The only constant in this world is that it keeps changing.
If one day I want the world to stop spinning, either I am stupid or the world is stupid.
Li Xiaoxiao firmly believes in this. She can face up to all her changes, she can face up to the fact that she has changed from the ignorant and innocent girl to the troubled woman she is now, and she can also face up to the fact that she has changed from a woman who doesn’t care about anything. The willful girl who ignored everything and did whatever she wanted has turned into the cautious and hesitant person she is now, who has to consider the next three or even five steps every time she lifts her foot.
She can face all changes. Perhaps for the ignorant girl, losing those innocence is a loss, but now Li Xiaoxiao doesn’t think so. When people are alive, they are either making progress. Or I am retreating. I used to be too ignorant. There are too many things in this world that I don’t understand. Now I am still ignorant, but I know how to make myself a little better every day, and understand a little bit every day. At least , this can be considered a kind of progress, right?
However, she could not face her self-deception.
Li Xiaoxiao used to be a girl who lived for herself. At that time, she never considered other people’s feelings. Even whenever her parents explained their personal thoughts to her, she was It goes in one ear and out the other. Sometimes I even shake my head impatiently and choose not to listen any more.
At that time, maybe you still thought this was cool, right?
"Haha, human beings, who hasn't been stupid sometimes?" Li Xiaoxiao smiled slightly and comforted himself.
However, now she suddenly discovered that this world was completely different from the world she had seen before, and it was also completely different from the world she had imagined.
There is a saying that goes well: a clean soul sees the world as spotless.
Of course, there is another sentence: If you want to see the evil in this world, unless you are more evil than it!
With countless pairs of eyes, there are countless worlds. What the world looks like depends on your eyes (the windows of the soul), not what the world is originally like.
Li Xiaoxiao thought about all this, but instead of becoming happier because of it, he felt more and more that there were too many things that he couldn't love.
I loved the pure me that I once was, and I also loved the world that used to be spotless in my eyes, but those things no longer exist.
"Qiangzi, after all, can you understand what I was thinking when I gave up on you?" Li Xiaoxiao continued to look at the windows of her soul in the mirror, although thisThe sentence contained the word ‘Qiangzi’, but in fact, Li Xiaoxiao was questioning himself.
Yes, even she herself didn’t know what she was thinking at the time.
To confirm? Confirm whether your sixth sense is accurate? Confirm whether Fang Zhiqiang wants to continue living with Wang Yaxin?
Or for relief? Get out of that bad living situation?
Li Xiaoxiao saw her own weakness, her own selfishness, and even her tangled heart.
Because, until now, she still can’t figure out why.
If it is because of the first point, then the result is obvious. Fang Zhiqiang has given him the answer he wants. The moment he told him about the divorce, he proposed to Wang Yaxin. Doesn’t that explain everything?
But if it’s because of the second point, what kind of life state are you freed from?
Li Xiaoxiao herself couldn’t figure out what her married life with Fang Zhiqiang had become. Because of her paranoia and suspicion, the originally happy family became more and more shaky. , recalling that some time before the divorce, Fang Zhiqiang chose to leave Mingda, until Mingda was defeated by Juying in one fell swoop. During this period, not much happened, but the core issue was still because Fang Zhiqiang left Mingda.
If he had not left Mingda at that time, and if he had not been so suspicious, would Mingda still exist now? Fang Zhiqiang is still the president of Mingda? And she is still the CEO's wife? You don’t have to do anything, just take care of the children at home, and look forward to Fang Zhiqiang’s return home every day, and then eat together, chat together, sleep together...
What a life like that Ordinary, yet so peaceful and happy?
"No...that's not the life I want. That kind of life made me breathless. During that time, I was anxious every day and couldn't sleep every day..."
Whenever a person makes a decision, he or she will come up with 10,000 reasons to prove that the decision he made is right. How could Li Xiaoxiao be an exception?
Even if I keep resisting in my heart, I keep reminding myself that everything I think is just an illusion carved by my heart, and it is just an excuse for myself.
Excuses are just excuses. Now that the matter is over, how far-fetched is it to explain?
“Mom~Mom~”
The sound of Xiao Ai Li’s crying rang out, causing Li Xiaoxiao’s motionless eyes that were staring at the mirror to suddenly flicker and turn around.Turning around, looking at Xiao Ai Li who had just woken up, a smile appeared on his face. He stretched out his hand and hugged his child. Only then did Li Xiaoxiao feel that the world was real and that she felt real.
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Lin Shan and the scientific research director have completed the handover work. In fact, most of the other R&D personnel are almost ready. Fang Zhiqiang, under the urging of Zhang Zhenguo, , entered the scientific research room, looked at everyone, and said: "Let's set off when we are ready!"
"Where to go?" The scientific research director turned his head and stared at Fang Zhiqiang with a puzzled expression. Asked.
This is the issue they are most concerned about now. The place they are going to next not only needs to avoid the pursuit of Juying’s people, but also can concentrate on research while letting Lin Shan throw smoke at Juying. bomb, but they still have to carry out research and development intensively.
"Don't worry, I will find a suitable place for you." Fang Zhiqiang looked at the expectant eyes of the scientific research director, but could only say this.
He really couldn’t think of a good place. Now he is homeless. Although he can still live in the original house for a few days, it is Li Xiaoxiao’s property after all. , no longer belongs to me.
A hint of worry flashed across the eyes of the scientific research director. It was worry, not disappointment.
What he is worried about is not his future. He is not afraid of being discovered by Juying’s people, or even being taken away by them. However, he is afraid that his team will be targeted or even destroyed by Juying. Then This is something the scientific research director cannot bear.
As for what Fang Zhiqiang just said, the scientific research director can naturally see that he is actually far-fetched. The scientific research director also knows Fang Zhiqiang's current situation. He knows that Fang Zhiqiang is also in a difficult situation.
At this moment, Fang Zhiqiang was thinking hard about where was the most appropriate place for them to stay.
The scientific research director did not interrupt Fang Zhiqiang’s train of thought. After that sentence, the scientific research director did not continue to say more, because he knew that no matter how much he said now, he would only give Fang Zhiqiang a greater opportunity. It’s just mental pressure, but nothing can be solved about the actual problems.
Time passed by minute by minute, and the scientific research director had almost packed up. Just when they were about to leave, the bald head led the brothers and finally arrived at the scene.
Seeing that everyone was ready to leave, Baldhead looked at Bi Luochun with a puzzled look.
"You called me and said something happened here. What happened?" The bald man breathed heavily.
When he just came in from outside, Baldhead had already seen the messy situation outside.Originally, he thought that the fighting was already going on inside, but when he came in and saw such a scene, he was relieved and at the same time felt very confused.
Bi Luochun paused slightly, and after pondering for a moment, he looked at the bald head again and told the bald head everything that had just happened.
After listening, Bald couldn’t help but grit his teeth. Originally, he had no interaction with Juying. He had had several fights with Juying’s people because of Mingda, but now Mingda has gone bankrupt because of Juying. , What is unexpected is that the people in Juying are still so unwilling to let go. They are very desperate to kill them all. This is called on the road: leaving no way to survive.
Looking at the bald head gritting his teeth, Fang Zhiqiang stepped forward slowly, patted his shoulder gently, and said softly: "Don't worry, they have left now, we are preparing to move, as long as If you can move to a safe place, you don't have to worry about them making trouble anymore."
"Then where are you going to move to?" The bald head turned to look at Fang Zhiqiang and asked curiously road.
Fang Zhiqiang was a little speechless, but behind him stood the scientific research director and others, so Fang Zhiqiang took the bald man’s arm, walked aside, and then said softly: "Are you suitable? Where?”
Hearing Fang Zhiqiang’s gentle voice, the bald man immediately understood. Looking over Fang Zhiqiang’s shoulder, he looked at the group of people behind him. There were probably less than twenty people.
"Of course! Brother Qiang, have you been to my house? If there were only a few of them, it would be enough to accommodate them!" the bald head said in a very firm tone.
"Your family can't do it." Fang Zhiqiang shook his head and retorted decisively.
“Why?” Baldhead continued to ask with a puzzled look on his face.
"Your identity is too sensitive. Even if you don't attract the attention of those in Juying, many people in the society will pay attention. Once they find out, if someone informs Juying, you will not be included. Everyone will be implicated." Fang Zhiqiang waved his hand.
In fact, Fang Zhiqiang had thought about this before, but he did not tell the scientific research director and others because he considered it inappropriate.
"Then...I don't know about other places..." The bald man's hair has grown two to three centimeters in length. Now he has a short haircut and has shaved both sides. , the whole person seemed to be in high spirits, but Fang Zhiqiang was already used to being called "bald head", and it was difficult to change it for a while, so luckily he continued to call him.
“After packing up, hurry up and leave. The more you stop for a second, the more dangerous it will be!”
Lin Shan walked out again and stood next to the scientific research director. , said very loudly.
Fang Zhiqiang listenedClearly, he looked back at the R&D personnel who were ready to go. Fang Zhiqiang finally gritted his teeth and said what he least wanted to say in his heart: "Tianhu Apartment."
Tianhu Apartment is where Wang Yaxin currently lives.