us happy, but we all know that this is impossible. For another example, a smooth life and a successful career can also make us happy, but it is not so easy to achieve these conditions. ”
Li Xiaoxiao looked at Wang Xia very seriously and slowly talked about her understanding of happiness. After listening to it, Wang Xia also looked thoughtful.
Li Xiaoxiao’s interpretation of happiness really made Wang Xia not expect that from such a strange angle, she could indeed discover different happiness, and she could also better understand what Li Xiaoxiao just said: "I live just to be happy! ”
At this moment, Wang Xia reinterpreted this sentence and had a different experience.
Sometimes, people really live not just for their own happiness. , if you want to make yourselfTo be happy, first of all, you have to make others happy.
Only when the family is in harmony, can you truly maintain a happy mood. Only when everything around you is good, can you be happy.
"Xiaoxiao, this is a great goal. I hope you will not forget your original intention and stick to it!" After Wang Xia thought for a long time, she stretched out her palm and put it on Li Xiaoxiao's shoulder. He patted it and said so.
"Sister, can I ask you, why do you want to make yourself better today than yesterday?" In fact, Li Xiaoxiao still hasn't figured out what the goal Wang Xia just said means. , so he asked again.
"Ah..."
Wang Xia raised her head and sighed. She didn't know how to answer this question, or even why she said such words just now. , in my own mind, there is no clear definition of what exactly is excellence.
In the past, I thought that as long as I had enough wealth and enough social status, I would be a successful woman. In the eyes of others, I would naturally become an excellent woman. .
But after all, she is just an excellent woman in the eyes of others, but in her own eyes, what kind of person is she?
Now Wang Xia no longer cares about fame and fortune. In her heart, an excellent person can afford to take things up and let them go, see through many mundane things in this world, and keep herself consistent. With a calm and calm heart, no matter how intrusive the outside world is, she can keep her mind as calm as water. This is what Wang Xia sees as excellence.
"Xiaoxiao, how do you understand excellence?" Wang Xia looked up again, looked at Li Xiaoxiao's expectant expression, and asked.
Wang Xia knew that she would not give up unless she gave her an answer, but the thought in her heart was difficult to describe in words, so she could only say this.
"Well... everyone's understanding of excellence should be different. For me, being able to maintain a positive and optimistic attitude all the time is considered a kind of excellence!" Li Xiaoxiao thought seriously for a moment and gave this answer.
Wang Xia was very satisfied with this answer. She couldn't help but nodded. Although it was slightly different from her own thoughts, it was almost the same.
"Xiaoxiao, my thoughts are similar to yours. I believe that we will both go further and further on the road we insist on. I hope that when we meet at the end of the road, we will still be the same as we were at the beginning!" Wang Xia paused, turned around slowly, looked at Li Xiaoxiao seriously.
“Haha, at that time, maybe Xiao Aili is as tall as the two of us! ”
Li Xiaoxiao took the little Ai Li from Wang Xia’s arms unhurriedly and joked.
Wang Xia smiled and said nothing.
Li Xiaoxiao did not respond directly to her words, and Wang Xia knew why.
The world is changing too fast, and the people around her are also changing too fast.
Looking back on the past, things have changed in just a few years.
Those who were ignorant, young, innocent, and ignorant at the time can no longer find a trace, no matter what Whether it is herself or Li Xiaoxiao, although the appearance is not much different from before, in fact, they are no longer the same person.
They all have a little more experience in their bodies. The vicissitudes of life have faded away a sense of ignorance.
Everyone’s changes are silent, and often even you are not aware of it. When you realize that you were the same person before, When I lost it unconsciously, I suddenly looked back and saw that the boy was still where he was.
Is it because I left him ruthlessly, or is it because he stubbornly stays put and cannot keep up with the changes in this society? ?
Smiling, Wang Xia glanced at Xiao Ai Li’s face.
“Xiaoxiao, do you plan to take him out with you? "Wang Xia raised her steps again and asked as she walked.
"I haven't thought about it yet. I should take him with me. Otherwise, I can't stand that kind of thing. The feeling of longing. "Li Xiaoxiao looked at Xiao Ai Li with a doting look on her face and said softly.
"Then, can you bear the feeling of missing others? "Wang Xia suddenly looked at her and said in a questioning tone.
"Huh? "
" Li Xiaoxiao was slightly stunned. She didn't know what Wang Xia meant for a moment.
"For example, uncle and aunt, another example is me, another example is... ..." When Wang Xia said this, she suddenly stopped.
At this moment, she didn't want to mention the man's name.
In fact, Wang Xia knew very well that she had The purpose of everything she said to Li Xiaoxiao is to hope that she can get out of the current circle, accept a new self, and start a new life.
So, if you mention that man's name again at this time, It will obviously become a burden to her and even affect some of her decisions.
But this is impossible to change. Even if she really doesn’t mention it at all, Li Xiaoxiao will still think of that person. existence, it is impossible to completely cut off the connection between themYes, too many things have happened before. If they were to suddenly cut off all contact now, it would obviously be impossible.
Sure enough, Li Xiaoxiao suddenly stopped after hearing Wang Xia’s words, and Li Xiaoxiao’s expression also changed subtly. At least so far, that man is still a thorn in his heart. Every time he is mentioned , my heart still hurts. I can't deceive myself, nor can I deceive my sister about this.
"Of course I will miss you, but I can't help it. I have to start a new life and find a new self. I hope that after all my experiences, I will still be a young man when I come back!"
Li Xiaoxiao said in relief.
Looking relieved, in fact, she said this just to comfort Wang Xia, and even more to comfort herself.
My marriage to Fang Zhiqiang has ended. The book says that destruction is a new beginning.
Li Xiaoxiao doesn’t know whether her marriage to Fang Zhiqiang can start over again, but she will definitely be able to start over again, live again, and find her true self again. From now on, no matter how the world changes , I will always stick to my original intention and be the most authentic and impeccable Li Xiaoxiao!
"Well, I'm looking forward to your return!"
Wang Xia paused and looked at Li Xiaoxiao seriously. What she said was mixed with a hint of sadness. , but what’s more, is expectation.