"This...I...you..." Wang Yaxin was speechless.
On the contrary, only Li Xiaoxiao remained calm and rational. Seeing this scene, she even had a smile on her face. She looked at Wang Yaxin and said, "Sister Yaxin, this is a big deal for Qiangzi." For you, this should be the best ending. You can all get the happiness you want. I originally thought so too. If this can be the case, of course it is the best."
"I..." Wang Yaxin was still speechless. She didn't even know what she was thinking and feeling in her heart at the moment.
“Let’s go home with me to get the certificate!” Seeing that she was silent, Fang Zhiqiang immediately reached out his hand, held Wang Yaxin’s hand tightly, and said.
Fang Zhiqiang’s hand was tightly grasped in his hand, making Wang Yaxin feel so unreal. Over the years, this moment was a scene that Wang Yaxin had imagined countless times, but when it really happened It’s here, but why does it feel so awkward?
Wang Yaxin’s brain was in a state of confusion. She didn’t know what she was thinking at all. She was just dragged forward by Fang Zhiqiang in a daze.
As for Li Xiaoxiao, he looked at the two of them with a smile and said: "Qiangzi, I have prepared our documents. I will wait for you at the door of the Civil Affairs Bureau."
"Hadron! Hadron!" Wang Yaxin didn't know why she suddenly shouted these two words in a loud voice. When Fang Zhiqiang really stopped, Wang Yaxin's heart calmed down a little. So a little bit.
Looking at Fang Zhiqiang, who was panting at the moment, Wang Yaxin sorted out his emotions, and then finally said: "Actually, there is something that I have been hiding from you."
When Fang Zhiqiang heard this, he couldn't help being stunned, and then said without hesitation: "There is such a tacit understanding. It just so happens that I also have something to hide from you."
"What? Then you first Say." Wang Yaxin took a few breaths, looked at Fang Zhiqiang with a serious face, and said.
"Then I'm not polite." Fang Zhiqiang may have guessed what Wang Yaxin is about to say. If she doesn't want to marry him because of that incident, then Fang Zhiqiang will now Just give her this answer.
"Xu Chao has told me everything. I already know what you promised him. Yaxin, remember, from now on, I will never let you do this again. Such a fearless sacrifice will never let you endure such grievances again!"
Fang Zhiqiang's words came from the heart, even if he no longer has love for Wang Yaxin, even if he just feels guilty and self-blame, these are also words from his heart.
Hearing this, Wang Yaxin couldn’t help but be shocked. She thought,Fang Zhiqiang never knew about this, but he didn't expect that Xu Chao had already told him everything!
However, wouldn’t Fang Zhiqiang dislike himself because of this incident? As a woman, even Wang Yaxin herself can no longer accept herself after tonight, let alone a man?
"You... don't mind?" Fang Zhiqiang was right. This is what Wang Yaxin wanted to say, but now that he heard Fang Zhiqiang's words, Wang Yaxin suddenly I was filled with doubts again.
Fang Zhiqiang shook his head firmly, and then said: "It's my fault, it's me who has caused you trouble, it's me who made you suffer so much."
"Qiangzi, you..." Wang Yaxin was speechless again. So many things happened in just a few minutes that her brain could not recover. At this moment, she still had a look of confusion on her face. Sluggish and confused.
“Now, are you willing to come with me?” Fang Zhiqiang continued to ask.
Wang Yaxin closed her eyes tightly. She tried hard to sort out her inner thoughts and keep herself as rational and clear as possible. After a long time, she finally opened her eyes again.
She stared at Fang Zhiqiang intently and said: "Qiangzi, indeed, I have to admit that I am looking forward to this day very much. I envy Xiaoxiao's happiness very much, but I don't want to treat her like this How to get all this."
"What kind of way?" Fang Zhiqiang asked with a frown.
"A humble way."
"How humble? Do you think I made such a choice just to show Xiaoxiao?" Fang Zhiqiang probably guessed that Wang Yaxin inner thoughts.
"Isn't it? I think you two may be able to discuss it again. In fact, there is no need to take this step." Wang Yaxin asked without hesitation.
"Yaxin, do you not understand Xiaoxiao, or do I not understand Xiaoxiao? Although she is not as mature and stable as you, when it comes to feelings, who can be more sincere than her? ? If she hadn't thought clearly, how could she have said what she just said? But if she had already made up her mind, who could convince her?" Fang Zhiqiang explained without hesitation.
"But you are like this... I feel it is not worth it. It is not worth the sacrifice you have made, and it is irresponsible for the time you spent together." Wang Yaxin still can't change her heart. idea.
"Actually, Xiaoxiao is right. Breaking up is not necessarily because we no longer love you. I admit that I still love Xiaoxiao, but you don't understand that our recent state is indeed very bad. Shou Xiao With the person they love most, they live the worst life every day, which makes it impossible for both of them to truly and easily show their true selves.Giving it to the other person is a very tiring experience. If you have ever had that day, you will understand that in fact, sometimes, I also thought about what Xiaoxiao said silently in my heart, but I will not put it into practice. It’s just action, because in my heart, I always believe that companionship is an indispensable part of love. "
"So, maybe separation can make our lives easier for each other. That would be good for everyone. "
"As for choosing to marry you, Yaxin, I won't tell a lie today, and I also ask you to absolutely trust me. "Fang Zhiqiang suddenly became more solemn.
Wang Yaxin looked at his serious expression. It was hard to imagine that he was actually lying now, and then nodded.
< br /> "The thing you promised Xu Chao is my responsibility, and I am the one who should be held accountable, so how could I mind this? I understand your affection for me, and I am not hard-hearted. I have seen everything you have done for me. The reason why I was so heartless in the past was just because I was unwilling to admit that I still had a trace of my old feelings for you. , but now, I can finally speak out what is deepest in my heart. "
"Yaxin, I have never forgotten you. Although even I can't tell whether it is love or not, there is one thing I can confirm. I have hope and will always be by your side. Next, even if all I can do is just to protect you. "
"Qiangzi, please stop talking..." Wang Yaxin burst into tears.
Although she could feel that Fang Zhiqiang's lingering love for her countless times, although she could feel that Fang Zhiqiang's lingering love for her countless times, She had been expecting Fang Zhiqiang to say these words for the first time, but now that Fang Zhiqiang said these words, it made her miserable.
She didn’t know why. Could it be that she was thinking of her own experiences over the years? Feeling aggrieved by the sacrifice? Or do you feel sorry for the breakup of the relationship between Fang Zhiqiang and Li Xiaoxiao?
"In addition to the incident with Xu Chao, I also have the sequelae of premature aging. It may be a few years After that, I will become an old woman, and then..."
"What does it matter? Who in the world will not grow old? Yaxin, you are not originally such a person who worries about gains and losses. Do you also want to become the same person as Xiaoxiao? "Fang Zhiqiang said without hesitation.
"Qiangzi, how could you... say that about Xiaoxiao? After all, she is the woman who has been with you for so long and gave birth to a child for you. How could you..."
"Yaxin, today, the three of us, no one will tell a lie. , you heard, Xiaoxiao was honest with us, and we should also be honest in return. "Fang Zhiqiang interrupted Wang Yaxin.
Fang Zhiqiang's words made Wang Yaxin feel so reasonable that she could no longer say anything.
"Yes, Sister Yaxin, I am actually quite happy to be able to see this scene. I have made up my mind to change myself. If I am still as jealous as before, how can I change?" Li Xiaoxiao also added.
"No, Qiangzi, at least not today." Wang Yaxin lowered her head again and thought for a long time before giving such an answer.
"Why? Don't you actually want to be with me?" Fang Zhiqiang was puzzled. He kept saying that everything he said today was the truth, but in fact, he deceived everyone. .
His decision to marry Wang Yaxin was more or less related to what Li Xiaoxiao said. After all, he loved Li Xiaoxiao deeply, no matter what the reason was. The reason is that when Li Xiaoxiao chose to end their marriage, Fang Zhiqiang was frustrated inside. He wanted to use this method to cover up his inner sadness, but in fact, the more this happened, the more loopholes he became.
Although he kept explaining, Wang Yaxin's heart was as clear as a mirror, and she could see everything clearly.
“No, Qiangzi, I want to be with you, but not in this way.”
“In which way? Yaxin, what do you think this is like? Method?" Fang Zhiqiang asked impatiently.
"Qiangzi, please calm down. Now is not the time to be impulsive. Believe me, if I agree to you, you will definitely regret it in the future." Wang Yaxin's mood has gradually calmed down at this moment. So said Fang Zhiqiang.
"Why do I regret it? Are you not good enough? Or do you think I can't tell what is love and what is guilt?" Fang Zhiqiang became more and more anxious as he spoke, speaking so fast that Wang Yaxin once again Some can't keep up with his train of thought.
Wang Yaxin remained silent, but in fact, she had already answered Fang Zhiqiang’s question.
In Wang Yaxin’s view, she is indeed not good enough now. She has the sequelae, and she also agreed to things like Xu Chao. After tonight, she will no longer be the same Wang Yaxin as before. Even she felt unable to face herself, let alone Fang Zhiqiang?
As for the second possibility mentioned by Fang Zhiqiang, it is exactly what Wang Yaxin has in mind.
When Fang Zhiqiang chose to be with her, it was after they had a relationship. Perhaps for Fang Zhiqiang at that time, it was more out of responsibility. At that time, Wang Yaxin had already eaten After one loss, everything that happened afterwards was enough to prove that such a marriage could not last long.
But this time, Fang Zhiqiang did it because of guilt. Although the reasons were different, it was not because of love after all. How could Wang Yaxin have confidence in her future married life?
"That's fine, if Sister Yaxin hasn't figured it out yet, I can use time to let you figure it out. What do you think, Qiangzi?" Li Xiaoxiao said again.
When Fang Zhiqiang heard this, he nodded awkwardly, then looked at Li Xiaoxiao again, and slowly walked over.
“Xiaoxiao, can I hug you again?”
What a powerless, desperate, and heartbreaking sentence this is?
After hugging him again, he could no longer be hugged, or even seen again. Why didn’t Fang Zhiqiang understand?
How heartbroken was it when you said this with such a feeling? How unwilling? How helpless?