Even though she knew that a person's life would be difficult, even though she knew that it was very difficult to take care of her parents while taking care of her children, she would not lower herself because of this. She will not choose to be romantic because of this, because this is her bottom line, this is her principle.

Giving up Fang Zhiqiang may make Li Xiaoxiao feel a little regret at this moment, but if she is given another chance to choose, she will still do it.

Instead of guarding the one you love most and feeling unprecedented loneliness, it is better to let go for love and let him find his own happiness. As for himself, even if he goes to hell , after all, the beauty of adulthood is to watch the person you love the most continue to be happy, as if he has walked through his own life on his behalf.

Let it go, life is this piece of shit, if it doesn’t torture people all over their bodies, how can they give up?

Those who can’t sleep include Wang Xia.

Li Yonggui told Wang Xia the news of Li Xiaoxiao and Fang Zhiqiang’s divorce. Since it has become a fact now, there is no need to continue hiding it. When Wang Xia heard the news , and it was not surprising that Li Xiaoxiao's behavior during Fang Zhiqiang's hospitalization had made her roughly guess this, and now, watching Li Xiaoxiao take this last step, Wang Xia's heart was extremely complicated.

Fang Zhiqiang is also a man she is very familiar with. Wang Xia also knows his character very clearly. How can a man who is willing to give up his career for his wife not love his wife? ? What's more, Fang Zhiqiang is still a man who is so enthusiastic about his career?

But Wang Xia also understands that the matter has come to this, and it is obviously meaningless to discuss topics like love and non-love now. She doesn’t know why Li Xiaoxiao would do things so decisively. , but she understood that what Li Xiaoxiao gave up was not only Fang Zhiqiang, but also love, or men.

She knew very well that for Li Xiaoxiao, Fang Zhiqiang was her only choice. If she did not choose to be with Fang Zhiqiang, then she would not be able to find anyone else in the future. Man, after all, her age is different, and now her understanding of love is completely different from the past. She was able to love Fang Zhiqiang so innocently. It can only be said that Fang Zhiqiang appeared at the right time.

At that time, Li Xiaoxiao was so pure and innocent. She had never been in love before, but she loved Fang Zhiqiang to the death. That feeling can make a woman remember it for a lifetime and never forget it.

Fang Zhiqiang is honored to be the first man Li Xiaoxiao loves deeply, but for a woman, she will only love one man deeply in her life. Even if she meets someone else in the future, she will never fall in love with him again. You won't have the same feeling as you did towards the first man. These are not taken for granted.It depends on whether a man is good or not, but on a woman's thinking.

When she is willing to give everything for a man, the whole world is that man. But once this relationship ends, it will teach the woman a painful lesson, making her realize what the world is. What is the love in the legend like?

Maybe they still can’t figure it out, but they will never have the pure love they had before. The subconscious reminds them all the time that before deciding to give, they must weigh the pros and cons. Take a look at this Is a man worthy of his unconditional and bottomless devotion? If there is no good result in the end, how should he deal with it? How should the relationship between two people be handled?

Therefore, after leaving Fang Zhiqiang, Li Xiaoxiao is no longer the same Li Xiaoxiao she once was. There are only two choices she faces, either to sink here or to look at life and love again. Perhaps, for the sake of her children and her parents' future, she would find a new man and get married hastily.

However, based on Wang Xia’s understanding of Li Xiaoxiao, she believed that it was almost impossible for Li Xiaoxiao to do this.

Even if she has the heart to abandon her love, even if it is for her children, even if it is for her parents, she will not ruin her life, let alone her body.

Li Xiaoxiao was originally such a person, and this will never change no matter when.

"Hey...life, why do you like to torture these kind-hearted people?"

At this moment, Wang Xia was sitting on the balcony of her home, looking outside. Ye Kong took a long sigh and said to himself.

Men will never understand a woman’s thoughts. Fang Zhiqiang has no idea about Wang Xia and Li Xiaoxiao’s thoughts.

Speaking of which, Fang Zhiqiang should be the most confused person now, and the person who least knows where to go next. Even though he had already thought of such a result while he was hospitalized, he still Unexpectedly, Li Xiaoxiao would really choose to give up this relationship so decisively in the end. Does Li Xiaoxiao not care about the love they created together and the love they cultivated together? Is she really so disappointed in herself?

I once promised her that no matter what, I would try my best to give her a happy life. No matter what, I would make the next life more and more happy.

She believed in herself, maybe she didn’t achieve it, or maybe the happiness she wanted was something she could never give.

Fang Zhiqiang couldn’t understand the reason, nor what he should do. If Li Xiaoxiao had not filed for divorce, what would happen next?How should I manage my own life? How can Li Xiaoxiao feel happy?

Fang Zhiqiang seemed to be trapped in this vicious circle and could never get out. He couldn't think of a way to deal with it, and he didn't know what he should do to do better.

Looking back, after Li Xiaoxiao told her about divorce, it was really difficult for her to accept it. Her proposal to Wang Yaxin was indeed mixed with her own selfish desire to resolve the embarrassment. Now it has When Fang Zhiqiang, who had completely calmed down, looked back and thought about the matter again, he realized that no matter when the time came, he would still be unable to escape everything he had to bear. Even if Li Xiaoxiao did not file for divorce at that time, But how long can they maintain their current living situation?

However, it happened that Wang Yaxin was standing next to him at the time. He could use Wang Yaxin to resolve the embarrassment and at the same time give Wang Yaxin an explanation for his efforts over the years.

But now Fang Zhiqiang has figured it out. His idea was simply naive. Even if it was successful at the time, the relationship between him and Wang Yaxin had completely changed.

Fang Zhiqiang is a little scared now. He is afraid that an example like Li Xiaoxiao will happen to him and Wang Yaxin again. He is afraid that he will once again bear the kind of heartache that Li Xiaoxiao has brought to him. Like a knife twisting.

However, I am afraid that it cannot solve any problem. At least Fang Zhiqiang knows very well in his heart that Wang Yaxin, after all his hard work for so long, wants nothing more than a stable home and constant companionship, or in other words, When she has something on her mind, she can find a listener who listens to her heart seriously. After all, no one's life is easy.

However, such a simple point has become a problem for Fang Zhiqiang now.

He was even glad that Wang Yaxin was sober at the time. If she really agreed to him, then what would the relationship between him and her count? Just repaying a favor? Or pity?

Today, Fang Zhiqiang has been thinking about the words of Bi Luochun and Liu Yan. Is it really that difficult to let himself say something, say something that Wang Yaxin wants to hear?

In fact, it is not difficult at all. Fang Zhiqiang knows that as long as he says a word, Wang Yaxin will definitely promise him and accept it, and she will live happily from now on. , the relationship between him and her will not change.

But he didn’t say it in the end. It was only at this moment that Fang Zhiqiang finally understood that what he actually wanted was not only Wang Yaxin’s happiness, but also the persistence in his heart.

Recalling the marriage between myself and Wang Yaxin, her departure made me sadIt caused a lot of harm. At that time, I felt a lot of unwillingness and sadness in my heart. However, over the years, those sadnesses have disappeared without a trace with time. Even as the things Wang Yaxin did for herself became more and more serious, More and more, I still feel a little grateful for her.

But feelings are just feelings after all, and touching is just touching after all.

The two cannot be confused, let alone choose to betray your feelings just because you are moved. That would be irresponsible to yourself and to Wang Yaxin.

Fang Zhiqiang believes in his inner voice. At present, he does not have much love for Wang Yaxin. More, he is just moved, but he can’t understand that even if he wants to give in from the bottom of his heart, Wang Yaxin feels happy and happy, why can't she try to fall in love with her? Isn't this what she wants most?

If one day, I can do this and say to her with a clear conscience: "I love you", wouldn't that be the best ending? Wang Yaxin got what she always wanted, and she could finally have a clear conscience. Moreover, after being with Wang Yaxin, it was no longer just to repay a favor.

However, that day may be far away. At least for now, Fang Zhiqiang has no such idea.

Closing his sour eyes, Fang Zhiqiang rubbed his eyelids, his eyes were a little moist, and he couldn't help but feel sleepy.

Thinking of going to see the current status of the R&D team tomorrow, Fang Zhiqiang finally put aside all his worries and tried to fall asleep.

Even if you want to choose Wang Yaxin, you should at least have enough capital. Even if Mingda cannot return to its former glory, at least it cannot be what it is now.

The next day, when the sky was dark and bright, Fang Zhiqiang woke up naturally. There was no urging in his mind or anyone's interruption. Fang Zhiqiang opened his eyes by accident.

Looking at the bright sky outside, Fang Zhiqiang frowned, rubbed his eyes and looked at the time, it was only about six o'clock in the morning.

Maybe it’s because I’m not used to sleeping in someone else’s house suddenly.

Getting up from the bed, Fang Zhiqiang simply washed up and then ran to the kitchen to get busy. No matter how close Bi Luochun was to him, Fang Zhiqiang would still feel that this was someone else's home after all. Some discomfort.

Especially when passing by the door of Liu Yan’s mother’s bedroom, Fang Zhiqiang had to deliberately slow down for fear of making any noise and waking up others.

When Bi Luochun and others got up, Fang Zhiqiang had already prepared breakfast. Looking at the hot food on the dining table, Bi Luochun immediately exclaimed: "Oh my God! How many days will it take?" No, Qiangzi actually became a master of cooking?!"

"Not bad, not bad. It seems that Xiaoxiao has trained him well!" Liu Yan on the side also said with a smile.

But as soon as she finished speaking, Liu Yan realized that she seemed to have said the wrong thing, and immediately changed her words again: "But now, it is an advantage for us, haha!"