We are all new to life. How do we deal with problems when we face them? Especially emotional issues, complex things like the human heart, are difficult to understand in a lifetime. Maybe it is normal for me to be so entangled now, right?

Yaxin, Yaxin, have you ever thought that you spent half your life to get such an ending? In fact, it was only caused by your own obsession.

Wang Yaxin will not understand this, because the authorities are confused.

She looked up at the gray sky for a long time. She couldn't see the sun, but she felt hot all over her body. Even though it was only early summer and she couldn't see the smoke, she felt that she was covered in bruises. Those wounds were not superficial. A scar, but a bloody hole on the heart.

The dripping red blood seemed to be corroding her heart and soul. She once desperately wanted to find herself in this world, but she persisted for so long. But she found that she was getting more and more confused. Perhaps, she shouldn't have been so overestimated from the beginning.

In this world, everyone can see themselves, discover themselves, interpret themselves, and even examine themselves, but only myself cannot do this.

Many people may know how to self-examine and even self-criticize. They may think that it is great to be able to do this. After all, not many people can truly do this, but in fact When they think this way, it means that they have not done self-examination at all, because true self-examination will not put themselves at the center.

Wang Yaxin seemed to suddenly realize that she was not a saint, but an ordinary woman. Brother Chun was a woman of flesh and blood, a woman with joy, anger, sorrow, and joy. How could an ordinary mortal do this? What about things that even gods can’t do?

Maybe she is no longer entangled, or maybe she is even more entangled.

Who knows?

Only Wang Yaxin knows the answer, right?

No, she herself has never found the answer.

Bowing his head again, Wang Yaxin sighed slightly. In fact, no matter what, people can live through this life. No matter how they live, it is still life. Sometimes, there is no need to make yourself so exhausted. Even though he is alone now, he still has two children with him. Even if no one cares about him, at least he still cares about him. For life, this may be enough, right?

No matter what happens, there are still friends.

Wang Yaxin took out her mobile phone. She wanted to call Lin Shan at this moment, for no other reason than to make herself feel a little more open-minded, just to stop herself from being so depressed. .

However, this phone call was unfortunate. Lin Shan was busy handing over work to the scientific research director at the moment, and her mobile phone had already been set to silent mode. She could not even listen to the call from Wang Yaxin. did not hear.

Putting down the phone, Wang Yaxin listened to the continuous notifications on the phone, and a slight smile appeared on her face. She tried to ask her heart, and the answer she gave was very affirmative. , I want to continue with Fang Zhiqiang, no matter what method, as long as I can continue to be with Fang Zhiqiang, it may be a kind of happiness to my heart.

However, she also asked her own reason, and the answer she gave was very clear. She had pursued love for so long, but when it finally came to her, she didn't. Take good care of it, but now, it has slipped away, and you have begun to get entangled. Isn't this just reaping the consequences? Isn’t this self-inflicted?

Since it was my own fault, and since I sowed the fruit, why should I not bear the corresponding consequences?

Over more than thirty years, Wang Yaxin has already learned to bear everything. Even if it is not his own problem, he will bear the corresponding punishment and even the consequences, let alone the mistakes he has made. . She has never had the habit of letting others pay for her mistakes. Even a sincere friend like Xue Donglin and Wang Yaxin have never done such a thing.

She doesn’t want to be a noble person. She knows that maybe it’s because the education she has received keeps telling her what kind of person she should be, or maybe it’s her own experience that constantly reminds her. You can't be what kind of person you are.

In fact, all these are just the rules this world has set for itself. What kind of creature is a human being? Why did you become the master of this planet? Isn't it because they have more advanced wisdom?

But what is wisdom used for?

In today’s era, wisdom seems to have become a weapon, used to silently restrict and regulate everyone’s behavior, morality, and even thoughts.

An idea suddenly came to Wang Yaxin’s mind. Apart from accelerating the pace of social civilization and progress, what other effects does the education she has received over the years have? Perhaps primitive society is the truest form of human beings? At that time, human beings could do whatever they wanted and do whatever they wanted. They must have been very free, right?

However, freedom requires a price. Without rules and constraints formulated with wisdom, human life will be a mess, and violence may occur everywhere. This violates the high level of the norms of civilization.

Those people with high intelligence have formulatedThe five major needs of human beings: physiological needs, safety needs, belonging and love, dignity and self-worth.

When humans were in primitive society, they could only have the first stage, but their safety needs were far from being met.

Wang Yaxin re-examined this sentence and discovered that the things derived from these wisdoms can withstand the scrutiny of history and the doubts of the masses.

It’s a pity that at this moment, Wang Yaxin still hopes that she can become a primitive person and return to primitive society without so many moral constraints and without so much ideological pressure. She can just do what she wants. Do what you want, get the person you want, and enjoy the happiness you want. That must be very cool, right? !

"Ha, Qiangzi, maybe you don't know, because of you, I have become neurotic now, right?" Wang Yaxin raised his head, took a long breath, looked at the busy traffic in front of him, and Said to himself.

If I hadn’t met you, what kind of person would I be? What kind of life will there be? What kind of life am I living now?

Wang Yaxin didn’t know the answer, but she was sure that if she had not known Fang Zhiqiang at the beginning, her current living situation would be much better than at this moment.

At least, in terms of emotions, I will definitely not be as poor as I am now, like a beggar, begging for other people's sympathy or even pity.

What is it like to be a beggar in love?

Wang Yaxin understood clearly.

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In Wang Xia’s view, Li Xiaoxiao’s regret was inevitable, but she did not expect that Li Xiaoxiao would regret it so quickly.

Perhaps everyone is the same. When you are outside of the incident, you will never understand the mood and feelings of the person involved. But when you lose something, you will find that the most valuable things are , the thing worth cherishing the most has always been by your side, but you have never cherished it.

When Li Xiaoxiao’s parents were in good health, she never thought about how she should try her best to honor them and how to let them enjoy family happiness. She even never thought about,' How should filial piety be expressed?

However, after Li Yonggui experienced that illness, Li Xiaoxiao seemed to suddenly realize that nothing in this world is more important than a healthy and happy family. During the time she stayed in the hospital, Li Xiaoxiao thought a lot. She thought about what would happen to her if her father really passed away like this?

She couldn’t even think about it until the endShe couldn't give the answer she wanted, because she had never thought about this at all, let alone what she should do without her father, or what she should think. She only knew that her former self was under the control of her parents. Under the shelter, I don't have to think about many things. Someone will help me to deal with them. But once my father leaves, I suddenly feel a little stretched. It turns out that in such a simple life, there are so many things that I can't handle? !

Li Xiaoxiao just suddenly realized that my parents have paid so much for me? They are doing such hard work and have to take into account their own emotions. Even if it is an ordinary meal, they have to measure the nutritional content again and again. They have a clear nutrition plan at every stage. In order to be able to Let themselves grow up healthily, and they will not miss any detail. What kind of love is that kind of love? Li Xiaoxiao seems to understand a little now, because she now has her own child. Every time she worries about her child catching a cold or not having enough to eat and starving, she will think of her parents when she was a child. The way you treat yourself.

But in my eyes, they were really annoying at that time. Even though I was already a teenager, I still treated myself like a child. Could it be that a teenager, Don’t you know how to take care of yourself? Why do they always feel that they are children who will not grow up?

Now Li Xiaoxiao understands, because of love.

But Li Xiaoxiao had to admit that even if she understood this, she still could not achieve true filial piety.

What exactly is considered ‘filial piety’?

Are you blindly obedient?

Or are you just trying to please?

Li Xiaoxiao has been looking for a way to make herself comfortable and her parents comfortable at the same time, but so far, she still hasn't found one.

She wanted to keep her parents happy all the time and put a smile on their faces all the time. Her idea was very firm at that time. She also thought that this was not a difficult task, as long as she learned how to do it. Keeping them entertained and not letting them worry about their own affairs will do the trick.

But later she discovered that it was the simplest things that were the most complicated to do. Recalling her experiences with Fang Zhiqiang some time ago, Li Xiaoxiao understood what she was feeling. None of the goals he thought about could be achieved. Not only did he make his parents worry all the time, but he also failed to handle his emotional relationship with Fang Zhiqiang. Even now, even though he has divorced, his parents still worry about him.

When thinking of this, Li Xiaoxiao felt that what she had done was a complete mess. Sometimes, she even couldn’t stand it. Perhaps, this was one of the reasons why she regretted it now, right?

"Li Xiaoxiao, just continue to deceive yourself and others like this!"

Li Xiaoxiao, sitting in front of the dressing table, looked at herself in the mirror without makeup, smiled coldly, and said to herself .